Sit at your keyboard, preferably removed from the flashy distraction of your monitor by tilting your head back or putting it down, and just think. You can type the results, it can be quite therapeutic, if any of them are too personal just delete afterwards and write *EDIT*. I'd like to showcase the horror of what goes on inside my brain, Im not even kidding.

 

It is quite difficult to truely do, to make yourself think naturally, but try it and you'll begin to get the hang of it.

 

OK

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Suppoed to be thinking now eh

How can a mousepad remind me of her

Theres a pube on this desk, Im sure it is

Have to do something now, have to do something later

Get bored by both things

Need to clean my room and do the washing up

Wont do any of it

I guess thats what normal people are concerned about

If she just wasnt so addicted I'd smuggle her off to vegas and marry her

My thoughts always have to be so sexy

I wish I could think about the art of weaving cotton socks all day

Theres no way people go through that

Everyone around me is thinking, about normal things

If I told her how I still feel Im sure it wont change anything

Her minds made up

But whats changed?

I still make her laugh

I thought I've been over this

I know shes not so special when Im with her

But when we're apart, lordy

She does surprise me

She gave me my chance, its gone

And even if it came back to me I probably would only take it for a few weeks

And then get bored

Cant expect her to leave him again, its too much to ask of anyone

I suppose I understand, heh

Gotta stop smoking, just for a day

I mean it this time, change right now

How many times

Oooooooooh dont even start thinking about her again for the 50th time today

Or her either.

Lordy

Think I'll post now

whoa reilly, i'm surprised that i followed all that and think i understood it...but you and i both know i have no clue to the depths all that reaches :\

 

i'll do this since it's pretty interesting...but later.

i'm listening to an amazing album and i can't bear to turn it off. yes it's that good. if i did it now regardless, it would make all my thoughts about the music which in turn will make NO sense at all. believe me.

Poor Reilly

poor me

have to work until midnight in Christmas week, on the busiest day of the week, at a fucking supermarket

ill have to try fit in a nap

once mum gets home

what's on the comedy channel?

ill go check

drawn together

dear god i hate that show

whens southpark on?

screw that, im not getting up again

my fanta's gone flat

what the hell am i drinking fanta at 8:44 am for?

is that computer clock correct to greenwich time?

greenwich is spelt wrong

why is greenwich the mean time anyway?

is mean the right word?

aahh screw that im not lookin it up

my typeing is terrible

i wish i could touch type

then this thing could be much more effective

post quick reply

OK, I'll try this...

hey oh, I got your hey oh

it's all white as snow

hey oh hmm hmm hmmhmm hmmm hm

hey oh

still humming

my mom hates when people hum.

I'm not thinking im', not thinking

hmm hmmm hmm hmmhmm

hey oh, listen what I say oh,are those even the lyrics???

damn RHCP.

good song though

OMG if they tell anyone.

They tricked me into telling them

OMG he was there! shit shit shti shit

womman! you got the feeling of love

in ya, she's a woman, you know what I mean, you better listen, listen to me!

hmm hmm hmm

this will have a lot of typos.

i still hate them for wahat they did.

hmm hmm hmm

damn battery light flashing

hey oh hmm hmm hmmm hmm.. this post is going to make me seem like an airhead.

hey oh, listen what I say, oh

I got your hey ohhh, hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm.

hey, it's better than fergilicious.

omg what if he knows

AWKWARD

sshit shit shit 'hey oh,,, hmmm hmm hmm hmmm hmm hmm

hey oh...

I can't believe I'm going to see that movie! yes!

hey ohhhh hmm hmm hmm hmm.

wow yesterday was great.

I wished someone felt that way about me

god, he so knows, she screamed it! god,

great move, kelly.

hey oh

it's all white as snow,

hmmm hmm hmm

 

Sorry, this is sucky. I'll try again when I don't have a song stuck in my head.

 

*edit* Whoah, mine is super long.

I want to try again, but I'm not really thinking! If that's possible...

OK OK....

 

think think think

hey oh! not this again.

of all songs why this one

why doesn't he like me?

ok he likes her, ok understandable

hey oh hmm hmm hmm hmmm hmm hmm hmm

I'm not as smart as people think I am

so much pressure

hey ohh hmm hmm hmm shit I'm done

that's enough

my throat hurts

and i dont know why.

i dont want to get sick during the break and holidays bc that would just suck

i bet i got it from some asshole at school bc our school is so insanely overpopulated.

why did my friend give me a book that's meant for middle aged women as an xmas gift?!?!

i dont act like an old hag, do i?!?!

am i just sitting by, letting life pass me by and acting like an old woman?

do i just mistake "maturity" for something else?

shit.

