Clocks In My Place

Thanks guys. :hug: You're so sweet. You're probably right. I just feel so desperate to be with him and I have no idea what to do. It's hard to make a move in fully public, when it's not at a party I think... I kind of wanted to give him a little hint by a kiss on the cheek or something. :blush: EDIT: Enough about me... How are you?

Aww, thanks Joe. :hug: @Pris - Yup, the porn party. ;) Oh well, maybe next year... EDIT: No, he doesn't know that I'm not coming... And I'm afraid that he doesn't even think about it or notice. :\ But yeah, I probably did the right thing... I'm thinking about watching some movies... Maybe a real heart breaker - The Notebook. :P Hmm... I listen to Shiver an awful lot these days.. Wonder why... :rolleyes: :(

Hiiiiyaaa! :karate: As you see I'm not at the party. :\ I've had 1000 thoughts running through my head today about that stupid party and at last I decided not to go for several reasons. I feel like such a chicken. :disappointed: So now I'm sitting here all by myself in my room thinking that I missed a chance to see "my boy" in an akward situation whether that's a bad thing or not. How are you guys? EDIT: I kind of like those feather headbands :uhoh: ^

Nah, I don't want to seem like trying too hard... and what if he didn't sit on that seat anyway. We chat quite a lot on messenger. :D He writes to me almost everyday when I log on messenger. We were chatting about which classes we individually like and he said that he was a nerd. I said that I like nerds (I really do). He answered to that: "You like nerds? :P" Maybe that also was a little hint to kind say that he'd be glad if I liked him. :P I'm of to bed now. Talk to you soon. :hug:

Yes, you should be punished, Joe. :whip: It's okay - really. I never got to post a treat for you to your birthday, so I guess we're even, right? :shame: I can make it up to you some time though.... I know how you like biiiig Chris pics just like I do...:rolleyes: [quote=lndnsky;2960529 edit. hi Julie... How are things with THE BOY? Hi Antonia. :) Things are well. Funny enough there always seem to be a seat in the bus for him in the morning at the moment. :stunned: Which there usually never is. So we've got to talk a little. :nice: I might be going to the porn party tomorrow after all. :\ I don't know... I'll find out who else is going, because my best friend can't make it and I don't wanna stand alone in a corner and feel embarassed: :confused: Hi! Nice to meet you. I'm Julie as you see. :) I believe we haven't met. :nice:

Hi guys. :curtain: I'm just popping in for a bit before heading to bed... Feels very disappointed in Joe. :shame: And you are the one in here who've known me for the longest time. :shifty: :P Feels honored. :surprised: :nice: See that's my real friends (take that, Joe!). :snobby: :P

:lol: Yeah, Chavi, you live in a dream. :P No, actually that was kinda cute. But IF I do something like that it is not going to be next time I'll see him (which will be tomorrow :freak:), but it could be cute later on, when he already knows that I'm hot for him. :nice: (< did I just use that expression? :thinking:) I actually think he's curious for me in a way... Because I think he's got the feeling that I like him in more than just a friendly way and yet he still writes me on messenger. + he texted me on the phone (which he usually never does) to know why I'd called him. :thinking: I know - I am hanging in details, but I'm just so stupid at this whole thing. My best friend came over in the Easter vacation and we had such a great time. We got to talk a lot about all and nothing and guys and the guy... She was impressed by how goodlooking the last guy I scored was - who was my boyfriend when we were like 11 (and later again at 13 or something)! :lol: So she couldn't understand why I am so unconfident with boys now when I had such a great catch... :dozey: Haha, I did the same with my signature for Chris's birthday. It said "Happy Bithday, Chris" and I was kind of embarassed when I noticed it and had to redo the thing. :dozey: For my birthday Joe typed wrong for the thread he made for me... It said "Heppy Birthday Julie".:P It was fun though. :nice: It's going really well with the spelling today, isn't it? :P "Bight everyone" sounds like "Bite everyone". :lol: Why don't people say that instead? :P Bite everyone! Rawr. :wink3:

I am only 17 and I am already going to see them in London in September, so yeah, I think I would travel pretty far. :surprised: I barely use any money just to go... When I'm older (and therefore can get to make my own decisions) and have a better job I want to travel more and see more concerts with Coldplay. Then I can go alone too and meet up with other coldplayers. :cool: I can't wait to see you guys in London. ;)

Okay, I'll try to translate the texting: Him: "Hi Julie :). Were you at a party last night?" Me (thinking "why does he ask this?"): "Hi **** :). Yes, a little private party. Were you?" Him: "No... But I saw that you have called me at one o'clock in the night" Me (thinking "shit! I had completely forgotten about that"): "Oh that... :confused: Uhm, I am sorry about that. :shy:" Him: "What did you want? :b" Me (thinking "what the f*** am I going to answer?"): "Don't think about that. :embarassed: It was nothing" (wishing I could tell him the truth) Him: "Okey? But you did have a good time?" The rest was just random talk..

