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hellooo! :dance: How are you all? edit: I think I'm not conscious about the threads where I post. I thought I posted this somewhere else.. :uhoh:

De veras, Charles? :stunned: No esperaba que nadie más se sintiera como yo porque YO soy la única culplable de sentirme cómo me siento ahora. Y no sé que hacer. Este tema me vuelve loca, me pone mala mala... por el simple hecho de que he perdido el control y ya no soy ni consciente de lo que hago. No soy yo quien actua, sino alguien que desconozco completamente. De todos modos, supongo que tenemos que dar tiempo al tiempo pero mientrastanto, ¿qué hacer? :thinking: Mira, este trozo de la canción de Fiona Apple lo resume todo: I've never been defenceless I can't even make sense of this You speak and I don't hear a word

I hope I change for good and soon. I can't do lessons and pay attention to them anymore because of you... You give me an awful time and this is unbearable for me. NO. I don't know how to act or what to do. I only know I what this feeling to end. I feel so damn insecure and you get me on my nerves every time you're around me. Hell, I dunno where to look at. That's sad. :(

OH, Mo!!! You're reading it! :blush: What chapter are you reading at the moment? I loved so much that book! It's full of hidden stories of different characters but all of them are related to the main one --Julià Carax--, it's like a puzzle and the book keeps on giving you some pieces and details of the main story. Also it's explained there the most beautiful love story... And all of these stuff happen in my city. It's Wonderful!

OH!!! Thank you so much to everyone (and to Nico, for creating this thread), I did not expect this!!! :blush: I loved all of your replies, really! :) haha, catalan accent? yeah, that would be hard to achieve. lol (oh, Mo...you remember! La meva estimada.... these words! :nice: )

<Hell...I'm silly! haha, I did not read properly the topic of the thread: describe the person above you in ONE word. I thought it was an old thread in which you had to do the same but with more than 1word.> Friendly.

Don't believe in love... He sees it as a hormones play and although I think he is right, it's a bit sad to think that way, don't you think?

Ok, thank you! Although it seems to be pretty similar... it's very different. "to have a crush on someone" --> that's what I was talking about. It's an explode of hormons, but only a state that has a specific duration...

hey, I think that here we should define: be in love and have a crush on somebody... Just to see the differences

Yeah, indeed! *I am lucky lucky* :dance: Oh, no, why should I do this? I really like to talk to my daughter twin. She understands me perfectly! :smug:

haha, don't be scared of me Will! Lana, I assure you it's quite entertaining to have a mirror like mine... It's my "conversation mate" number 1!!! :wacko:

Lana, yeah, it's very rare, unfortunately... I still have the hope I am wrong but life has showed me that I'm right! :( Will, it's not that weird what Miro (is this your name?) said, specially in this sentence "It's just a hormons play". I think he is right here.

haha, Will... I was only joking but I can't deny that sometimes (when I'm sure that none is at home 'cos otherwise I'd feel pretty ashamed if my parents would "catch" me doing such nonsenses) I talk to myself on the mirror, just for saying: "You can" and cheering me up! It depends on the day, but sometimes I begin to talk, and talk... :lol:

Oh, I talk to myself on the mirror too... and it used to reply to me!!!! :wacko:

The devil wears Prada 6,5 - 7/10 It was a nice comedy and I liked its topic, 'cos it was different than the usual ones that nowadays films used to have. It had some good jokes but I didn't like its end 'cos it's too "forced", I dunno how to explain it better.

haha, you're welcome Mike! I know you loved it! ;) Love: I agree with you, when you say that love is pretty important in our lives and that can make you change for good but there is sth that none has mentioned: everyone talks about the passionately love that a couple has in the beginning but...what happens when you've been, f.e, 10 or 15 years with the same person? Do you think you'll feel the same, then? No, I don't think so. Love changes and turns to sth different, maybe a routine --let me explain-- It's proved scientifically this sort of love that you're talking about LAST from 1 year up to 3 years, so ppl, sth goes wrong. I personally think the idea that sell films that love lasts for ever is absolutely wrong, even if you think you've met your ideal partner. I'm not saying you will stop loving the person, but you'll do it in a different way 'cos you won't feel that passion anymore but... and here goes the matter you can feel this passion with someone else. haha, believe me or not, but it's true. Anyway, hope everyone of you achieve to feel this "everlasting" love for ever - at least some of you -

I'm concerned about tomorrow. I still don't have a white coat and tomorrow I have laboratory practices :uhoh:

It was different than the other ones mainly 'cos I planned an Interrail journey that lasted 20days - I booked all the hostels online, I checked the most interesting places of the cities that I wanted to go to visit, the timetables of all the trains... Everything. I was scared of the fact that could not come out well, 'cos I'd be in several places where ppl didn't talk my mother tongue, far away from my home and it wouldn't be one of those trips you do which the tour agency solves you every little problem you have. Actually, it was a summer which I learnt loads of things and I overcomed some silly fears I had. Everything I did was worth it! :nice:

I honestly think is the best you can do before believing in God or any other person/hero. I try to believe in myself but I also try to be realistic and to purpose aims that I can achieve, otherwise, it can be pretty frustrating.

I've never lived such situation but I can guess the way he feels. He is in love, perhaps since the first day he met you, so probably, he has never seen you as a friend and in his inner, he still have the hope that you will love him one day (well, maybe not that much, but that you'll give him the opportunity to go out together). I don't think you can do sth about this issue... Concerning to what you've said, you've showed him your feelings, that you'll never see him as sth more than a friend so... I presume he needs more time for accepting this and maybe then, he'll be able to be your friend, not before. Anyway, in my opinion, it's hard to be only a friend of somenone who you love. :uhoh:

As far as I know it isn't. Anyway, who's Rik? :thinking:

^^^^ wow! Is that a picture of you? :stunned:

haha, I know you don't have anything against me :wink: but anyway, I wasn't really aware of what you've explained. When you mentioned our temperament I expected you to say it for other matters and not for the order question. However, I thought it existed a law about this but for me it's pretty normal here that ppl park where they want to, (well, not everywhere but almost) I mean I see this as a normal thing, 'cos I've always lived with this. And, once again, you're right, people from here see the German ones too serious and even cold. My mum worked in a German company lots of years and her boss was from there...and he always complained about the seriosity of German ppl - but he was an exception, I guess ;)

lucky you! :wink: I'm really tired today!

I love Try so much. Its lyrics are really exceptional. I can't stop listening to it time and time again!