ClearAsCrystal

yes... I do. I think that he (I named him Jimzy) :bomb: covers many emotions. Frustrated: :bomb: Sad: :bomb: Want to kill someone: :bomb: Mad: :bomb: Happy: :bomb: what have you: :bomb: Anyway... that wacko one is one of my faves. :freak: <<<< still beats all!

^^^^^^^^^^^? Me: CoMfy! I bought new pants yesterday... am wearing them now. Most awesome pants ever ever ever ever ever! These...but in black.

I want that skill. I can see it would come in handy. I mean, what if there were some embarrassing situation you just wish that no one in the world would notice you? And yes.. I think that some people have too much attention shining down on them than anyone wants

mateo ! awesome name Raúl Denise Abel

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:blush: I would say so. ( I am so not modest) :smug:

is he younger than you? or are you the eldest?

besides the awesomeness of this comment.

hahah! I just scraped my mom's car today... we are now in the suckers club. It feels really really bad... scary and crappy when you crash cars up. Because you know your parents reactions. Sorta...she didn't yell at me, or ground me..she just said: "I don't think I will ever let you drive my vehicle ever ever again." like that. And the whole day before she saw it I was saying awweeeee shit! so much trouble! and then...nothing So...what did they say?

BUT ..but ....but :uhoh: ...Ian thinks the smilies are cool enough! 'Smilies' are small graphical images that can be used to convey an emotion or feeling. If you have used email or internet chat, you are likely familiar with the smilie concept. Certain standard strings are automatically converted into smilies. Try twisting your head on one side if you do not 'get' smilies; using a bit of imagination should reveal a face of some description. :smug: recognize it? :wink3:

'snuff said :beatnik: :pimp2:

seriously... it surprised me because when those two lovers hung out together, no matter how homophobic you were...they made you want to yell: "TRUE LOVE!" And I never did anything intentionally to turn him. I was just being his friend. He knows I am in a relationship. So I don't know how he thinks the "asking me out" would go. A bloody nose..that's how. And I tell you the ex-gay has just NO strength to pull it off. :rolleyes:

ahah! :laugh1: he signed many women's breasts at the book signing! I love everything he writes from a to z I was psyched when I read he was coming to my town. He wore that cape and crown while he signed and lectured. And there was all sorts of freaks up in the bookstores. A sight to see.

Nah, it makes sense. I mean, I think many people have felt this way... when you were younger.. you wanted to fit in and take in something that was gonna MAKE you fit in. As you grew older you developed your own style and it just happened to be that which you looked up to. And it it suits you, then ace up! I think, in my "group" I was considered the cool one. I was missed when I was gone and every day was all smiles when I was around. And I really don't care what you take when you read all this. I made an effort to make my friends laugh, and besides I had gotten out more that most other people of that time. I've gone places, done things that would make a good story. Spunk, I had alot of spunk. Mostly, if you hung out with me, I would be the one planning troubles. And when it came to music. I made an effort to search for good music.... and introduced it to my friends and then they liked it and then their friends liked it and all that good jazz. I had a friend who worked in a music shop. So he and I would always listen to music...of all kinds! And I learned alot. Basically, I was easy to get along with and I had many friends because of that. And I was fun. Still am, don't know why this is all written in past tense *shrugs*

I met Maddox, the creator of The Best Page in the Universe http://maddox.xmission.com/ He signed my book (because he wrote a book called 'The Alphabet of Manliness') and he wrote in my book: 'From the nicest asshole in the world, Maddox. ' Now, if writing that alone didn't make him king...then I don't know what world I live in.

thats a pretty good point^^^^ Eventually, with some people who are close to us, words aren't as often a necessity, you begin to understand each other in a silent way. Friends, family, and our loves. Like, a look is all it takes, or a word, a touch. And then things aren't so frustrating. But sometimes...

awe! thankies Alfredo :nice: Te extraño bastante!!!!! besos y abrazos para TI !!!! :kiss:

