I feel like I don't know

Sometimes

I feel like I'm a dream

Sometimes

I feel like I don't exist

Sometimes

I hurt so much

that I forget how to feel

Sometimes

I am comfortably numb

Sometimes

I get so distant and cold

but lately I've been aggressive

without a reason

Sometimes

I want a lover

who I don't want to know at all

I don't know if it the weather changing

but I'm definitely feeling the blues tonight...

Sometimes

I just want a sincere friend

Liquid sky you ARE the least sexual of this chilly staff of martins game :angry:

don't be mean, Yossi!

Hmm you again..

 

I'm the sad one :( how sad...

Hmm you again..

 

I'm the sad one :( how sad...

 

aww :hug:

Lore by making noses of the sex in her threads you shall just render her with further sadness :angry:

aww hugs to you too, Lore :)

 

I forgot to add:

sometimes

I hate being a girl, heh

I liked your poem,it it was one.

it wasn't a poem but I guess it could be one:thinking:

 

it's passing now, it's passing...

*group hug*

 

:hug:

hey Renny!! :hug:

Hey Josce! How are you doing? :hug:

Thats really nice! What you wrote I mean, hope you feel better :)

Hey Josce! How are you doing? :hug:

 

A little better..watching Muse..:bomb:

 

Thats really nice! What you wrote I mean, hope you feel better :)

 

 

well you are the second one that has said that.. Thanks! Writing helps sometimes but it was all true..I'm feeling a little better..thanks :)

Aww hope you feel better Josce :hug: And it's great that you can express what you feel by writing something down, that always helps. I used to do the same but then i ended up with tons of random notebooks in my room :uhoh: I'm trying painting now :wacko:

 

I have no idea why i'm saying all this, i must be kinda sleepy :P

 

Ps. Muse is always a cheer up :dance:

Aww hope you feel better Josce :hug: And it's great that you can express what you feel by writing something down, that always helps. I used to do the same but then i ended up with tons of random notebooks in my room :uhoh: I'm trying painting now :wacko:

 

I have no idea why i'm saying all this, i must be kinda sleepy :P

 

Ps. Muse is always a cheer up :dance:

 

yes, same here.. I have random notebooks with things in it & then I'm like "when did I write that & why?" I tend to put a date on it now.. Are you a good painter or just getting there? :wink3:

 

I want to see them live!!

yes, same here.. I have random notebooks with things in it & then I'm like "when did I write that & why?" I tend to put a date on it now.. Are you a good painter or just getting there? :wink3:

 

I want to see them live!!

Haha same here, i recently found a notebook with lots of thoughts and poems i wriote when i was like 14/15 and damn! I wrote some really depressive crap and dark lyrics back then! (I swear i wasn't an emo! hahaha They didn't even exist when i was 14/15 i believe :uhoh:) I have no idea why i wrote them but it doesn't sound like me at all, it's like i'm reading the diary of a different person, it's crazy :o

 

Haha I'm just getting there but my goal in life is to meet scarlett and convince her to pose for me (just like the rose+jack scene from titanic ) :wacky:

 

:awesome:

Don't tell you started the emo thing then!:inquisitive::lol:

 

well she seems to like to pose so the convincing might not be hard to at all..but to do it justice would be the trick, Renny:P just kidding! Her lips are huggggggggeeeee!

I didn't! :bigcry: ( i was just into goth metal and grunge at the time, yeah i have a dark past haha :wacky: )

 

Hahaha i know :disappointed: It's gonna take me forever to be a good at it :P

 

Not only her lips are huge :awesome: ..ermm i said too much :lipsrsealed2:

I really like what you wrote as well. I hope that i still have all my random notes and messages when im older so i can look back at them.

Anyway, i'm off to bed. Hope you feel better soon Josce and have sweet dreams, take care! :hug:

well I'm sure you'll get there..

 

yes, I know.. she's very curvaceous. The only thing different from her is her nose..did she ever had a nose job? Either way her blonde dye looks always looks nice

I really like what you wrote as well. I hope that i still have all my random notes and messages when im older so i can look back at them.

 

Thank you, Bryce.. You are the uhh let's see third person that has said that. Do you write also?

hey that's a nice one. Tho its sad :wtf: but you write well :wacko:

Thank you, Bryce.. You are the uhh let's see third person that has said that. Do you write also?

 

Yes. i try and write a bit of poetry and Ive writen a few short stories for school. We actually have to do another short story for school at the moment so I will let you know how it turns out.