Lera

#1 :kiss: *everytime the day darkens down and goes away pictures open in my head of me and you...*

GO AND DO YOUR FRENCH HOMEWORK YOU LAZY BOY!!! :thinking: Or stay and dance with me a little bit :anxious:

Haha.... Nevermind, Jules, I don't either.

Haha Jules... I've never been drunk so I can't really understand your feelings. But seriously, sometimes I just get lost in time. Night, day, mind, speech... everything's messed up. Sometimes I just think that's maybe 'caiuse I'm stupid. I don't know, somehow I've always thought I'm quite smart but how can you be sure in things like that?... I mean, you can't really say what all the other people think and feel like.... Yeah I'm going offtop lol.

Well it's like when I think of something while talking to somebody... And I'm not sure if I told the thing I was thinking about already or was it only in my head?... And I ask "So?..." and the person's confused 'cause I didn't really say it, I just thought... That's hard to explain, people usually send you to doctor after that lol.

Oh yeah. I usually feel like that when I don't sleep enough. And since I sleep about 5-6 hours a day or even less... I sometimes can't understand if something really did happen or not. That's more than confusing I must say.

'13' was good. I actually like Blur but they're somewhere in my musical past now.

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Argh... I just hate it when I have something in my head but I don't have the original and can't listen to it... Now I'm gonna download this song whoever's it is or my head's gonna explode :bigcry:

'Brick' I wanted to see it so much, I'm so lucky there's one cinema where I could watch it. Joseph Gordon-Levitt was awesome (again... The Mysterious Skin had good acting too), the operator's great too, every shot is amazing and beautiful in it's own way. This movie is kinda odd, kinda tangled, but still good. It's like, you don't watch it to see some good subjest or some wise idea or some good actors, you just watch it to watch. If you know what I mean.

I just keep singing this crazy old song... 'Ooo baby I love your way... everyday... I wanna be with you night and day... everyday....' I don't even know who wrote and performed it... I don't even know why do I keep singing it :tongue:

If you always say 'yes' one day you get owned :nice:

Ok I got it, thanks. Never heard of such holiday before. I just love all these holidays with socks full of presents and all. In Russia people don't ever do it, they only put presents under the Christmas tree... Aw I want to have a real Christmas stock at least once in my life :(

Ermm... May I ask what's on the 6th of December? I mean, is it a holiday or just a day?..

Heey Ccccongradulations, miss Crystal... Wish you everything you wish yourself :wink:

Ouch, sorry. I didn't know that. But it sounds so cool in my opinion... Though I don't wanna seem some kind of a racist so native americans all the way :uhoh2: By the way, isn't it a Henri Cartier-Bresson's picture in your avatar?..

Isn't that the same?... What does the word indian mean then?... Anyway, I kinda adore native americans or whatever you call them. I wanna be an indian princess, the Chief's daughter :crown: *Hail to my daddy, bug boss Red Eyed Sage*.

Is it today? :freak: I've always thought it's somehow on the 29th of November.... *tries to recall old old English lessons*.... All I know is that you people eat turkey (calm down, Mark), get together with all family and thank God and each other and all. Though I don't like the idea of that Holiday. I mean, what happened to the indians after americans came....

I thought all kids do that... :uhoh2:

Ccccongradulations, Jules! :kiss: I wish you everything you want, to be happy, to have real friends, healthy family and, of course, succcess in all your creative beginnings :smug: And don't forget we're going on a beer jorney next summer to see Radiohead live and have some dirty fun :anxious: Hope you remember, mom :baby:

It's cold. It's a fucked up education system. It's Putin. It's every cd costs $25. It's vodka. Hell, it's a looooot of vodka. It's fucking stereotypes that if you're dreaming of moving to England or whereever else you're not a patriot and a fucking traitor (Hello, Lenin). It's a Russian literature only for 11 years. It's fucked up drivers who can't even drive, doctors that noone can afford. Loads of beggars on the streets that won't let you free until you give them money. It's racists in every school class and skinhead gangs in every district. Men, this country could be great. It just needed a good management.

Well.... Dig deep Mark.... Deep deep when you were a teen.... No? Ok, I'm sure some people have done it anyway. It's like... Something teens like to do. Some kind of cutting hands and all. Sometimes they even put their hands together to make some kind of a deal, you know.... Blood brothers and all this stuff.

All I can recall is something like cutting your hand or whatever else 'just to know what it feels like'. It's like, something we all have done when we were teens and all... It's kinda creepy.

:lol: Oh wow. Lily and whose army..