i need to start acting like a careless teenager again.

speaking of being a teenager, these braces freakin' suck. who thought of putting mofoing rubber bands in one's mouth? how unnatural is that?!

uggggggggggh

wow. this imogen heap song is good. not as good as regina spektor though...

why am i posting this again?

oh yeah, becuase i'm quasi-sick and miserable.

im bored

i cant wait till christmas

this is gonna be dumb

why do i bother

im waisting time with

a lenghty post

i wish we still

had bling,

then id be rich

now im not

cause we got rid of it

i need to call my cousic

while im listening to Clocks

Bob Marley is not Russian

well you did say to type whatever

i need aa double layered DVD R

and i dont have enough money for presents

ill look so dumb,

maybe

just maybe

this is the longest

most boring post

ive ever made

just maybe

maybe it was

the virtual knee surgery

or maybe i dont listen to keane enough

this is probably the least personal story thing,

yet i must keep typing

to make this a long post,

briggins has posted already

oh well

what else do I have to do

oh yeah,

i could play Nintendo Wii

but i already have for a few hours now

so that would be

BORING

and i finished my

video

and im feeling kind of sick

im nauseos?

if thats how you spell it

i suck at spelling

now ive lost my train of thought

oh well

i wish i could type faster

my internet is working again

aw screw this

im done

i wanna learn that song

the rachmaninov one

how do i spell that

oh well damn this is weird

nananana

im so gonna get all the records

and then when the poeple see it theyll sign me up and i'll be famous

in my dreams neway

i like steak florentines

mmmmm

the black eyed peas i cant believe ive stilll got that cd

that girl has had a lot of plastic surgery

i know youre there so just talk already

yeah thats right im watching u

this is like the same i had to do years a go

i wonder if i still have that

i think i saved it

damn hoarder

the guitar isnt THAT bad

i wonder where i can find that music

ive lost track of how long this thing is

i never kept track of it actually

i probably should post soon

nah this is too fun

i'll keep going for a while

i want u ust to forget myself

good lyrics

nanana

its toooo hot

mayb i should take off this robe

yeah

post quick reply

why does life suck so much

i don't want to have to go through another day

don't worry im not suicidal

i think anyway

why have I listened to the same song about ten times?

i guess it kind of describes how i feel

"I've given all I can but it's not enough"

Thanks Radiohead... for feeling what I feel?

what am I saying

 

whoa.... he's so hot

should I make that my desktop pic

but what if somebody sees that that's my desktop pic

what if he sees? he might come over

ugh.

 

life is fucking crap.

best movie ever!

wow I really like hanging with my dad

fun fun fun fun

wow! i heart dream girls

wow I actually think "heart"

wow I lost so many brain cells

i miss my friends

wow all the boys think i'm gay

wow, well i could see why i hang out with mostly girls and i show no interest in them what so ever

(i'm not by the way)

so, another dance to go to solo in January.

hmmm.

hey oh, hmm hmm hmm.

I'm enjoying this thread too much. it's fun though!

it's so quiet

why's that sticking out, i think i broke my computer

brand new, damn it.

is that supposed to stick out like that?

whaaat?

i feel hot in this shirt

i'm so vain

do other girls ever get that way?

"i'm so hot"?

wow, i say wow a lot! need to stop!

wow, did it again!

I'll be 16 in two months

kinda like a milestone of some sort!

i'm such a loser

yeah, i'm confirming what all the boys think about me at school

i'll be 16 and i haven't been on a first date or anything like that

it's makes me sad to see kindergardeners with "boyfriends"

geez. I wonder if anyone at school likes me more than a friend

probably NOT. Bryce said I was an annoying know it all with no life

I'M GOING TO DIE ALONE.

All my friends probably think I'm asexual.

WHY AM I SO RIGID?

am i unapprochable maybe that's why i'll die alone.

and a virgin.

I should just become a nun- ease the pain. i'll die with jesus.

wow, going to hell.

i dreamt i got up from the bed

but actually i still there

i can't get up right now

my eyes are not even open

oh sh*t my mom is calling me

she's gonna be so pissed

but that's ok

i just have to wait for her to go out

and do whatever i want

hurayyyy!!!

what a thread.

yeaaahaaa.

my keyboard is black.

:P

who just called her?

how will it end?

argh, hope i'll get an A after all

she is so fucking selfish

poor baby

uh oh

i'm just making it worse

he should not...

no

it's my fault

definitely

grrr, why does she have to sing that loud?!?!

my shirt, my shirt, my shirt

it is blue

my shirt

the wound, the wound

will they send us presents?

how unfair is that?!

whatever

gotta coulour this text pink

shit

it's christmas

chriiiiiistmas

best time of the year

it's wiiiiinter!

need to change my trousers

wonder since some days when you use need and when have

however

damn arms

damn allergy

whohoooo christmas

it's getting dark

I should study

only 4 weeks left

mamma mia

I almost can't remember his face anymore

that's a pity

but maybe better

isn't that like microwave my mind?

however

cold hands

music club rehearsal

I'm not bothered

"Don't bother"-Shakira

Go advanced?