There is/was this gay guy that works with me. (typical of the Gap) :rolleyes: and he had been living with his male lover for like one year and a half by the time I started working there. And everyone KNOWS he is gay. He's really really cute and I liked the guy (his persona) when I first met him because we were closest in age than the other people. And had tons in common. So he asks for my number so we can go hang out. ... cool. And so after a few nights of fun, the guy just breaks up with his long time lover and then the girls at my work (most of us are pretty good friends) start telling me that he has been hinting at asking me out! hah! ahahahah! WOWWOWOWO Can you imagine?! I was thinking he was never really gay to begin with..but a long time male lover? And having to come out of the closet so long ago as a gay? ANd then letting it all go? Renounce his sexual orientation!? I dunno, I am pretty sure I turned him over.

I think we have all had times where the lack of words for feelings made us frustrated. It really does feel like being a baby again and not having ANY words at all... when you can't find the ones you have in your vocabulary to express yo self. So you use this: :dozey: for vocabulary. But really really, It frustrates the bees outta me when I just can't, don't, will not, can't make possible words for expression.

I wasn't really brought up coddled and cuddled by my familia. I got more attention from strangers, for bees sakes. I never felt that inner need for it...maybe for that reason. There are times that I do like it though..but it depends from whom and for what reasons and HOW. But I will never outwardly jump for attention or let my desires colors show when I do want it. If I get it, I get it. If not, I don't feel like dying!

Grrr. I totally have lived this. I was friends with this guy and he seemed to misinterpret out relationship (which was an amazing thing) (which makes me question whether you can have such a platonic relationship and STILL be friends) Anyway. We had a blast everytime we hung out and I never hinted as to anything more than friends. I think I made sure of that, actually. Because this situation has happened more than once, unfortunately. Well, I then started hearing that he felt more for me than I wanted him to. He then tried to get intimate with me when we hung out (you know, wanting to hold hands, trying to hug at me) So I did what you should do and started seeing him less. And this completely upset him and I felt sorry for him because while I did, and I knew he did want to hang out with me and have a good time... I knew that if we saw each other he would just have stronger feelings for me. Now we just have a loose friendship and he has a girlfriend, I have a boyfriend. And my current boyfriend is his ex-best friend now, because of his feelings for me. I know he still has them, but he covered it up by dating other girls. But the first one he went out with after me...she met me later by chance and said "So you're the girl Mike kept talking about!...I broke up with him because he always kept talking about you." PND He still feels the same way and the worse part is that, in the process, there were some broken friendships. What a lose. Honestly, having gone through this...I have to tell you sally. .. that if the guy is hung up on you...there's not much to do but give it time. Maybe lots unless somehow the magic stars give him something and he just up and forgets about you. I would tell his guy Mike in the most blunt way to shove off, but that didn't phase him. He didn't care how mean I was he just wanted to be with me. O vell! Seriously. Just give it time, and stay away from him.

:nice: Alfredo! Mi mero mero! Where have you been hiding!???! and who is MEE?! * double confusion* Anyway. My new job is pretty awesome. And though it will be a long day, I will have a set schedule (unlike fucking retail! ) :rolleyes: And the weekends are mine to do as I please.. Miguelito, I would not use an excuse to be away from you! I use every excuse just to BE here with friends! *nods head* Wonders why Mark popped his head in here *hopes he wont make gay comment* :thinking:

:kiss: smootches and R-rated hugs for you, Rick. EVERYTIME I get here, you are not! :angry: And that is just it, I don't have set times that I come here, it's just whenever I have time. But I am on my way to a new job that will be 8 to 6 every day except weekends, so maybe I will set aside some times. :nice: Finally, the weekends to MYSELF! WOOHOO! A BIG HELLO! to everyone!

:bigcry: You still there, miguelito!? awe! I will talk to you when we meet again :kiss: