.... why!! I am going to be soooooooooooooooo tired tomorrow.. but, I've been tossing and turning all night.. and now, I can't get to bed.. so what else do I do.. surf the net..

 

I think I need help.. :embarrased:

Hm,in Germany it's already 10:51am :P or night is over...

no, just some warm milk and wholenuts.

I guess I should feel up and ready to go then.. 1051am!!! I need coffee!! :lol:

i'm freshly woken up, almost 11 here too.

coffee would do, too... ;)

My sister always takes a handkerchief made of wool and then she lays it on her forehead and then she can sleep!!!

I was wondering why you were on so early (tis 10am here)

 

Bovril? :idea2: Vodka? :idea2: Sheep? :/

You can count teletubbies :D

there are only four of them,... try the cd-s on the picture in the pictures thread... :)

Or listen to James Blunt - that should do the trick!! :P

^^ :lol: :lol: :lol:

here in mexico is 405 am... :/

:lol: oh dear.. good one Mark!!!

 

 

I think I have a lot of worries on my brain.. my sub-conscience wont let me sleep.. :/

:lol: oh dear.. good one Mark!!!

 

 

I think I have a lot of worries on my brain.. my sub-conscience wont let me sleep.. :/

 

To do with your job? You were talking about it the other day.

:lol: oh dear.. good one Mark!!!

 

 

I think I have a lot of worries on my brain.. my sub-conscience wont let me sleep.. :/

 

To do with your job? You were talking about it the other day.

 

meh.. a little.. but its more personal and financial. I am contemplating moving back to Miami.. leaving NY.. :embarrased:

Out of desire of necessity??

Out of desire of necessity??

 

 

desire...

 

 

my grandmom (she's basically my mother who raised me) is getting old.. her age is catching up with her.. and I want to be close if anything should happen to her. My family is there.. I am generally more happy there anyways... but don't get me wrong.. I LOVE New York City.. its a tough town.. but when I came here.. I came here searching emotional fullfillment with my mother.. something I had never experienced before.. and that has failed miserably... lol so I guess I feel I have accompished nothing.. and this job thing really isnt helping.. lol

Well if you're happier in Miami, then perhaps it's for the best if you move back.

I could only see myself moving away from here if I was unhappy. Otherwise I don't think it matters where you are, really, because happiness comes from within.

good point there Mark.... happy is what you make of it really??? Isn't it... meh.. i don't know.. so much to think about... :embarrased:

I think people generally have far too many expectations which are almost impossible to fulfil. So when these expectations aren't realised, they become "unhappy".

Hopes are good, expectations aren't...............................................it's one of the reasons so many marriages/relationships don't work.

hope and expectations are the same... I could've only 'hoped' that my relationship with my mom would've worked out.. i wasn't 'expecting' it to be all hunkydory with her lol we've never really interacted with each other.... until then.. well, at least I tried.. :(

No - "hope" is more a positive feeling, whereas "expectation" is usually where something is compared to a perceived "norm" which has nothing to do with a person's individual situation...........................

I see no difference...

It's 2am and I can't sleep. Lalala

AWWW Mimi, that sucks.. are you 'wanting' to sleep??