Oh, we all live our lives thinking that we could have done more than we did when the time was right, actually.

I always think: If I had known everything that I'm aware of now, then I'd have behaved differently, I wouldn't have make those mistakes.

 

Lil? well, you wrote lil...

 

 

Yes, I think it's sort of a diary. It's the only "place" where I can shake off my feelings without being worried about hurting anyone. It's there where I can feel that I can be totally honest.

i know, but...

 

i don't know why i wrote lil... i guess it meant to be lol..

 

oh if it makes you feel better, is great then :)

i don't use to write like a diary, in fact i has tried may times but i can't.. :uhoh:

Daryl!!

I sent you a pm on myspace btw. How are you?

 

 

No worries Ari. I actually thought you had written lil as a shortening for little. :lol:

How come that you can't?

Of course I save my "diaries" on the computer and they all have a password. I wouldn't like other people to read them.

Daryl!!

I sent you a pm on myspace btw. How are you?

 

 

.

 

I am fine, I will check your message.. ! Hows u ?

 

My week has been so, so. I have not been out much..

I am still doing my classes..

They are giving me private classes next week, there is still some things I don´t understand.. they say I am good and I need to be on a higher level, but there are some basics I still dont understand or I do... but don´t know when to use them..

I think at times, they think I really shite.. and they are finding it impossible at times to teach me... in a class..

 

I have to admit though the latest class I have been in my spanish has been much better than the other students,,,

I should have told them I have all the time in the world...

Daryl!!

I sent you a pm on myspace btw. How are you?

 

 

No worries Ari. I actually thought you had written lil as a shortening for little. :lol:

How come that you can't?

Of course I save my "diaries" on the computer and they all have a password. I wouldn't like other people to read them.

hey daryl :kiss: how are you doing? Btw I found Ivona :dance: and sent her a message.

 

yes it looks like that, but i think i meant to had written lol.. (i write it too much now.. :uhoh:)

 

really i can't, i can't write down things like a diary... for me is easier to express my feelings with some poetry, i can't write a diary, i had tried many times but i can't :confused:

 

well my works don't have any password (not an special one), and many of them had been read by my dad, so...

Daryl.

I'm okay - kinda.

Your week has been "sosa", you mean? Well, if you knew how mines are then you'd have another opinion about yours! :lol:

Why don't you just ask them this basic stuff that you don't understand? It might help you because if you are given lessons of a higher level and you still don't get basic things then...

 

 

Ari.

Well, the same thing happens to me with poetry. I'm so damn bad at it, especially if I want to write a romantic poem - I totally suck. And when I read it I think it's too cheesy, too.

 

I suppose that it depends on the things that you write and how personally you take them. (the fact of having a password or not)

Daryl.

I'm okay - kinda.

Your week has been "sosa", you mean? Well, if you knew how mines are then you'd have another opinion about yours! :lol:

Why don't you just ask them this basic stuff that you don't understand? It might help you because if you are given lessons of a higher level and you still don't get basic things then...

 

 

Ari.

Well, the same thing happens to me with poetry. I'm so damn bad at it, especially if I want to write a romantic poem - I totally suck. And when I read it I think it's too cheesy, too.

 

I suppose that it depends on the things that you write and how personally you take them. (the fact of having a password or not)

oh well when i write them i don't mind if it seems cheese or what, all i know is that after had written it i feel better and that's what matter to me, for poetry i don't judge myself, unluckily for writing i do judge myself.

and well them are not too personal, so. is always fictional stories, the only thing that could had with reality, is very few.

Well, I would mind if they seemed to be cheese?! Your sentence turned out to be so funny!!! hahaha :lol:

 

I reckon you're right here. It's these prejudices against ourselves what doesn't lead us express the way we'd like to.

Daryl.

I'm okay - kinda.

Your week has been "sosa", you mean? Well, if you knew how mines are then you'd have another opinion about yours! :lol:

Why don't you just ask them this basic stuff that you don't understand? It might help you because if you are given lessons of a higher level and you still don't get basic things then...

 

 

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Sorry I meant so, so.. "mas o menos" ... things could be better at the mo..

I am thinking at times what I am doing with my life... ! etc...

I am not going out as much as I used too, I don´t know if I am missing.. out..

I will tell you more on Tuesday ! Or this one will go into a very long one.. !

 

I am eating very healthy tonight.. I have made my own food,also brought in 2 oranges... strawberrys, and Mens Tea... !

 

I am trying to cut down on the Caffine.. I am unsure if this makes me shaky at times... Normally I have around 4-5 café con leches each day, along with 3-4 café solos and around 1 Litre of coke.. !

hey daryl :kiss: how are you doing? Btw I found Ivona :dance: and sent her a message.

 

 

 

I am pleased you found ivi :dance: She is still in touch with me after all these years.. I am in work tonight... Guess what Ari... I have not had chinise tonight !!

 

I hope your day has been good............. !

Well, I would mind if they seemed to be cheese?! Your sentence turned out to be so funny!!! hahaha :lol:

 

I reckon you're right here. It's these prejudices against ourselves what doesn't lead us express the way we'd like to.

gah i'm a bit tired now dunno why... i'm not spelling properly :embarassed: i meant cheesy with Y...