Jaaaa! Endnu en dansker! Jeg spottede dit brugernavn med det samme på forummets main page. :P Welcome! :D "See you" in Herning. :sunny: What tickets have you got? We have a Danish thread in the International section of the forum - it'd be cool if you stopped by. ;) Btw on your profile the age says 12 years. :P

I was the most drunk person. :embarassed: So my friends should have given me better advice, I say. I'm actually really glad that I didn't get through - it was akward enough trying and getting texted by him today about why I'd called him.

Hi Chavi! :) :lol: Yes, that's right - and I'm really thankful for that. ;)

Actually it was my friends who encouraged me to do it. :stunned: They were like "People do that when they're drunk. You have to tell him how you feel. You can just say that you were drunk if he's not into you. I think you shall call him...." etc. :confused:

Hey Sarah! (and Antonia and Mark!) :nice: Yeah, he luckily didn't answer the phone when I tried to call him at 1 am.. He did text me and asked me about it in the morning though. :confused:

No, not really, but everything seems a bit better when you're drunk, y'know? I can't even remember typing in here when I was drunk. :confused: I just know that it was the only post I posted luckily. I see you were drunk yesterday too... So we have a thing in common. :wink: I haven't been feeling too well today either. Tell me 'bout it...:rolleyes: Oh god, guys... I was SO close to reveil my feelings for the guy on the phone in drunk condition. :stunned: I don't know if that would have been a good or a bad thing.... Anyway, he might suspect now. :uhoh: Ask me if you want to know more - I'm not gonna bore you with details about the party if it has no interest. :P

Oh fuck. :wink3:

Coldplay are extra great when you're drunk. :drunk: Am I writing this? Yes, I am , sorry. Hi.

Yay for Easter candy and holiday! :D

40. I'm really glad that I changed it to that - otherwise I would have read far less posts because I was lazy and unpatient (when the browser has to load "next page" :dozey:).

^You scream... because?

Sorry I disappeared like that yesterday. I don't have a good explaination. I tried to multitask with dishwashing and watching Love Actually and being on here - I obviously failed. :P And then Brit Awards came on telly. :wacky: They kept zooming in on Chris.. :wacky: And he looked perfect. :wacky: Yeah, but I guees I'm a bit traditional myself like that. :rolleyes: I know that a lot of guys like when the girl takes the initiative, but I risk an epic fail if he's not interested that way or maybe not ready to go out with me. :uhoh: I KNOW - I'm a chicken. :P Yay Joe, that's great! :) Congrats! :thumbsup: I usually only wear perfume at rare occasions. Sometimes at parties. I like Dior perfumes. "J'adore" and "Miss Dior - Cherie" are great. :nice: When I was in Paris I went to Sephora and their own perfumes are great too. I bought a purple one with the smell of blackberry and red currant and a body lotion with same smell. It fits my personality and I love purple. :nice: No, I am too. But don't worry - we're just the healthy ones not filling our bodies with lots of chemicals and perfumes. :smug: :P

Great. I was so surprised everytime there was zoomed in on him and then of course really happy and it made me go all...:blush: I hope there are more zooms on him in what I haven't seen of it yet.

OMG I was just watching most of the Brit Awards 09 on telly ( and I'm recording it too :D) and there were a lot of lovely, gorgeous Chris close-ups! :wacky: He looks SO perfect there! I still have the clip of him applauding when Elbow win a prize printed clearly on my brain. :wacky: They also zoomed in on him when Kings of Leon was playing and he seemed to enjoy the music so much. Sorry that I go on about this... it just made me so happy to watch all this and their performance even though they didn't win anything. :happy: Chris is so sweet during that show (well, he always is) like when he went up to the other boys to sing the last "oooh" part in VLV. :wacky: I love him. :heart:

I have a great Easter holiday. :nice:I'm going to party with some friends tomorrow. :drunk: What about you, Ari and Cooky? @Cooky - Nah, I don't think I'm brave enough. Well, definetly not yet. :\

Haha, I better hurry up. :lol: Would it be really weird if I asked him out? :stunned: Edit: I think we have last school day some time in last of May month.