City of God? There is a film like that?Cool.....didn't know that my life is a film yet....since I am a God....:laugh4:

 

No it was called.....erm...something with a copied man...:thinking:

:laugh4:

 

you don't know "City of God"!!?? you must rent it!!! or buy or whatever... just watch it!!!

 

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0317248/

Oh thanks....no I don't know it...

 

I'm not that much into films somehow....have never been patient enough to watch films....:thinking:

missing a good company to watch them... :wink3: :P

 

Yes...............:bigcry:

 

makes me just think of some hours ago when I felt bad and lonely...

 

aww thanks for the link.......the dark skinned guy somehow looks like the main character on TV....:thinking:

why you felt bad!!?? :stunned:

I just felt bad.....didn't feel like that since some weeks...

 

just felt so lonely......well....the usual...:rolleyes:

 

I even am not in love anymore or something like that...:bigcry:

Hey Julia,just so you know I sent Daryl the PM and it's all good and he is grateful :)

but... how come!? what happened!? talk to me... ;)

Hey Julia' date='just so you know I sent Daryl the PM and it's all good and he is grateful :)[/quote']

 

 

That's good to hear Rick....so thanks:)

No problem I think it will be fun.

but... how come!? what happened!? talk to me... ;)

 

 

Nothing happened.....really...

 

yeah maybe after seeing some things on TV....of people who are happy together and stuff......then thinking of my friend who felt like me for a long time as well....but who is happy now...

 

I just hate that somehow......my friends are happy....they even get bored if there is ONE evening they don't have to do anything...

 

and what about me? I'm sitting at home so often...and am lonely....it's just so...I don't know how to say it...

well, I understand you but I'm sure that's just a phase you're going through... I mean... you'll miss these moments one day later, don't forget this... just try to find a way of enjoying life and always think positive!!! ;)

Yeah actually I know I should think more positive sometimes....

 

and well.........I like my friends a lot.....and actually I don't need to go out everyday....but there are some situations when I'm with them I realise that I would like to be somewhere else....that I don't feel well...(although one friend said to me today that they have been to the same bar yesterday as we were on sunday and it wasn't as cool as on sunday because I was missing....haha)......

 

sometimes they make fun.....and I now it is fun...I understand a lot of fun....I also laugh then ....but deep in myself I know that this must come from somewhere.....ahhhh however...

in my opinion, all you need is a boyfriend... :P but it's not good to rush things, it will be worse...

 

anyway, I also think german guys are blind... how can they not notice you!!! :D

 

now, seriously... I had my first girlfriend when I left home... when you're living with your parents it's somehow more complicated...

haha actually I have the same opinion...:P

 

oh well....there are two possibilities:

 

-either they just CAN'T notice me because I'm just too shy.....

 

or

 

- there are just the wrong guys....haha

 

however...oh about noticing....I went to a supermarket today....suddenly a guy who was in my class 7 years ago passed my way.....he saw each other smiled at each other and said Hi....at least he recognised me....:laugh4:

 

oh you think? Why is it more complicated?

don't know really... maybe shy people need more room... I mean, for instance you go out with a boy, you're sister sees you and tells your parents... they make fun of you (in a good way), but you don't feel comfortable anyway... don't know if this happens to you... but it happened with me...

Yeah I know what you mean......but I think here where I live this is more the case with friends.....or people from my grade...

 

I mean everyday I meet exactly the same persons....not like in a city...everyday new faces on the streets....

 

and I think if I met that guy I had a crush on in a city.....I wouldn't have acted as shy as I did......because es you are more anonym there...

 

a reason why I love to go to the city so much...

 

 

 

ohh so late......and no Dad yet...:laugh4:

 

I think I'll go to bed now....nice talking to you....goodnight see you:kiss:

good night!!! sweet dreams... :kiss:

I miss this thread. Fecking uni means I can't get on here when you lot are here :angry:

Awwwwwwwwww........Mo, but I'm glad you visited it anyways...:kiss:

 

Hope uni is cool...and not to "stressy" (is it called like that?)

Ach, I missed you again!

 

Yeah, uni's pretty cool. I'm getting used to it now. I think the word is stressful :wink:

 

I see you like Radiohead now!! :D

Oh that's good to hear...;)

 

Now? I like Radiohead since some time...you mean because of my sig?

 

the avi and the sig pic are of the Coldplay trouble video btw....

Juli!!! :kiss:

Hi Miguel:kiss:

 

haha that was not fast from me..not my habit..I was watching TV..:P