 

definitelly the laptop keys are boicoting me tonight :uhoh: :dozey:

 

*smash the keys*

 

*gets mad*

'now, will you do as i will order you to do?' :angry:

 

yes i had to learn that, hardly... quite recently btw.

ah, no worries! It was me the one who didn't get it! In fact I didn't know that so so meant kinda. I had never heard it :)

 

hey, Daryl, I'm really sorry to hear that. The latest news I had from you were good ones, you told me you were happy of being here. I hope you haven't changed your mind.

 

Srly, you shouldn't drink so many coffees per day. I don't think it's healthy and you're probably addicted to it (as well as to nicotine :P ).

I am pleased you found ivi :dance: She is still in touch with me after all these years.. I am in work tonight... Guess what Ari... I have not had chinise tonight !!

 

I hope your day has been good............. !

yeah me too, she wrote me, she said she was surprised lol.

 

no chinese ? :surprised: that's new, let's partey :dance: :dance:

 

so what ahd you ordered for dinner? :uhoh:

 

btw i had had a pizza :wacko: yummy :wacky:

 

My day was ok, but for the weather today :confused: hope tomorrow is better.

Ari.

I didn't mean to make you feel embarrassed or whatever but I just had to laugh hard when I read it.

Don't worry about it, really. I don't mind, at all.

 

and now I've got a question for you two.

 

Why don't you add yourselves on myspace?!

Ari.

I didn't mean to make you feel embarrassed or whatever but I just had to laugh hard when I read it.

Don't worry about it, really. I don't mind, at all.

 

and now I've got a question for you two.

 

Why don't you add yourselves on myspace?!

i know, i understand it Iris ;)

 

:stunned: you are right. :uhoh:

 

*goes to add daryl*

yeah me too, she wrote me, she said she was surprised lol.

 

no chinese ? :surprised: that's new, let's partey :dance: :dance:

 

so what ahd you ordered for dinner? :uhoh:

 

btw i had had a pizza :wacko: yummy :wacky:

 

My day was ok, but for the weather today :confused: hope tomorrow is better.

 

I made my own food.. Spegetti Bolongnise..

I thought the weather had got better last week, however this week the weather has been piss poor. (Very Bad)

its rained everyday, but I have been told we need it.. So when it does deep down I am pleased. !

hahaha.

 

I found it unbelievable that you hadn't added each other on myspace. :stunned:

ah, no worries! It was me the one who didn't get it! In fact I didn't know that so so meant kinda. I had never heard it :)

 

hey, Daryl, I'm really sorry to hear that. The latest news I had from you were good ones, you told me you were happy of being here. I hope you haven't changed your mind.

 

Srly, you shouldn't drink so many coffees per day. I don't think it's healthy and you're probably addicted to it (as well as to nicotine :P ).

 

I will give up nicotine... soon I think.. !

I am living here for ever...

okay okay *relief*

 

For a minute there I thought that you were thinking you hadn't made the right choice although never say for ever because you never know :)

okay okay *relief*

 

For a minute there I thought that you were thinking you hadn't made the right choice although never say for ever because you never know :)

 

I fancy taking a trip around the world sometime soon...

I am currently looking for a someone to come along...

 

Iris have you seen Doctor who before ??

I made my own food.. Spegetti Bolongnise..

I thought the weather had got better last week, however this week the weather has been piss poor. (Very Bad)

its rained everyday, but I have been told we need it.. So when it does deep down I am pleased. !

pasta

*jumps like a mad all over the place*

 

I love pasta, pasta (massa, massa).

 

here was bad too, yesterday was better but today had rained again all day, and very cloudy. :uhoh:

That's a great idea, honestly! A trip all over the world. I remember you saying that you wanted to go to Argentina - you still want to go there?

 

Have you ever considered of taking a trip on your own? We were just talking about this topic the other day when having English lectures and a classmate of mine told us that last summer he went to Dublin on his own and spent 1month over there and that it was cool!

 

Doctor who? What's this, exactly? Sorry, but at times my ignorance has no dimensions.

about myspace...

 

for some strange reason it don't let me add daryl :uhoh:

 

i give it the order but it get lost somewhere in the inter-space :uhoh:

 

 

man i'll discover the 4th dimension this night

:stunned:

 

 

*hears voices outside*

 

 

:uhoh:

 

 

OMG

 

 

*hiddes under the table*

man, that's so odd!

 

Maybe it has to do with your internet connection, which is too slow. Anyway, he can be the one to add you :D

man, that's so odd!

 

Maybe it has to do with your internet connection, which is too slow. Anyway, he can be the one to add you :D

lol i didn't knew what to say, it was scary really :stunned:

 

it'll be he who will have to add me. i tried but it get lost somewhere :confused: :cry:

 

btw my connection is uni connection (downloads at 140kb/s or so i think is quite good, although i don't use to download heavy things, i hardly ever download mp3 or things like that..).. but sometimes the wifi sucks bad. it disconnect without warning and things like that :/

I'm going to go, miss. Don't think I'll be back.

 

Night night! :kiss:

 

 

and last thing of the night:

 

Oh you can have it all and wrap it in the world

you can have everything

you can have love and loads of other things

to make you think

but when it all comes down to you, girl

yeah no matter what you do,

take a look at yourself and realise that...

I've been good to you!

I've been good to you!