I just feel far too often that others are better than me...like prettier or cooler or whatever...and then this bothers me so much that I think too much about it and forget to live...wow...that sounds so weird...

 

the confusing part is that I actually like myself....when I am alone, but when I am in publicity I often become prejudiced and am not sure why someone should find me special...

 

don't you think it's due to lack of confidence. ?

 

because i belive if we have that lack, we always prejudices ourselves. am i right ?

you must think I am weird

 

You're not. here where i live.. there are the weirdest girls in the universe.

It is most definitely...I must admit I became sooo much more confident during the last years...it was much worse when I was a teenager....:sick:

You're not. here where i live.. there are the weirdest girls in the universe.

 

wahah seriously? Why?

:flutterby:

It is most definitely...I must admit I became sooo much more confident during the last years...it was much worse when I was a teenager....:sick:

 

I can't improve myself confidence as well. and i don't believe in those tips to help us improve it and i don't believe in psychologists tips as well. ( wait, should we see a psychiatrist or a psychologist for that. ? )

wahah seriously? Why?

 

well, they are superficial! :dozey:

I can't improve myself confidence as well. and i don't believe in those tips to help us improve it and i don't believe in psychologists tips as well. ( wait, should we see a psychiatrist or a psychologist for that. ? )

 

I never seriously thought of doing that....I usually try to help myself when I have issues....and I think it depends on the place you are, I mean when it comes to confidence....

well, they are superficial! :dozey:

 

hahaha....I do think exactly the same thing about many people here, as well....but maybe I am prejudiced.....but those people who made me feel made when I was younger definitely where....and this is what constantly made me feel bad....and I think this is what is still deep in my soul....a friend told me a week ago that he cannot understand that I am still lonely...but then he said it must be because I have a sad soul...how right he was

well, i think being lonely is what makes you having a sad soul, and you're lonely because you can't admire yourself, right ?

 

i feel the same sometimes when it comes to think about how my body is and how tall i am, i say if I was a little big I would have more chances with girls..thats why i have started to build my body by bodybuilding for a year now. i'm stupid yeah. :stunned:

 

finally, i think appearance isnt what make us special and not lonely.

well, i think being lonely is what makes you having a sad soul, and you're lonely because you can't admire yourself, right ?

 

i feel the same sometimes when it comes to think about how my body is and how tall i am, i say if I was a little big I would have more chances with girls..thats why i have started to build my body by bodybuilding for a year now. i'm stupid yeah. :stunned:

 

finally, i think appearance isnt what make us special and not lonely.

 

that's right actually...yeah

 

it's often that I dream of having or doing things which could make me feel more happy...like working in a music shop...I always thought people who do that are the coolest people in the world....now I do it,...and? Same with having a band...when I think about the things I do and the way I act I can't say that I don't admire myself....but sometimes I have the impression others do not really realise that...and I never really felt confident when it coems to looks...I never was one of those skinny girls...not that I am really big or fat, but it always made me feel bad...one of the worst things is that I never realise when I get complimented....I mean I do realise it, but I often do not really appreciate it...I think I think faaaar too much about how others think of me

that's right actually...yeah

 

it's often that I dream of having or doing things which could make me feel more happy...like working in a music shop...I always thought people who do that are the coolest people in the world....now I do it,...and? Same with having a band...when I think about the things I do and the way I act I can't say that I don't admire myself....but sometimes I have the impression others do not really realise that...and I never really felt confident when it coems to looks...I never was one of those skinny girls...not that I am really big or fat, but it always made me feel bad...one of the worst things is that I never realise when I get complimented....I mean I do realise it, but I often do not really appreciate it...I think I think faaaar too much about how others think of me

 

your dreams have no limits then and what make them the same is that you're never happy of your achievable goals. and you're never glad of what you're doing or yourself. i believe we find ourselves depending on others for our happiness.

 

dont we just to be more proud of ourselves, then we could reevaluate ourselves. don't you think ?

I think I think faaaar too much about how others think of me

 

That appears to be true.;)

I think we should be more proud of ourselves and appreciate those things we do much more and we should not always look at those things others do....I think I do that far too much...

 

I think happiness depends a lot on other people...I mean if you don't feel that you and the things you do are not appreciated and loved by others you rather start to feel useless...

for a minute I thought it was a sexist sthread

for a minute I thought it was a sexist sthread

 

does 'talking about sex in dreams' make it sexiest ( if what you meant.)

for a minute I thought it was a sexist sthread

 

haha no...sorry

 

I think happiness depends a lot on other people...I mean if you don't feel that you and the things you do are not appreciated and loved by others you rather start to feel useless...

 

by saying this. you made me believe that your happiness depends on other people.

thats true, you're right! :)

haha no...sorry

:disappointed:

but sexist, as uhm, not related to sex, I thought you were goign to say something like boys suck! they are all the same! etc etc

by saying this. you made me believe that your happiness depends on other people.

thats true, you're right! :)

 

That's right. It definitely does.

To thine own self be true

as shakespeare said

:disappointed:

but sexist, as uhm, not related to sex, I thought you were goign to say something like boys suck! they are all the same! etc etc

 

I know that you meant that....but no....I actually do not have a certain reason to say that...:wacky:

I find it stupid (when woman say that)

back to topic..

 

still bored ?

 

im tired of posting what i'm listening to .. and posting on non-coldplaying multimedia and talking about Ryan Adams. Cping has changed.

If she's bored she wants to have a conversation obviously