Kettercat Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 I keep my silence Because I can't speak my words I don't know what to say Every thing I say just hurts Whether it's just me Or everyone else around I don't want to hear it I don't want to make a sound I don't want to be here I want to stay in the dark Where grey, lonley shadows Will leave their ugly scarred marks My silence is my power But I feel weaker than ever My silence is grey So I shall stay silent forever :glasses: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammie Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 :nice: diddums Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hicksy Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 your not even PAYING ATTENTION :angry: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammie Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 :embarrased: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kettercat Posted August 28, 2003 Author Share Posted August 28, 2003 Ahh c'mon guys, you're free to ignore this topic, no need to comment, no need to read really. I had no where to put it cos everyone else thought I was joking. But here's another one for the road... or something like that. That's exactly how I feel right now: What's the use in crying When the tears taste bitterer Than you actually feel? What's the use in trying When all you want to do Is run off and disappear? What's the use in breathing When every breath of air Makes you feel so small? There's no use in dying But what's the use In living at all? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fifi Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 awww hugz Maya :embarrased: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
busybeeburns Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 What is this life if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. No time to stand beneath the boughs And stare as long as sheep or cows. No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass. No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night. No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance. No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began. A poor life this if, full of care, We have no time to stand and :stunned: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hicksy Posted August 28, 2003 Share Posted August 28, 2003 *hugs Sammie* i loves ya really ;) :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daner Posted August 29, 2003 Share Posted August 29, 2003 I feel the same way kettercat and I have since I tried to kill myself in 8th grade(3 years ago), the only thing I figured out to do was maybe try a sport or anything to get depression out of my mind, and I decided to play water polo. maybe you should play water polo ketter :huh: :) it made me feel um a little better..yah.. :/ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sammie Posted August 29, 2003 Share Posted August 29, 2003 :stunned: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kettercat Posted August 29, 2003 Author Share Posted August 29, 2003 I feel the same way kettercat and I have since I tried to kill myself in 8th grade(3 years ago)' date=' the only thing I figured out to do was maybe try a sport or anything to get depression out of my mind, and I decided to play water polo. maybe you should play water polo ketter :huh: :) it made me feel um a little better..yah.. :/[/quote'] My God, I'm sorry to hear about your experience :cry: I hope you don't mind me saying but THANK GOD it didn't work, I'm glad to have you here :) Today I'm doing a lot better, it was actually the first time I was depressed in MONTHS... I just have to find myself more hobbies (like you said - but not any sports as I suck at absolutely everything :lol:). I'll pull through though, somehow :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daner Posted August 30, 2003 Share Posted August 30, 2003 good i hope you do, you seem like a nice person ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
athy Posted August 30, 2003 Share Posted August 30, 2003 ... I just have to find myself more hobbies (like you said - but not any sports as I suck at absolutely everything :lol:). I'll pull through though, somehow :) try oriental dancing... it worked for me.. and i really do suck in sports too :) and thx for your poems.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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