:lol: just a little!

 

people would say I am too! But they're just jealous cos they aint as cool as me :P

haha...

 

thinking about marriage and wanting it doesn't sound like 5 year old language to me!

 

but i'd have to agree with everyone being jealous of you..

no one can resist coolness

yeah, but hey, if you wanna come round my house, we can play with my lego set :P

omg.. i looooved legos!!!

 

but i don't think i ever owned a set of my own. had to resort to borrowing my bro's. just like i borrowed his cars, etc..

:lol: its all good, so what time you coming over? Mummy will make you tea and we can watch toons :P

:lol:

 

leave it to me to change a serious thread by warping the topic into child's play..

 

can i come over at four?? can i? can i?

yeaaah go on! :)

 

but only cos I think you're cool :P

 

It doesn't matter if you want to get hurt or not...and of course everybody does not want to get hurt..but in time you will get hurt for what happened or for what it never happened..for what you had or for what you never had...so it doesn't really matter...everybody hurts..everybody cries..everybody hurts, everybody cries...sometimes.. :earmuffs: (that song just came to my mind ;)

 

I c what you mean, hmmm REM...I love that song actually...I am still in a fog...so confusing..

 

anyway, actually, i should let u know early that I knew u before, liquid sky... :)

If you don't want to be hurt, you never grow up.

It doesn't matter if you want to get hurt or not...and of course everybody does not want to get hurt..but in time you will get hurt for what happened or for what it never happened..for what you had or for what you never had...so it doesn't really matter...everybody hurts..everybody cries..everybody hurts, everybody cries...sometimes.. :earmuffs: (that song just came to my mind ;)

 

I c what you mean, hmmm REM...I love that song actually...I am still in a fog...so confusing..

 

anyway, actually, i should let u know early that I knew u before, liquid sky... :)

 

You knew before? Really? From where? To be honest, I don't remember you...mind to give me some clues? :)

Oh man, I know this all too well. It hits us at random times. Suddenly.

 

For the longest time, my motto was "I dont want to grow up, I'm a Toys R Us kid!"

I even had a job there for a little while, didnt take it seriously.

I played video games all day, drank soda, ate pringles, and stayed skinny.

Was naive about relationships and needy when I was single.

Wrote cheezy love songs. Tried to be like John Mayer.

Listened to Dashboard Confessional.

Could care less about politics.

 

And one day I ran into a couple friends from highschool.

 

- one of them married with a kid.

- one of them married with two kids.

- they told me about all these people that I knew who got married and had kids.

 

Then I realized that I was a college drop-out and most everyone I graduated with had already graduated from College.

 

One day I stopped visiting my highschool, because everyone I knew had graduated.

 

One day I realized that Emo was annoying.

One day I realized that trying to be like John Mayer was really stupid and I stopped listening to music all-together for a while to cleanse myself of influences and find my own sound.

 

One day I got a job and started taking it seriously.

Opened a bank account.

Fell in love. This time it wasnt naive love.

Started taking music seriously and doing well in competitions.

Started drinking tea, and switched from Soda to beer.

Gave up Van Halen, got hooked on Badly Drawn Boy.

gave up Dashboard Confessional, got hooked on Sigur Ros.

Gave up John Mayer, got hooked on Rufus Wainwright.

Stopped listening to the radio. Stopped watching TV.

Stopped eating junk food when I started to realize that I couldnt eat whatever I wanted to anymore.

Started eating salads.

Started listening to Talk Radio and getting into Politics.

Started stuttering less.

Started actually reading and stopped using ADD as an excuse for not doing things.

 

 

 

And the biggest thing of all... Started talking about the future. Started planning things, being less spontaneous. Started setting goals.

 

Man, 20's doesnt come right away, but when it does, you're drowning in it.

 

 

Well said, I can relate to a lot of the things that you talked about there. :)