Lera

I once took my chance and it all ended up breaking my finger. So now I just like, sit and wait. Wait. Wait. Wait. And then - ta-tda - here it is. You can read something nice while waiting which is definitely a plus, too.

Haha well I'm a terrible liar myself :nice: I don't have any maternal instinct either. I mean, girls usually play with dolls when they're about 6 years old, pretending that dolls are their daughters and all, and later they dream of a nice big family with 3 kids, beautiful husband and big comfortable house. Holy shit, I hate that all! Especially the husband part haha. I like children though. I mean, just random kids I see on the streets or in school (sounds kinda creepy to me). But that's probably because I know I'll never have to feed them, play with them or shout at them when they don't want to go to bed.

Okays, mister. Heating pads, talking and Scrabble - that's all two decrepit old geeks like us will need.

That's sad. I've never had a hamster. My friend's hamsters die like, every year mostly because she forgets to feed them. And she's like 'okay, this one is dead, time to buy a new one and call it Henriette (she always chooses unusual names for her pets)'. I've never seen her being sad or upset about her lost, anything. And I had a dog when I was 4-5 years old, a really good creature. He was so cheerful, you know, like if he had some batteries inside his stomach. And I remember the day he got run over by a car and I can still see his face, you know, all in blood and stuff. But somehow it doesn't make me feel really sad, I mean, I've got a cat now and she's just a lazy 24/7-eating machine, don't even love her. Sounds like you've got a bright life, boy. This story with getting drunk and all reminds me of my father, ha. Man, you somehow remind me of him. Though I think you're way more popular among young girls than he is.

Clocks and cats? Uh, god, hope not. If I ever grow old I'll probably become one of those crazy women whose grandchildren put them into retirement home (if it's the right word for those russian white cells we've got here), always talking about weather and good ol' times.

Haha you're a strange person, you know it though. Don't you remeber where the hell have you been last night and how on earth do you have beer on your hair?.. I mean, what if UFO would take you, make you drunk, wash you in gigantic tub of beer and then bring back and put you straight into your bed? But, obviously, it wouldn't be you already. I mean, they'd totally change your brain and stuff. So if it's all true no wonder you're feeling a bit messy today. Oh my computer feels just right. Does your somputer have a name? Or your ipod? I like giving names to electrical stuff.

Yohoo, Crystal. I mean, love you too. Too bad you're engaged. Well, you know. By the way, though I really think all that time-numbers are shit I still love looking at my watch. Sometimes I look at it like, every 15 seconds. Just to check what time is it now. It's hard to explain but that's a kind of a bad habit - checking time every single moment.

Gay priest, huh? Seems like Nik was somehow clairvoyant on that alias day. Lerie? I like that. No one has ever called me like that, heh. I'm okay, have a pretty high temperature though. And I keep breaking things. Like, you know, crashing glasses, smelting reading lamps or just breaking wall outlets... I've had broken weirdly many things lately. So you're being in prostration too, aren't you? I think maybe that's just because march is a really dangerous month for Aquariuses (or Aquarius people?). I mean, you're an Aquarius too, aren't ya.

Haha yeah. Sounds kinda indecent :dance:

Well what I meant was actually Blur's music but hell, why not? I can picture Nik sitting in some bar with Albarn, having milkshakes and all :nice: Aye now when I wrote that I feel like I really want a milkshake.

Don't panic :sleep: I'm quite sure he's just chilling out, surrounded with hot schoolgirls, free beer and Blur :disappointed: So from now on we have to take care of ourselves :baby:

Well you should, Eric. There's a man inside :bigcry: @Briggins (sorry have no clue what you real name is): I love board games. And this sounds like a lot of fun, I'd still prefer Scrabble though :tongue:

I like time changes because that moment you can really see how pointless all time-numbers are. I mean, the fact that people call a year exactly 365 days, not 3 days or 654795 days, you know. And that there're 60 seconds in one minute. This makes no sense at all because now what was 6 am yesterday is 7 am and all. So when someone says he's 45 or 31 or 87 you can really see how it all doesn't matter cause it's all just numbers people created to make their life easier but no shit, it just got more complicated. So if you think about time for quite a long time you understand it's endless and it's always the same, like right now is a minute ago and is two months ago and 18 years ago and 88984 years later and so on and when I think of it I feel like I'm going off my head.

It's not a lie, it's a fantasy.

For some reason my mother doesn't like when I light candles either. And I like, have a thing on candles. I mean, they're so beautiful and I've got this really old antique candlestick in my room, love it. But mom always says I'll burn the house one day or I'll burn my hair or curtains or whatever else. Maybe parents are just afraid of fire. By the way, what is RISK?..

You should make fairy houses all over the place. Well, you know, those tents made of plaids, pillows, blankets and stuff. I guess every person has ever made that thing. Like, when we were kids, me and my sister, we were making those tents very often. And when they're done we'd bring in some tea, chess-board and two pocket flashes (we were pretty scared of ghosts) and get in. So the only problem was that our mother didn't like those tents too much because there were no any blankets left in the house and all. But if you've got all flat for yourself it's just perfect - you should really make one. If you still don't understand what exactly I mean here's a screenshot from a movie... I guess it's close to what we used to do.

Ccccongradulations, Ccccrystal! :dance: I hope you love your future husband :nice: Well, you know. Just in case. And the ring looks nice, I like it's not all gold or something. Hate gold rings, love silver :blush:

Congradulations! Hehe your son has his Birthday on the same day I do :smug: By the way, Joshua is a lovely name.

What I like about Glast '03 is Idioteque perfoming, Thom says that 'faster' like, three or four times. Don't know why but it looks so... scary?.. Oh and here's a picture.... This picture is strange in a way.

Aye... Miss ya too, cowboy :uneasy: You're the best person to get crazy with :mellow: Though I'd survive without Pennydinho, I guess :bigcry:

You have to take looooooooads of aspirin to die. No, really, too much, you'll never take that amount of aspirin if you don't want to die. I mean, you can't take so much accidentally. Like, if you got a head ache or some stuff like that. P.S. Aspirin is for loooosers. Cool people take codeine :evilgrin:

Love all Sofia Coppola soundtracks (for Lost In Translation, Virgin Suicides and Marie Antoinette). All Tarantino ones. Vanilla Sky. The Dreamers. Wonder Boys. Maybe some else, can't think of them right now though.

I'm 83 so there're no problems with my right for posting here. So hello Eric-mammoth, Rennidinho and all the others... old weirdos out there :uhoh:

Science Of Sleep This movie is beautiful! I'll give it 9/10 for this wonderful weirdness.

Nah. I'm not saying it's desperate or whatever, to each his own. It's just that I wouldn't bother to. I'd probably better just live my life alone or go to the library and meet some smarty guy there instead.