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yeah..you do have a point..ohh boy lol..i just feel emotional today..jeez..i have no idea why either..i just wanna not feel bad, I mean..i have no reason to feel bad, yet i do..it's so weird..

yeah that's true..I'm just really not liking this stage right now.. and I also had a dream about him last night that sorta shook me, and it involved him and it was very scary, and it actually turned me a little off of him today, it was strange, but i realize it's just a dream and stuff..but meh

it's not confusing..i'm just..so confused cos..we've been talking a lot lately and..i have no idea if he actually DOES like me like that because we're becoming sorta like friends and such and..i don't know..something doesn't feel like..i feel like i'm losing or something..i don't know why..i just feel terrible

ohh i just don't even know richard..i'm just so confused about matt and everything..i don't know if i'm just thinking too hard or if everything is finally hitting me, i just don't know what i feel and i just don't feel like myself..I want to be happy but..i just don't..know

..damn..i wish i wasn't in a bad mood right now :cry:

^aww..thank you, that was a nice thing to say :)

...eww i'm in a bad mood..this sucks

nah..i don't really wanna look at myself right now..

ohh no problemo :D :cool:

i have no idea what to change my av to..

hmmm i'm still thinking...hmm

hahaha i really like it!

good, tell me :D

:) alrighty! see you back here in 30 minutes!

aww richard that was so nice of you to say :) :blush: I also need to think of a new avatar..it's time to let fran go..for now :)

ohhh well i did have plans but i was too tired so i just went home, i had an invite to a party but..i'm going to a huge cast party this friday so i figured i'd just go to that one..it's good to relax and regroup :) awwwwww i just noticed your sig richard! i really like it a lot! :)

i got up early and put all my costumes together, then i went to school from 12:00-6:00 and that took a LOT out of me, then i went home cos i was really tired, it was a pretty good day..i worked REALLY hard..

^you're the best richard! :D

:D aww richard lol you're too cool..how was your day today?

^ :lol:

:sneaky: I'm sneaky

yeah really...i miss him a lot.. :cry:

I like Alanis too! She used to go to the same vocal school I go to now :)

Whoever said "No one ever takes pictures of the bad times" was a little off :rolleyes:

anyone is capable of change, and i think what ever coldplay do will be fresh and different for them, I don't really think of the new album because I trust them a lot on making good decisions with their music, meh