Noooo....quick is better

i should really make dinner

I'm tired...why did I stay up so late last night?

We really shouldn't have eaten that

when's neil coming home?

I need to take the rubbish out it stinks

fuck I left that bottle of wine at work

my rooms a mess...i need to tidy it

my ear is itchy

what time should I meet my mum tomorrow?

I can't be bothered with her shit

it's too quiet i need music

I'm so tired

what will i get my gran for christmas?

I think a CD player but she told me not to spend a lot of money...she always says that, and I always do

what will i have for dinner...not pasta again

I love CSS

dinner....will just have to be pasta... nothing else

you MUST BUY FOOD!

what will we have for christmas dinner

Dad might not be up to eating much

how do you cook a turkey? :\

I'll call maggie.....

just realised most of mine was about food haha

this is therapeutic

I hate such superficial people

with their fake smiles and their fake made up cakey faces

I'm sick of it all

Why cant people just be sincere and real?

Stop showing off

Police men need better things to do

I learnt a lesson today

I'll change.

But how can I stay strong when he makes me weak?

He's not supposed to make me weak, he's supposed to give me strength.

Sigh

I guess everything'll be fine one day in the future.

i feel so home sick

i miss my room

i miss mum and dad and my brothers

i need to buy some heavy clothes for winter

i have to see the cardiologist

i hate the fact that i'm lonely in this world

i want to have a grant and study abroad

i hate the fact that coldplay never come to morocco

i have to think for a topic for my research paper

i feel lost and depressed

i hate winter

i really really wish i could be someone else

i like what you wrote pai.

 

writing these few lines really made me feel good!!

Hmph...I think this won't work.

 

But here goes nothing..

 

Maybe everything's not lost

Maybe I dunno the real meaning of all this

I'm sorry if I hurt you

I dunno why I have these weird dreams

Wish I was there with him

But maybe it wasn't the whole picture

Maybe I have no idea of what I'm writing

I do.

I can't type and not think at the same time.

This is dumb.

Maybe not.

I'm so happy that i could cry and cry and cry.

This evening was great

Almost cried arlier too..

I like my friends

He looked weird

Why's that?

Dunno really..

It's the shirt..and the rousers..i like his shoes though

I wish i could stop thinking about him

There's no point

Duuh

Got to stop

Don't fel like it

Fuji Tech.

Oh really?

Show your signature

Should i read all this crap?

Nono, that's cheating

posting now.

wow what fun!

great girl.

omg christmas is so close

omg i know my mom didn't get me what i really wanted

oh well, i'm still spoiled

a good spoiled though! if there is such a thing!

i'm not bratty

the kids at my school have everything handed to them

well most of them

ew, online predators!

ew, now I can see why my mom freaks out everytime i turn on the computer

but i'm not that

naive.

am I?

heh....

i wish i could help her but i dont know how

she wont let go

she tells me she's fine

but i know she wants to hurt me

she just wont let go

why does she have to keep hanging on like this shadow behind me

ugh

:(

he fought for his life yesterday

life changes from one minute to the next

everyone called

comforting thoughts for crystal

we are thinking of you

we hope daniel survives this sickness

hospitals are so sad to be in

i saw him through a window he was wearing a mask

contagious

my poor baby

i blew him kisses

he winked

love him with everything that i am

no words for that

poor thing has to be there for WEEKS

all the missed work

missing you, golden boy

do i work too much?

nah keeps me busy

paranoid about having caught his virus

i am coughing now

does that mean anything?

oh well

he looked so helpless laying there

i will go see him tonight

will they let me in the room with him this time?

gooooood I hope so

dont care about wearing masks.

i want to touch him.

wow

this is so different from what I wrote the other day

thursday has changed me

my life is happier, better

gotta keep my grades up though

not that i have much of a chance of them going down

dreams do come true

thats one thing i've learned this week

it's 2am

shut up Hugh Heffner!

wow this is crazy

why do I stay up so late?

why does almost every thread end up in fights?

why can't we be friends

why can't we be friends

hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm

why can't we be friiiieendsss...

i saw you down by the welfare line!

I love that part!

I'm not even sure he really says that but i love iiiiiiiiiitttt.

hell yeah, bitchessssss....

what the hell is wrong with me tonight???