m4racide

To Ghost and the greater Coldplay community, I am writing this because my actions were exposed in the "Truth About Coldplay Archive" document, and I need to own up to what I did. I am Nyx (also known as nanaikos, m4racide, and Guy Berryman Hater), and I am deeply ashamed of my behaviour. Looking back at those screenshots is sickening. I was a bully, plain and simple. I called Ghost a "bumbling taco munching femboy retard," which is just vile, racist, and ableist. Even though I am a trans person myself, I hypocritically made transphobic jokes and used slurs. Worse, when people in the server were telling him to end his life or were sexually harassing him, I didn’t just stand by; I actively participated and added to that horribly toxic environment. I also need to address my behaviour toward the broader Coldplay Discord server. My cruelty wasn't limited to just one person. I constantly talked shit behind people's backs, spread slander, and publicly shamed members of this community. Editing a photo to play tic-tac-toe on a member's forehead wasn't a harmless joke; it was meant to be humiliating and degrading. I am so sorry for treating people like punchlines and making the server such a hostile place to be. To all of the members I've directly and indirectly attacked, there is no excuse for what I did to you. None. There are no possible words I could conjure that can make right all of the wrongs I've done to you. To Ghost: I am so incredibly sorry. You are 14 years old, and no one (especially not a teenager) deserves to be targeted with that level of cruelty. There is no excuse for what I did to you, either. I know my words here don't undo the trauma or damage I've caused. To actually start changing, I am permanently stepping away from these Discord servers and the circles that encouraged this behaviour. I have a lot of personal work to do, and I need to figure out offline why I ever thought acting like this was funny or acceptable. I am not posting this to ask for ANY of your guys' forgiveness, and I am not expecting to be welcomed back into this community. I am posting this because you deserve a real apology, and I needed to publicly take responsibility for the harm I caused. I thank you for at least giving me enough of a chance to click onto this post. May God be with you.

i beg to differ

is it really a collection if none of the files are yours?

private message me

lousy lazy stephen back at it again

SON I'M CRINE YOU REALLY PUT MANTRA IN THE TOP 5 AHAHAHAHAHA

calling all the weirdos!

they just soundchecked a new song WE PRAY VIDA.mp3

Viva la Vida vs WE PRAY vs WE PRAY LA ViDA WE PRAY VIDA.mp3

whatever you say kubik (something probably did leak and I probably was the one who did it)

https://discord.gg/DFxCPyFwRn alot of people have messaged me for a new link so I might aswell just post it

@Admirice come back the band are being really boring rn

fucking mid

Earth

so, where are the leaks at now, chat? 🙏🙏