Flying Sparks

^ I agree with you. The way I see the world, my life and my friends definitely changed, but I guess I'm still the person I used to be, just less naive and less immature. Lots of my friends from old times changed a lot - I used to have a best friend who I had a lot in common with, but now all she talks about is f*cking guys and drinking alcohol.. She changed so much and I really miss her the way she was!

Watching an Austrian music channel at the moment and it's playing "The Adventure" by "Angels & Airwaves", this new band of the Blink 182 frontman.. I kinda like the song, although I never liked Blink 182 or their singer or anything..

Well, I gotta say that I definitely feel better now than I used to. I started to show a kinda plunging neckline, you know what I mean? I feel comfortable about my breasts I guess :P I hate the rest of my body, but I kinda like my dekolleté - and it's sad but now that I show more, a lot more boys look at me :D I shouldn't be proud of it - but which girl wouldn't like that?

Thanks a lot to all of you for replying! Even before I read your posts saying it's too quick, I called off last evening, telling him it's too fast. He was quite upset and annoying ^^ Well, you know.. I'd be embarrassed of telling someone that I met my boyfriend on the web, you know.. But I think he seems a bit gay anyway, so he'd be a potential "gay best friend" and nothing romantic ;) Anyway, I asked him to give me more time, maybe I'll never meet him, maybe I'll meet him in a few weeks, I don't know.. Meeting someone on the web isn't wrong or anything - I met my wonderful, best friend Joana on a Rufus Wainwright message board and we've been talking regularly for 15 months now and we've seen each other last summer and I'm gonna spend 10 days at her house in Portugal this summer :D I love her to death and I definitely thank the web for meeting someone this special!! Again, thanks to everyone for replying, I think you're all right and I made the right decision with calling off the date. Don't remember who said it, but one of you said "Seems like he's the one to be desperate" - I guess that's true :P I'm not desperate, I still dream of the situation of me meeting a guy IN PERSON and falling in love with him.. I don't want it to happen this way :)

Well, I hate my ex but I'd still have sex with him :P No, honestly, to me, sex is about feelings and feeling close to each other and trusting the other person - and that's obviously not the case with someone I hate.

I'm still at school and looking forward to finishing it, but for now, I can't imagine being without my friends at school, so I pick: school New albums: Keane's "Under the Iron Sea" or Snow Patrol's "Eyes Open" ?

That's awful, I can't believe we have to deal with such idiots that often! I hate it when some people can ruin such great moments and concerts! When I was at the Coldplay gig at Crystal Palace back in June 2005, there were 4 or 5 drunk guys, pushing around and destroying the whole atmosphere. One of them even pushed me so that I fell down to the floor. Thank God it wasn't during Coldplay's performance (I think it was when Supergrass were on stage), otherwise it would have ruined everything! Security guards came about 15 minutes later and got them out, everyone in the audience was clapping :D

I've never been stalked as I'm not that interesting, BUT I did a very small, harmless way of stalking once - I was totally crazy for a guy and I checked his name on the web, found out his school, checked this school site every week, looking for his name in every school newsletter and all that stuff.. I mean, it's not stalking, it's just obsession :P

The thing is, in the first couple of weeks or months, Coldplay were just one of many bands I listened to and Yellow was just one of many songs I had on my MP3 CDs.. But theeen my first big love said "Oh, you're listening to Coldplay as well? They're my favourite band!" - and I replied "Oooh really? Well.. then it's my favourite band now, too!" :P That's how it all started.. With a boy :D

^ Yeah, if he wouldn't be Jonny's brother, they'd say something like "None of us is related to any of the Coldplay members" or something like that..

spaghetti hoops (don't know what it is but I could vomit when I think of beans :P) writing text messages or calling someone?

Restaurant Pizza or Pasta? :P

Ja ich denks mir auch.. ich lass es besser.. lass ich halt mal meine asoziale Ader raus :P

Ice cream Italian or Chinese food?

Nein er modelt nicht.. Die anderen Fotos sehen auch bei weitem nicht so gut aus, scheint ein Glückstreffer zu sein :P Ohgott.. wenn ich mir die anderen Fotos jetzt so anschaue.. VERDAMMT, das war ein Glückstreffer ^^ Der schafft es nie wieder, so gut auszusehen wie auf dem einen Foto :P

sandwich pancakes or ham&eggs ?

^ Eben.. Ach, ist es zu viel verlangt, irgendwo PERSÖNLICH einen Jungen kennenzulernen, sich mit ihm zu unterhalten und DANN ein Treffen zu arrangieren? Ich will das nicht auf diese Art, mir wäre das ewig lang peinlich.. :(

Nein, ist das Donauinselfest - an der Donau gibts viele verschiedene "Inseln" und Bühnen mit extrem vielen Bands.. Naja, das Problem ist, dass er dort nur alleine hingegangen wär, ich kenn eigentlich sonst auch niemanden der mitgehen würde.. Weiß nicht.. Ich bin einfach zu unsicher, es ist einfach zu SCHNELL.. Aber du hast Recht, aus den Augen kann ich ihn dort sicher leicht verlieren ;)

Neither :P But.. let's go for beer Ice Tea or Coke?

Well.. gotta stick to my neighbour country, so I'll go for Germany ^^ (Aaargh I'm just hearing the 1000st World Cup Song, this time by Atomic Kitten, lord stop them!!) Pub or coffee shop?

Eigentlich könnten wir hier eh einfach auf Deutsch weiterreden gell :P Well I don't know.. I think I feel too insecure to meet him.. You know, he's already planning the future. Not in a "we're gonna marry one day"-way, but in a "we're gonna spend a lot of time together (as friends)"-way.. He hasn't even met me yet and already thinks about things we can do together.. That's simply all too fast! Especially meeting him at this big festival with so many people, and this soon.. maybe I should wait a bit and meet him in a comfortable coffee shop a bit later or something like that!?

Clocks - classic :D David Beckham or Wayne Rooney? :P

Haha, shall I? I don't know :P Alright, here's the one where he looks *kinda* cute: He's not my type at all.. but looks alright I guess..

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^ Oh I don't know ^^ The thing is, I have several photos of him and he looks really nice on two and really crappy on all the others :P Which ones should I trust?