guys this mood will last some weeks.....for sure....you have to live with it

 

I wish my moods lasted longer than 30 minutes...:cry:

if you're still bored you should try to write new songs for your next album :dance:

bored....?:uhoh:

 

I was I was bored....no way...until the 22nd I have to study probably all day long...:sick:

^and that's why you're pissed?! come on, julia, loads of people have to go through that final exams period - and it's not that bad anyway. make something like a timetable for when you're going to do what, don't work too much (you don't have to study all day long!!) and don't panic! :rolleyes:

you'll have hell of a lot freetime after your exams - freetime that's also going to piss you off sooner or later and then you'll wish to have something to do. as far as I know you already got to know these times, haven't you?

 

I guess I can imagine how you feel because I went trough something similar last year. I'm just trying to say that your current mood won't help to make things better. you have to study anyway, at least if you want to do well in your exams. ;)

heheheh I totally understand you Sarah..,..and I actually know that I will pass them....and I know that I will manage to study a lot and not study all day long.....yes actually I know all these things....and I also know that I hate it to do nothing at all as well.....

 

haha according to this....why am I even nervous or worried?:P

 

the problem is that my nervousness is rather subconscious than "controlable"....I woke up this morning.....went to school by car and didn't even know for one moment while I was driving where the light button for my car was....then I almost crashed into a fox which made me crying....and uuuuh it was so weird....I just felt like that.......it was not because I was thinking about these exams all the time....it just came.....pretty weird...when I arrived at school my friends asked me immediately what was wrong with me...although I hadn't said anything yet.....

 

and hehe I didn't even say this studying is such a bad thing....I mean those are subjects I am interested in so it's not that bad.....I'm just a bit worried that I won't manage doing it in time....

 

 

there is one weakness about my character (or it is normal...haha).....I always think I am worse than I actually am.....I come home with good or average marks....never really had problems in school....but I still think am a bad student who will fail......probably I just can't think positive in those things...

 

 

 

geeee I only can say that I feel better right now.....;)

 

 

 

mwhahahahahaha......and I must admit that I didn't mean everything serious I said here before....like jumping out of the window.....I can't tell you what this mood is called.....but it's a pretty weird one between joking in a different way and feeling sick......:freak:

hehe and when I say I will feel like this for the next weeks....it is also not true....I just say those things then right at that moment because then it feels like that.....

Oh I forgot one thing:

 

I have never thought I would feel like that about it.........because actually I am a person who tried to keep cool.........even some weeks ago I kept cool.....but since some days I feel a bit bad or anything like that......so I think to feel like that you must be in a situation like that.....and I guess I will laugh about all this in some months or weeks....

I see, I see. hm, I'd say you're simply "depressed" because there will be a few changes in your life, maybe? I mean, after your final exams and all it's going to be different from what it was before. maybe that's what worries you as well?

well I'm looking forward to that time after my graduation.....but I'll be really sad as well.....I'm definitely going to miss that time I attented school

yeah... I guess at the moment you can't really do anything about feeling sad, hm? surely you'll feel better when the exams are over.

yep I guess that's it.......even if I want to think postiive there is still some bad feeling in my subconsience left.....and I know this will stop soon.....although I'm not sure if it will be better after the exams..

me likey :ears:

here's advice: the number one cause of diarrhea is stress

I feel stressed just because school is starting again, but I shouldn't be, because this year looks easier. I guess I'm also stressed because this is not where I want to be (school or north carolina for that matter)

 

sidenote: I think you should leave a voiceclip or something julia :curtain: cuz I really want to hear your accent

 

I feel like I just publicly admitted that I have diarrhea :o

bye bye :smart: :wacko: :crown:

Mmmm... Hello Eric :glasses2:

 

Jules.... Could you please reach your 29,000 pots tonight? :uhoh:

 

I just want to party so much cause it's school tomorrow again... So your 29,000 is the only reason for a party I can thonk of right now :sad:

 

Oh, wait... We can dance for Eric's diarrhea... :dance:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

:surprised:

bored....?:uhoh:

 

I was I was bored....no way...until the 22nd I have to study probably all day long...:sick:

 

:sick:

 

ohh... good luck then Julia :kiss:

 

you'll do it great :wink:

Eric: awwwwwww....thanks for the pic....you reminded me of this band again...definitely going to liusten to them tonight....:heart:

hahaha....what do you mean with a videoclip? Youz want to hear me talking?:devil:

(I hate my voice.....:freak:)

oh you have diarrhea?uhhhh not good.....I was told today I had it as well....but I don't...these guys just said it because I understood me wrong and thought I said it...haha

 

geeeeez Eric please come back again....it's cool to see you here again....haha

 

Lera: 29000 posts?:uhoh:.....I'm not sure.....oh I am sure....sure that I won't reach them tonight....or will I? Only if it is not boring her.e...mwhahahahah......we can party anyways....maybe for the fact that I found out that studying is not as much as I thought...:cool4:

we could dance for Eric's illness as well.......but I'm afraid Eric couldn't dance with us....if you know what I mean...:sick:

 

Lore: Awwwwwww thanks:kiss:....right now I'm better than yesterday.....:P