green eyes88

i decided to move this conversation here :) i lived there for two years, when I was 10 and 11... I'm not philipino but my parents got jobs there so we moved

hhmmm... interesting. Never heard this name before ;)

I lived in Manila, and Makati... and I studied at the internation school there (ISM)

how is your name pronounced? I don't know how to read it... :embarrased:

yep... for two years when i was 10,11.... that's why i know english relativily well...

:) nice to meet you too... do you really come from the philippines? Cause I used to live there

lol... :lol: i know like 7 other Gals... it sucks :dozey:

errrr

I'm gal, you're gail :lol: ;)

:)... yeah, i just felt bad cause i forgave him completely at 19:00, but then two hours later i had to call him and tell him it aint gonna work, so i felt pretty bad about that

hmm... :( tell me some other time? :wink3:

oh! tell me one story!

no, she was right to be mad at me. I said such horrible things about my other friend during those months when we weren't talking, and when he wrote me that letter it was like I left all that I'd concluded about myself, and all my principals and all that I thought about him. So later, I went to that friend that was mad at me and said I was sorry, and I called the other friend and told him that it just won't work, and that i just can't deal with changing things now. Because things were going good with all my friends and i didn't want anything to ruin it. So I just said bye bye to him... Now everything's back to normal... it's abit akward with him now, but it'll be fine

cars

i'm doing good....... this weather makes me so tired :snore: :snore:

it's complicated, but i had a reallllly good friend for a very long time, but we sort of drifted apart, and I realised that he made me lose abit of myself because of his influence on me. Because we were together alot, and our relationship just came sort of dependant, so it wasn't very healthy. And on friday he wrote me this letter telling me how much he misses me, and that he doesn't understand why we drifted apart etc.... and then a different friend of mine was SOO mad at me, because I forgave him and stuff. She said that I wasn't being loyal to myself, and that I'm like this big lie... and she was very upset and disappointed with me. And then I got really upset cause I don't like disappointing other ppl.... so it was like I had to decide who was more important for me, and it was like this horrible sitution. It was like I didn't know who I was, because it seemed like different ppl were influencing me mor than I was taking control of my own life, you know?

hello coldplayer... how r u 2day? :P

I'm fine, it's just that i had a fight with 2 friends of mine and I didn't know what to do, because i couldn't get out of it without hurting one of them, it was so frustarting and I didn't know what to do. I hate hurting other ppl, and I was so confused.... It was like the last straw in a chain of worse things that have been happening to me, so it really broke me down

HI Willl!!! Thank you for being so supportive :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

i'm watching the golden globes rerun now, i hope i haven't missed it :)

סתם.. נמאס לי מכולם דברים עם המשפחה וחברות ואני עוד מעט יוצאת לטפל בדברים... אבל נמאס לי :embarrased: :cry: :cry: :cry:

You know how it was you build something, and then while you're doing it one thing breaks, so you fix it, but then the another thing breaks, and fixing it makes the other thing break and it's so frustrating cause you feel like there's no way everything would just be fixed, all at the same time. And I'm so sick and tired and frustrated from trying to please everyone, and trying to make everything prefect and hoping that maybe my life is like a TV show that everything is messed up during the show but everything just seems to work itself out in the end, but that never happens. And I'm sooo tired, and I don't know how to deal with everything now, and I just feel like giving up cause I hate this life................ and in the end it's all because you want everyone to be happy- but in the end you're the one that is never happy. when did everything get so complicated? i wish i could go back to being a child, when everything is so simple and innocent.... but now everything is screwed up.... I'm sorry to bother you guys, but i needed to get this out to the world. Cause I know I'm not alone, but sometimes you feel like you are, all alone....

i bought a pencil cause i lost my pencilcase... and then i bought some frozen yogurt

i collect 10 agurot coins, it's like our cents... i already have like 700 or more coins... when i get 1000 i'll go cash it in for a 100 sheckels bill

my grandparents... they gave me some money for Hanukka..... last person you said things about behind his/her back