If i wasn't scared or thinking it must get better, I'd kill myself or take drugs. OMG I'm pitying myself too much.

:stunned: :stunned:

I'd say nothing if my mood was temporary...not that I felt bad during the last months, but whenever I did something great, there's always something holding my feet on the ground. I can't feel that totally enthusiastic anymore, you know. Except when I listen to my fave songs.

i guess this is a kind of "period" every teenager pass by. i use to feel like that...

Really? You really had the same problem? For months? That you were musing while you should be happy anyway?

i used to be a depressive girl. especially because my parents were getting divorced... but whe i felt this sensation i went to my bedrom to listent my favorite songs louder as it was possible and also i used to play soccer with my friends... (and smoke... BUT DONT DO THAT)

hm. I'm still musing while I'm with my friends. Then I think, man they got it much better than me, shit..... :confused: No I hate smoking ;) But thanx a lot for listening. And really helping. Cuz all these superficial ppl round me don't :(

you must think that you are growing and sometimes we get chocked with the real world (which is not what we think that should be...) but we cant let ourselves get down....

and when you get sad, dont hesitate to tell to someone... dont hide your feellings, never... :smug:

:kiss:

oh god, now I almost cry....but smiling at the same time... :) thanx thanx :kiss: *hugs*

i dont know you personally, but i'm fell that i have a lot of friends here.. so, i fell as i'm friend of everybody here.

when you wanna talk, i'll be here, ok??!!

:kiss:

was that a coincidence!??? :dozey: .....we all feel like that for people on this forum!...Ian give us something?!!!!?!?!?!!! :stunned: :sneaky: :dozey:

I don't care that I don't know you personally...you're simply my friends, and so I'm glad that this MB exists. :kiss:

yeah...but still my real friends don´t agree whit me!...let me tell ya why!...

 

they know I´m at this board...and we can talk about everything of your lives, what happend today, how we feel...etc...etc...etc....know everything....but they say: "how can you trust in someone you don´t know?"...that´s a gud question but I really dunno...I just trust!...I know people can tell lies...and for me that is like an agression for me cause I´m being 101% honest about what I said!...[well with Guy I´m kidding almost of the time :D but I really want him :sneaky: ]...but that´s my point...believe or not believe?...I´m glad I can come here anytime and talk to somebody!...is wonderful to know a piece of live of all of you!...and why not?...someday know some ones for real...have the same paths...I dunno!...but I can´t talk with my real friends about this forum...they are so annoying when this topic comes out! :dozey:

I feel sad.... :(

Joyce rules!!! :)

thanks hunny!...but why? :stunned:

i liked what you wrote... and i wanted to write: Joyce rules!!!

just a silly moment... :lol: :lol:

so silly me!..... :P

:P :lol:

:dozey:

so...I open 2 threads and the same smilie for Iv!...are you now in that mood?..i mean this :dozey:

eh...I hoped noone noticed this :surprised:

:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

I feel good, but not so good like yesterday :dozey:

And what about you?

I´m gud! :lol: ....you couldn´t accomplish your goal! :sneaky: :sneaky: :sneaky: :dozey:

goal :sneaky:

because of my smart brain! :P