Its a lovely place... I am still in Shock normally the rent for the property I am in is more than twicee what I am paying !

How are you ??

mood: good :cool:

song: snow patrol (run, spitting games, and chocolate).

today is "reyes" and my presents are: a cool black trousers (with 9 pockets :smug:) type "pirata", 2 pullovers ;), a pair of trekking boats and 3 cologne and 3 scarfs.

and also this thing that happened to me yesterday-->

hey i saw him today :smug: :smug: ah that´s great :smug: i saw him again :smug: one of the best reyes gifts :D ...it could be better :dozey: :lol: :lol:

 

*dreaming :smug: *

 

i pictured his face all the day yesterday and still :rolleyes:

but you know it won´t work as usual... :/ :cry:

 

but it make me still being creative... thinking new poems, its always the good side of this feel. :)

 

and probably i´ll go to countryside again... may be tomorrow, and again to the cheminst´s :rolleyes: (he won´t know it "no time" was how i feel and i want that he knows it... but too :shy: ) and may be isn´t my type at all.

 

any idea about what to do? :shy: :rolleyes:

Its a lovely place... I am still in Shock normally the rent for the property I am in is more than twicee what I am paying !

 

good :)

yeah before I didn't have something to do, I wondered what I shud write at all. but now there are sooo many feelings and themes...

how does that guy look??

oh this guys is dark blonde, green eyes, and usually have a cool beard, as guy :wink3:

but i don´t know a lot about him... he works there since a year.. and i don´t know his name yet (he have it write on his t-shirt but i never read it :embarrased: ).

 

yesterday was so amazing to saw him.... but my dad said me "hey you´r guy pass next to you and you didnt noticied?" :embarrased: :embarrased:

cool beard...oh... :)

yeah, he was so hottie yesterday.. i pictured his face during all the day in my mind...

 

but i don´t know what to do, a part of me want to do anything and other not, others experiences wasn´t sucessful.. so :/ :cry:

anyways possibly tomorrow i´ll go here with some friends. :cool:

 

Peñas blancas

A view from there, et voilà the sea :D

ohh that looks so nice is that where u from ari ??

yeah, those places i posted pics are from cool places in my city... on the countryside :D , fortess ;)

Ohh I will deffp have to come there one day. when I go and see Noni again I will try and convince so we can all meet up .

well cartagena is so far from barcelona :( but we can try. :D

Nothings impossible ! :)

:D i know nothing is impossible :D

previously sorry about this post but i need to do it...

 

 

i need to cry louder :bigcry: i´m so very down now :( :( :(

 

i don´know how to throw it out of me :( :(

 

this feel still stick at my soul

and i know it will hurt me as never do before

 

:( :( :(

 

i shoud cry... but alone in a corner :cry: :cry:

 

sorry about this, i´m deeply blue :cry: :cry:

 

i think i must leave it now....

or i must still, here

 

out things will remember me him

 

stronger as it does now...

any help, please...

... if i´ll go forever

don´t worry i´ll be good

no matter where am i

i´ll sure i´ll be doing fine.

 

thanks a lot for be my friends here.

but may be i must leave it here...

chose another way.. which one?

who knows? don´t worry dear just try it.

 

:stunned: :( :cry:

**** hugs you and I am never letting go until all your tears and fears have gone.. :)

:cry: *ari dries a tear* thanks a lot daryl

*hugs daryl* thank you a lot. :)

*HUGS* Ari!

why? :cry: We like you so much :kiss: :cry:

I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!

 

Remember: If you need our help, we'll be here for you! Don't forget,sis!!! :kiss: :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

*HUGS* Ari!

why? :cry: We like you so much :kiss: :cry:

I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!

 

I´ll miss all of you too so very much sis :cry: but i have to do it.

I´ll be in contact with you, friends, via mail, ok :)

 

Remember: If you need our help, we'll be here for you! Don't forget,sis!!! :kiss: :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

:blush: I know sis :kiss:

Ari! no importa lo que hagas con tu vida! yo sempre te voy a apoyar y siempre vas a ser mi amiga, cuidate mucho, estaremos en contacto, be cool ok????

Ari! no importa lo que hagas con tu vida! yo sempre te voy a apoyar y siempre vas a ser mi amiga' date=' cuidate mucho, estaremos en contacto, be cool ok????[/quote']

:blush: muchas gracias amiga, yo también te apoyaré siempre. :kiss:

cuidate mucho. ;)

Mood: still a bit :confused:

song: run, chocolate... snow patrol. :cool:

 

well i think seriously may be i must come back:

1. i know myself and i know i won´t do anything (too shy) so another train lost.

2. i don´t want to get him into troubles 'cause it.

3. i always think that i change a good situation (creativity) i´ll lost it (creativity).

so may be i must come back. i´ll forget him as soon as i can ( we know it´s hard and we never forget them at all.).

 

So you choose friends, if you want i come back just post here. :)

*posts* :D

but what the fuck happened with that guy??? I'm so :confused: & :huh: