I keep my silence

Because I can't speak my words

I don't know what to say

Every thing I say just hurts

 

Whether it's just me

Or everyone else around

I don't want to hear it

I don't want to make a sound

 

I don't want to be here

I want to stay in the dark

Where grey, lonley shadows

Will leave their ugly scarred marks

 

My silence is my power

But I feel weaker than ever

My silence is grey

So I shall stay silent forever

 

:glasses:

:nice: diddums

your not even PAYING ATTENTION :angry:

:embarrased:

Ahh c'mon guys, you're free to ignore this topic, no need to comment, no need to read really. I had no where to put it cos everyone else thought I was joking. But here's another one for the road... or something like that. That's exactly how I feel right now:

 

What's the use in crying

When the tears taste bitterer

Than you actually feel?

 

What's the use in trying

When all you want to do

Is run off and disappear?

 

What's the use in breathing

When every breath of air

Makes you feel so small?

 

There's no use in dying

But what's the use

In living at all?

awww hugz Maya :embarrased:

What is this life if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare.

 

No time to stand beneath the boughs

And stare as long as sheep or cows.

 

No time to see, when woods we pass,

Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.

 

No time to see, in broad daylight,

Streams full of stars, like skies at night.

 

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,

And watch her feet, how they can dance.

 

No time to wait till her mouth can

Enrich that smile her eyes began.

 

A poor life this if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and :stunned:

*hugs Sammie*

 

i loves ya really ;) :D

I feel the same way kettercat and I have since I tried to kill myself in 8th grade(3 years ago), the only thing I figured out to do was maybe try a sport or anything to get depression out of my mind, and I decided to play water polo. maybe you should play water polo ketter :huh: :) it made me feel um a little better..yah.. :/

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I feel the same way kettercat and I have since I tried to kill myself in 8th grade(3 years ago)' date=' the only thing I figured out to do was maybe try a sport or anything to get depression out of my mind, and I decided to play water polo. maybe you should play water polo ketter :huh: :) it made me feel um a little better..yah.. :/[/quote']

 

My God, I'm sorry to hear about your experience :cry: I hope you don't mind me saying but THANK GOD it didn't work, I'm glad to have you here :) Today I'm doing a lot better, it was actually the first time I was depressed in MONTHS... I just have to find myself more hobbies (like you said - but not any sports as I suck at absolutely everything :lol:).

I'll pull through though, somehow :)

good i hope you do, you seem like a nice person ;)

... I just have to find myself more hobbies (like you said - but not any sports as I suck at absolutely everything :lol:).

I'll pull through though, somehow :)

 

try oriental dancing... it worked for me.. and i really do suck in sports too

:)

 

and thx for your poems..