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Man, I sound like such a freak. I swear, I'm not some weird disturbed kid, I just have overprotective parents and a fear of medication :P

Cause I have depression ;)

Ugh, I'd reallllllly like to leave this bathroom so I can finish my homework and go to sleep. How do they possibly think that this strategy will help me get my work done earlier? edit: Ugh, Lauren, it's really not that funny... :( As soon as I finally get out of here they're going to force me into taking medication that I don't want to take, and god only knows what's going to happen as a result of locking myself in the bathroom... They said they're not going to let me go to England this summer :uhoh:

holy shit, you've GOT to be kidding me. I'm currently writing locked inside my bathroom, seeing as my parents decided to have a discussion with me at 10:15 on a school night about how they're basically going to blackmail me into taking antidepressants. I'm really not comfortable taking antidepressants, I don't trust drugs that supposedly change your mood. Of course they don't appreciate/understand that. So obviously it evolved into a giant yelling match, and now I'm in here so that I don't have to talk to them any more! See Marisa, it could be worse! :P

^ hahahaha, story of my life :P edit: to Lauren's post OH NO MARISA it's 10!!! Don't leave!

Marisa, your mom still doesn't sound nearly as psycho as mine :P

I actually remember thinking how impressed I was with his voice while watching the MTV World Stage show a couple of weeks ago! TV/award shows are never his best moments, but I don't think it'd be fair to judge his voice based on those TV performances... I also think a lot of the TV stuff is that a) it doesn't transfer over TV well, and b) nerves. I definitely saw that firsthand when I went to the SNL rehearsal- right before they went on he turned to the audience and went "is this live TV?!", and once we assured him that it wasn't, he relaxed a lot. And it sounded much better in that studio than it did on TV later that night!

Thanks guys :) I'm frustrated that the pictures make it look like crap, though :P

Ooh, I JUST saw those new Roadie 42 pictures :wideeyed:

Thanks Marisa! It looks better in real life, though :disappointed: So how was your day? By the way, I need to go watch House in 15 minutes :dance:

Oh dear, I can't see what you've just said, what a shame. You've actually been on my ignore list for quite a while!

^ Why you're on my ignore list. :)

Here you go! Can any of you guess some of the songs? If you want to cheat, I made this: The picture dulls the colors A LOT, so I'll need to take the picture again later!

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Okay! :D I'm sad cause the picture didn't get capture the colors very well :( I'll take a better one tomorrow when it's light outside. *goes to upload temporary picture*

DONE! That was so fun!!! I want to paint all of their songs now :P Do you guys want a picture?

Yay, I'm starting my VLV painting project right now! I hope it turns out well :thinking:

Well Marisa, your mom can't possibly be as ridiculous as my mom, seeing as she just threatened to PULL ME OUT OF SCHOOL for the rest of the year unless I started going to sleep earlier. What. the. FUCK?!

I'm gonna go take a shower so my mom doesn't kill me, but I'll be back soon! :)

you have NO idea, it was so exhausting! I posted about it on the last page or something, though, if you want to read about it. It was really fun, but I kinda feel like it was one day too long. I wasn't that tired until today, but when I woke up this morning I felt dead :dead: :escaping: :escaping: :escaping: :escaping: This new smiley is so cute! :wacky:

So not to be a complete loser, but I think I'm going to go to sleep soon. Or back to sleep, cause I just woke up from a nap :P Until then... How is everyone?? How have you all been since Wednesday?

Marisa!!!!!!!! :D I'm here, but my mom is trying to make me go to bed too! What is it with our overprotective mothers?! :P

Oh shit, I missed Marisa again! Sorry for disappearing, I was so worn out from the weekend that I fell asleep :embarassed: Marisa, come backkkkkkkkkk :bigcry:

Well Palestine isn't a country, but yes :P

Well it was over 4 days, each session was about 3 1/2 hours long. ;) But it felt like a realllllly long time! And yes, I definitely did! It was just so exciting when my resolution passed :wacky: