LifeIs4Living

hahahha!! you can be my sister-in-law because Richard is my brother ;) :D :cool: I'm really looking forward to next week because that's when our big show is and the cast party and such..and i think I'll be able to get everything figured out between matt and I there..oh man haha..i'm a little nervous :rolleyes: :blush: :D

hahahah that's what I was thinking!! :lol: :lol:

:D

Noni is online as well!!! woooooooo hooooooooooo!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

bloody girls...lol

^hahahah I'am back... :lol: ohh boy haha

Lover I Don't Have To Love - Bright Eyes I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you. I said, "I like your shoes." You said, "Thanks can I follow you?" So it's up the stairs and out of view- No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name, you asked the time... Now it's 2 o'clock- the club is closed and we're up the block Your hands on me; pressing hard against your jeans Your tounge in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love. I want a girl too sad to give a fuck. Where is the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure I got the money if you've got the time You said, "It feels good." I said, "I'll give it a try." Then my mind went dark- we both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers they just play tragic and the phones ringing and the van's leaving Let's just keep touching; let's just keep, keep singing... I want a lover I don't have to love I want a boy- so drunk he doesn't talk There is the kid with the chemicals I have a hunger and I can't seem to get full I need some meaning I can memorize The kind I have always seem to slip my mind But you.. But you... you write such pretty words But life is no storybook Love's an excuse to get hurt and to hurt Do you like to hurt? (I do, I do) then hurt me.. then hurt me... then hurt me...

:kiss: kisses for all! :D

HAHAHAHAHA!!! :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: I'm glad I scared you good! haha ;) :D :cool: I'm at school right now, it's last period but I have to stick around cos i have to practise with the band after school for my song...and matt has a spare right now as well..he's actually IN the library but not with me at this point, GAH he just saw me, gotta go!

I'm feeling really happy right now.. I just helped a close friend out with a problem of hers and she said i was the only one who understood, and it made me feel so nice to be giving her enough of my time and just listening to her and supporting her and such, and I'm just feeling really good about being happy enough with myself to share my happiness with my friends and anyone who needs it right now..and i haven't felt this good just helping someone out and being completely careless about myself in such a long while It's just refreshing to not feel negative.. well I'm done lol..but by the way, if anyone feels like they need someone to talk to and what not, please feel free to talk to me, I'd honestly like to help out the best way I know how Cheers! -Amanda

:lol: yes richard it WOULD be incestuous hahaha if you were 16, you'd still be my brother :D ...my twin brother ;) :D :cool: :lol:

hahah lots of people!!

HAHAHA well i don't want to tell myself he does just incase he doesn't..you know hahaha i don't want to jinx myself haha :rolleyes: :lol:

yea you know what, i think he does have a little thing for me, and our cast party is coming up on march 5th and we're gunna be like..the only ones there who aren't going to drink so we'll spend a lot of time talking and then i'm going to flirt it up and flash him a few smiles and give him THE look hahaha and...i think good things will happen hahahah

I'm not THAT slick Richard hahahha

:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: !!! LOL i can't do that!! i'd die laughing hahaha

baaaaaaaaahahahahhahahahahah!!!! :lol:

LOL!! hahahha i don't have a picture of him lol, well i have one but i don't have it on the computer, but he has big brown eyes and brown hair and such a nice smile and he's just a really cute guy :D :blush:

:stunned: :lol: hahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!! omg...well, i'll just keep it going at this rate for a while hahah if i catch him in a weird position i'll move in and tickle him hahahah...ohh i'm SO slick aren't i :lol: :lol:

oh really? so it's just meant like a handshake and such, alright! :D cos for me i was like "ooooooo" cos he was rubbing my neck as well, so i was like "OOO who's doing this, please let it be matt" hahah

omg! LOL that's so funny well he wasn't trying to be slick i don't think, i think he was just trying to get my attention and i was just like "ooooo matt! i didn't know who was doing that! :D " and then he was like "well i guess you know now :blush: " and i was like "awww" and we walked to class together, AND we were went for a drink of water and he splashed some on me and i was like "ohhhh GREAT! THANKS matt hahha" and he was like "ohh no problem miss amanda"...........oh he's so cute hahahahha

:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: that's so sad...but SO funny hahahahaha :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: awwwwww he's such a big loser, i LOVE it hahahahhaa

omgomgomgomg!! have I got NEWS!!!!!!! I was walking in the hall today and someone comes behind me and starts to rub my shoulders, so i turn around, and it's MATT!!! and then i died and he put his arm around me and walked me into class :blush: :D i was like OMG!!!!! MY LOVE!! HAHAHA

k byebye bro! ;) :D

yeah re-offender is sooooo amazing, it's my favourite song to play on guitar, it's so cool to play, i go wild