I know you tol me....but now you´re allright with writing again, aren´t you?

I feell so stupid cause I forgot my book where I used to write in in Italy...:(...well I´ll have it back in a month:D

yes i had some new ideas for stories and want to continue someones that i had stopped. but what i like most is poetry, because is easier for me to do it is faster than wrote a story.

oh :( you can start a new one there in germany. oh well but if you need to check some old writing....

 

i started with a book, and now i have in use a lot of old notebooks... with "profiles", plots, poems... everything mixed. my dad says that is so difficult to follow it... lol, but i understand it. i know in which notebook i have the things that i need to check. i think that it improves my memory.

^yeah maybe your true...my things r pretty much mixed now too....but in the end I have a diary that I write daily and I usually always write if I do something like writing or playing something new during that day, so I can always now exactly when I did everything even if it´s all messed up:P

^yeah maybe your true...my things r pretty much mixed now too....but in the end I have a diary that I write daily and I usually always write if I do something like writing or playing something new during that day, so I can always now exactly when I did everything even if it´s all messed up:P

i don't write a diary, i always tried it but can't keep doing it.

 

to have my writings less mixed i always write the date when i write it up or down the writing. :) that even helps me to remember other events in my life.

^yes i also write the date normally....but I really like watching on my diary what I did that day or in what mood I was in...I usually remember it, but if not I can control that on the diary:)

^yes i also write the date normally....but I really like watching on my diary what I did that day or in what mood I was in...I usually remember it, but if not I can control that on the diary:)

for that it helps me the poems, to know how i was feeling that day.

i really don't write a diary because i'm a bit superstitious with it... don't know why but... i have some superstitions related to writing, i wish i haven't got them but...that's why i always admire people that can write a diary almost daily.

what kind of superstitions??:confused:

let's call it the power of words. if you write something personal that can affect your life and you would like not to have written them... may be is related with some strange dreams that i had time ago and that became real... as i was having strange dreams i wanted to write them, not to forget them but they became real and i felt so bad, because always were bad things...

difficult to understand it, considering that i want to be a writer but... writings that i write are fictionals, only poems are half real half fictional... but writing personal things... i think that dreams are personal things, as i always think that dreams can be warning messages (like giving you advice and things like that, when a problem worries you or something like that).

 

sorry for the long post. :embarassed:

let's call it the power of words. if you write something personal that can affect your life and you would like not to have written them... may be is related with some strange dreams that i had time ago and that became real... as i was having strange dreams i wanted to write them, not to forget them but they became real and i felt so bad, because always were bad things...

difficult to understand it, considering that i want to be a writer but... writings that i write are fictionals, only poems are half real half fictional... but writing personal things... i think that dreams are personal things, as i always think that dreams can be warning messages (like giving you advice and things like that, when a problem worries you or something like that).

 

sorry for the long post. :embarassed:

 

^don´t worry:nice:

ok I perfectly understand now what u mean...I have my dose of superstition too so I get what you mean with being scary to write or even say what you dream or think....:)

it started with chris wedding... but i even dreamt bam's earthquake, an explosion in Greece, Madrid bombings too... :( I could do nothing to avoid it to happen... :( During a year i didn't want to sleep 'cause those dreams. that's why i believe that words have powers, more than what we think.

 

btw some writers are superstitious with talking about their new writing before they end it...

 

sorry gotta go have dinner. brb giuly.

it started with chris wedding... but i even dreamt bam's earthquake, an explosion in Greece, Madrid bombings too... :( I could do nothing to avoid it to happen... :( During a year i didn't want to sleep 'cause those dreams. that's why i believe that words have powers, more than what we think.

 

Sounds like an episode of "Medium"!!:stunned:

^wow!you scared me:p

anyway ok enjoy your meal Bea!

see you!:kiss:

Sounds like an episode of "Medium"!!:stunned:

 

:stunned: true

:stunned: true

 

Maybe she's a real one!:stunned:

I'm back. oh you are off line now :(

 

and Mc Squared i'm not a medium. That didn't happened to me anymore, luckily i think.

btw how are you doing mark?

I'm back. oh you are off line now :(

 

and Mc Squared i'm not a medium. That didn't happened to me anymore, luckily i think.

 

But you might well have psychic abilities!;)

But you might well have psychic abilities!;)

i don't use to believe in those strange things, until them happened... so i can't seriously say that i don't believe it or that i don't have them... anyways that don't worry me now, at least i try not to worry too much about it but.. please, don't make jokes with this thing mark. it was a bad moment for me. :( i didn't enjoyed it.

i don't use to believe in those strange things, until them happened... so i can't seriously say that i don't believe it or that i don't have them... anyways that don't worry me now, at least i try not to worry too much about it but.. please, don't make jokes with this thing mark. it was a bad moment for me. :( i didn't enjoyed it.

 

I know somebody else who has had similar experiences. If you have these abilities you shouldn't worry about it, as it's a gift.;)

I know somebody else who has had similar experiences. If you have these abilities you shouldn't worry about it, as it's a gift.;)

I don't like to talk about it, people don't use to believe it and use to make jokes with it.

At this time i didn't saw it as a gift, because everything were bad things and i couldn't do anything to change them. :( people won't believe me. was so frustrating.

One day i prayed for it. I asked not to have those dreams and stuff for a while, until i were really prepared for them, i was like 16, i thought i was too young to understand it and "live" with it. and i hadn't have those dreams again. :)

I don't like to talk about it, people don't use to believe it and use to make jokes with it.

At this time i didn't saw it as a gift, because everything were bad things and i couldn't do anything to change them. :( people won't believe me. was so frustrating.

One day i prayed for it. I asked not to have those dreams and stuff for a while, until i were really prepared for them, i was like 16, i thought i was too young to understand it and "live" with it. and i hadn't have those dreams again. :)

 

Well it's possible you were more receptive at that time - but if the dreams have ceased, then fine.

Well it's possible you were more receptive at that time - but if the dreams have ceased, then fine.

Anyways that wasn't the only time that i had something special. One night i rescued a picture of a Virgin from a big fire. At Saint John's night, when people make big fires in Spain. I was very surprised because the table was on fire during more than 3 hours and when i got it, it wasn't burnt, and the paint wasn't melting... :thinking: that was quite strange. Don't you think?

Anyways that wasn't the only time that i had something special. One night i rescued a picture of a Virgin from a big fire. At Saint John's night, when people make big fires in Spain. I was very surprised because the table was on fire during more than 3 hours and when i got it, it wasn't burnt, and the paint wasn't melting... :thinking: that was quite strange. Don't you think?

 

There are some who might have called it a "miracle"............................... ;)

Yes, but i don't want to think that i have something special... people that have something special, well we all think that are the best person, never make mistakes, always make good things, and i don't do good things all the time, i think, is true that i'm not rude with people or things like that, but sometimes i do things that i didn't wanted to have done.

Yes, but i don't want to think that i have something special... people that have something special, well we all think that are the best person, never make mistakes, always make good things, and i don't do good things all the time, i think, is true that i'm not rude with people or things like that, but sometimes i do things that i didn't wanted to have done.

 

Like what?:stunned:

Hey Bea :)

Like what?:stunned:

Nothing bad mark.. what i mean is that i don't feel that i'm an special person... don't know why i "was chosen".

 

Hi David, how are you doing today? :)