well let's change the subject i don't like a lot to talk about it, it makes me sad ands sometimes it make me argue with people... :/ some people think our govern is cool doing it. :confused: or said we are crying too much, like if we deserve what is happening :cry:

Oh no, Ari. I'm not at all agreeing with what the governemnt is doing. You certainly do not deserve what is happening. Sorry if I upset you. :)

oh you don't upset me but.. is what i feel. i mean i feel some other people of my country thinks what i said. :/

I see :) Unfotunately there are always people that think they know what's right when really they are wrong.

 

I'm going to fix myself some dinner now Ari. Have a great night and I hope that your back feels better. I'll chat with you tomorrow :kiss:

ok see you aaron :kiss:

 

enjoy your dinner ;)

Someone sent me this

 

F A M I L Y

 

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,

"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.

 

 

He said, "Please excuse me too;

I wasn't watching for you."

 

 

We were very polite, this stranger and I.

We went on our way and we said goodbye.

 

 

But at home a different story is told,

How we treat our loved ones, young and old.

 

 

Later that day, cooking the evening meal,

My son stood beside me very still.

 

 

When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.

"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.

 

 

He walked away, his little heart broken.

I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

 

 

While I lay awake in bed,

God's still small voice came to me and said,

 

 

"While dealing with a stranger,

common courtesy you use,

but the family you love, you seem to abuse.

 

 

Go and look on the kitchen floor,

You'll find some flowers there by the door.

 

 

Those are the flowers he brought for you.

He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

 

 

He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."

 

 

By this time, I felt very small,

And now my tears began to fall.

 

 

I quietly went and knelt by his bed;

"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.

 

 

"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"

He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.

 

 

I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.

I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."

 

 

I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;

I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."

He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.

I love you anyway."

 

 

I said, "Son, I love you too,

and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."

 

 

FAMILY

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company

that we are working for could easily replace us in

a matter of days.

But the family we left behind will feel the loss

for the rest of their lives.

 

 

And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more

into work than into our own family,

an unwise investment indeed,

don't you think?

So what is behind the story?

 

 

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

 

 

Pass this message to 7 people except you and me.

 

 

You will receive a miracle tomorrow.

Don't ignore and God will bless you

oh very sweet one it make me cry :cry: :cry:

mm seems some things come to the start point again :cry: that's going to depress me. my dad told me he was looking the uni site and he found other careers to study that are shorter than english philology, because i need to have a career to study later journalism (2 years) so english are 5 years and the ones he found are 3 years only. i told him that may be when i get to study journalism may be i realize i don't like this career so if i study english i can get a job that i'd like, because the other careers i don't like them a lot.

 

when all seems to be clear now here come the shadows above me again. :cry:

 

i know he said me this as an advice for the best of me but.. :/

i wanna cry now :cry: like a baby i sure you, i don't know what to do, i'm worried about that and i don't want be worried about it yet while i'll be doing my exams, because i won't concentrate on them how i need to. :cry:

 

*leaves forum and goes to try on a corner* :bigcry:

 

it will make me decide to leave my studies and i don't want to even temporaly, because if i don't study this year may be next year i don't want to go to uni. :bigcry:

Auch. :/

 

Are you okay now?

yes i'm better now, i talked with my dad so we decided what to do. :D

Song of the day:

 

Dry Your Eyes By The Streets (featured by Chris Martin).

 

In one single moment your whole life can turn 'round

I stand there for a minute starin' straight into the ground

Lookin' to the left slightly, then lookin' back down

World feels like it's caved in - proper sorry frown

Please let me show you where we could only just be, for us

I can change and I can grow or we could adjust

The wicked thing about us is we always have trust

We can even have an open relationship, if you must

I look at her she stares almost straight back at me

But her eyes glaze over like she's lookin' straight through me

Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity

When they open up she's lookin' down at her feet

 

Dry your eyes mate

I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up

There's plenty more fish in the sea

Dry your eyes mate

I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts

But you've got to walk away now

It's over

 

So then I move my hand up from down by my side

It's shakin', my life is crashin' before my eyes

Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies

Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh

'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me

There's things I can't imagine doin', things I can't imagine seein'

It weren't supposed to be easy, surely

Please, please, I beg you please

She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested

She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with

She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures

By pushin' my hand away to my chest, from hers

 

Dry your eyes mate

I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up

There's plenty more fish in the sea

Dry your eyes mate

I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts

But you've got to walk away now

It's over

 

And I'm just standin' there, I can't say a word

'Cause everythin's just gone

I've got nothin'

Absolutely nothin'

 

Tryin' to pull her close out of bare desperation

Put my arms around her tryin' to change what she's sayin'

Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in

Look into her eyes to make her listen again

I'm not gonna fuckin', just fuckin' leave it all now

'Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow

And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down

You're well out of order now, this is well out of town

She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist

Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight

Turns around so she's now got her back to my face

Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away

 

Dry your eyes mate

I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up

There's plenty more fish in the sea

Dry your eyes mate

I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts

But you've got to walk away now

It's over

 

I know in the past I've found it hard to say

Tellin' you things, but not tellin' straight

But the more I pull on your hand and say

The more you pull away

 

Dry your eyes mate

I know it's hard to take but her mind has been made up

There's plenty more fish in the sea

Dry your eyes mate

I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts

But you've got to walk away now.

thanks a lot for asking charles, and how are you doing? ;)

Oh, I'm fine here.

Aaaah that's so fucked up! Here in Germany we drown in water and hate the rain and where you live you wished it'd rain!!!! :confused:

Ari is here ! :)

good to hear charles

 

oh i know theresa :cry: i hope all is ok where you live friend. :kiss:

 

daryl hey friend how are you doing today? ;)

I am a little tired :snore:

aww i know, it'll be very tiring work 12 hours a day during 1 or 2 weeks :stunned:

Song of the day:

 

Wishing it was by Carlos Santana featured Eagle-Eye Cherry

 

Beauty and grace is what touches me most

Good time can put me in fear

Always feel safe when things are bad

So I cannot let you come near

It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things

I always feel alive when the death bell rings

Now you have come and bring out the tears in me

 

Pain never makes me cry, but happiness does

It's so strange to watch my life go by

Wishing it was

Wishing it was more like a fantasy

Where everyone surprises me

Wishing it was

 

This feeling won't last cause I cannot survive

I tell you I've been here before

When it's movin this fast

It's a matter of time

One of us walks out that door

It seems that I thrive on the dark side of things

I always feel alive when the death bell rings

Now you come and you bring out the tears in me

 

Give this some thought

And I'm sure you will know

This is the way it must be

Emotions will rise, emotions will flow

You bring out the tears in me

 

It's so strange to watch your life walk and where everyday

I've been burning the candle at both ends

And lied the truth I can't pretend

This is why I will not stay baby

Just like that I'm on my way

 

although i think my cd version lyrics are different :confused:

HEY BEA!!! :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

hey giulia you are back i missed you friend :bigcry:

I missed you too :cry: :kiss: :kiss: ...when It was 10 everynight I thought: who knows how Bea's doing :D :D :P :kiss: :kiss: :blush:

oh :surprised:

:D :D :D :D