You know how it was you build something, and then while you're doing it one thing breaks, so you fix it, but then the another thing breaks, and fixing it makes the other thing break and it's so frustrating cause you feel like there's no way everything would just be fixed, all at the same time.

And I'm so sick and tired and frustrated from trying to please everyone, and trying to make everything prefect and hoping that maybe my life is like a TV show that everything is messed up during the show but everything just seems to work itself out in the end, but that never happens.

And I'm sooo tired, and I don't know how to deal with everything now, and I just feel like giving up cause I hate this life................ and in the end it's all because you want everyone to be happy- but in the end you're the one that is never happy.

 

when did everything get so complicated? i wish i could go back to being a child, when everything is so simple and innocent....

but now everything is screwed up.... I'm sorry to bother you guys, but i needed to get this out to the world. Cause I know I'm not alone, but sometimes you feel like you are, all alone....

גל מה קרה? :huh:

סתם.. נמאס לי מכולם

דברים עם המשפחה וחברות ואני עוד מעט יוצאת לטפל בדברים...

 

אבל נמאס לי :embarrased: :cry: :cry: :cry:

אל תדברי ככה... בעיקר על איך שנמאס לך מהחיים!!!!

נכון שיש הרבה דברים שגורמים לך להרגיש רע אבל תזכרי את כל הדברים היפים שיש לנו מסביב :)

תאמיני לי אם הייתי עדיין חושב כמו שאת חושבת עכשיו לא היית מדברת איתי היום

There is always a Glimps of Hope sweetheart :) תזכרי את זה :kiss:

No, your not alone, I completely agree with everything you said.

 

Especially the part about the TV show, I'm always waiting for things to tie up, but they still havent.

 

Right now I'm in a part of my life where nothing is wrong, but nothing is really right either, but that's better then the part of my life I was feeling a year ago. I felt very alone like you seem to.

 

You sound frustrated, tired, maybe get some rest. I hope you feel better.

You know how it was you build something, and then while you're doing it one thing breaks, so you fix it, but then the another thing breaks, and fixing it makes the other thing break and it's so frustrating cause you feel like there's no way everything would just be fixed, all at the same time.

And I'm so sick and tired and frustrated from trying to please everyone, and trying to make everything prefect and hoping that maybe my life is like a TV show that everything is messed up during the show but everything just seems to work itself out in the end, but that never happens.

And I'm sooo tired, and I don't know how to deal with everything now, and I just feel like giving up cause I hate this life................ and in the end it's all because you want everyone to be happy- but in the end you're the one that is never happy.

 

when did everything get so complicated? i wish i could go back to being a child, when everything is so simple and innocent....

but now everything is screwed up.... I'm sorry to bother you guys, but i needed to get this out to the world. Cause I know I'm not alone, but sometimes you feel like you are, all alone....

 

Oh man! :stunned:

I exactly say the things I feel so often!I know this feeling too good......my problem was/is my self-confidence...........I don't know your problem..maybe you think now oh man what a little problem she has...but there were years I felt exactly like you describe it......I had such a problem with myself........I hated my life..was sick and tired of it.....and the last sentence with being alone...is so damn right......I knew that I was not alone..but actually I somehow was..........

i know your feelings.

just wait what's gonna happen next!

don't give up!!

everything will turn right someday...you just have to wait (like me)

i am sooo down sometimes and i don't wanna go on but then i think that everything isn't as bad as it seems!

 

just listen to Everything's Not Lost or Twisted Logic (you go backwards but then you go forwards again ...)