I'm sleepy

Its cold

School went out today

No more teaching

Happy

Its snowing

My present sucked

Presents are flying

Raindrops keep falling on my head

The school assembly was rather cool today

Flashy

Dany is mad at me

Maybe its time to end it?...

It's getting late

why is my right eye blurry?

Rub it, i can't make it go

my nose.

itchyyyyyyyyyy

hmmm bored...really bored...

wonder if ....

so xmas is coming soon.

I wonder what my plans are exactly.

new years.

crap.

blurry.

left now.

wow, what the hell, my keyboard. dust.

so much cluttered.

eww.ewww.

tickets, are we still getting tickets?

"playing eye-tag with the coat check boy" hah.

Hooley sucked.

i need to learn to dance.

wft is wrong with my hair. bored.

my mind is blank. wafers.

my eyessss.

guess i know what's happening for new years. not what i really wanted?

did i want that? Could still happen.

meh.

hmmm...

meh.

funny noise. let's respond. why am i THERE?

tired, really tired

...

fuck this. lemme post.

It's not that the song is bad theres just something about it that is so ugh

wow that was a long line for one of these things

so was that

thats better

keep it to around 3 or 4 i think

ok maybe this would work better if i didnt think about it

i wonder what pete looks like now

i shouldve gone out and seen him

he was only a outside

oh well

what is that magazine?

it looks to vogueish for a computer nerd mag

i hope i can get that wii tomorrow

where did this heasache come from all of a sudden

oh and i wanna talk to youuuu

thats it im changing this song

damn this new song is doing my head in even more

yawn

why isnt christmas as exciting anymore

buzz would be good too but the wii is better

might play singstar later

get a few records

mann that was a weird dream

i havent been able to stop thinking of it

julian casablancas is such a nice guy

laugh out loud

wow i actually thought that

why isnt national lampoons on this year

its on every christmas

its wrong not to have it on

tradition people

maybe it is on and i have just missed it in the guide

yeah thats more likely

oh well at least that other one is on

with the girl who played matilda

nightmare on elm street i think

no

miracle on something street

yeah i watched that last year

im a sucker for christmas movies haha

this song is boring

i'll fast forward incase it isnt

wait no i like this song

or do i

nah i dont

i'll change it

yay this is the one i like

vienta icecream - i wonder if they still sell that

im gonna ask mum

oh vienna

is it vienna

no vieneta

thats better i think

they sell it

its nice

i wanna eat it

this is catchy

apart from the oompa loomper bit

is that cheese or bread

damn mozzies

im gonna circle all my bites in texta

then itll be easier to know where to scratch

i wonder if it actually was a heart attack that chris had

hope not

i think he'll be right

that muse dvd looked good

only 23 bucks i shoulda bought it

ok i'll wind this up now

bye thoughts

Er, I went like 8 pages back for this fucking thread! :dozey:

Must vent

Too lazy to make my own venting thread and I don't want to hear "spam spam!"

And it's not like anyone cares about such trivial 15yr old girl issues.

OK Venting time:

Er, I hate my friends sometimes!

Maybe I should become a nun like my mom wants so I won't have to put up with that

I wonder if they look down on me because I never do that.

What's the point of obsessing over the opposite sex, it's not like they're going anywhere.

I'll do it when I'm ready.

GOD I felt ignored yesterday! I feel ignored a lot lately and it's all his fault.

They're all wrapped up in this- i don't know but I don't like it!

And he doesn't like it either!

This doesn't make sense in print! Ok...

And why is she obsessed with it? a) it's none of her business. b) is she that bored/boring that she has to interfere with that. It's nothing but a harmless crush.

Well, not so harmless. And why am I always dragged into her issues????!!!

"how come you, me, and *someone* never had boyfriends?!" FUCK, I don't want to be confronted about it. Fuck you! Ok, I know I'm "nice" and "calm" but that doesn't mean I want to hear that. I'm aware that I've never had a boyfriend, Ok. There's nothing WRONG with me! I can BREATHE without a boyfriend, Ok. I'm not like the rest of you that run around and make fucking fools of yourselves. That was just disgusting, I'm never going to another dance ever again until prom or something. There's no reason to act like that! Oh my God, fucking hate them sometimes. I wonder if they DO look down at me though, "Oh, Jenika's never danced with a boy, never been on a date, loser." meh. Fuck them all. Hope no one reads this word for word. heh.

I wonder if he told him yet

better be a good reaction or heads will role

most likely my head

wish we could rewind

the scissorlift days were fun

if only i could have my time again

speaking of time its running out

stupid system

acu eh thats not so bad

oh no

maybe mum took the cd

how inconvenient

i want a reaction damnit

and it better be a good one

better then i am expecting

or maybe he'll just laugh at me

thats not good

ok he will die instead

stuff him

if its good i will be the happiest girl alive

this is really killing

i wait all weekend for nothing

now i only have to wait one night

just one night!

no its not that long

but it seems like forever

i just want to yell uiagtifioghsighsiopgjh

ok theyre probably thinking im crazy

oh well

ok why i am i doing this again?

oh wait thats right ive got no fucking life

god i really need to do something proudctive soon otherwise i'll crack

months and months of nothingness

this sucks big time

god i need to get a life and soon

god im gonna be 20 soon

i really dont wanna turn 20

no longer a teenager

yep "supposed" to be an adult

haha not likely

what grow up and achieve stuff, like thats gonna happen at the moment

.......

................

......................

forget it im over this already

how irritating

no one is talking about what i wanna talk about

i think i'm obssessed

band of brothers

coldplay

mew

mew

sigur ros

mew

nothings wrong with that

i rather have many obssessions than none at all

how boring, he is boring

our friendship is too much work

it's not meant to be this difficult

why is this thing becoming so negative

all these entries seem to turn angry or something

i'm not typing what i'm really thinking because if i did...

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and so forth

on and on...

oh, scrubs is on.

omg the others are writing right now

and I'm sitting here

only two days left

fuck

but that song is cool anyways

I hope this hotel will take me

am I good enough?

whaaaa graduation

Wow I really love this thread

it seems to be the only one i write in heaps these days

i cant believe mum

parents are suppose to encourage social behaviour

hey i can use that next time i want to go to a party

my thoughts are weird

i dont usually think in sentences like this

i dont think i do

more dreamy ones i think

like "oh i wonder who i'll marry"

hahahahahaha

blank

whered u park the car? wtf

im sure she was beautiful

is she more beautiful than me?

good song

rounnnnnnnnnnnd

stupid sport

argggh swimming

i wanna go to brazil

i wonder if he'll ever ask why we're going there

he might be put of if he knows the real reason

hehe oh well theres plenty for him there too

im done here.