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awesome :D:D:D the pictures are wonderful.

awesome :D:D:D the pictures are wonderful.

"go ahead, sir. take it all off :wink3:"

yay :dance: how many pages do you think we make every day? close to 20?

my friends are always like: "c'mon alex. you have to admit that guy is so much hotter than chris" im just like.. honestly, i'm more attracted to chris. of course, guy is absolutely gorgeous. but his features and all are put together so perfectly that he's almost plain looking. gorgeous, but plain i guess. to me, chris's features are so unique and beautiful that he looks sort of like a god :wacko:. he's the most gorgeous thing i've ever seen. i know that this goes understood without any of us saying it. i just thought it was a good way to explain his looks. now his personality... that's a whole different story. i don't even have to say anything. :heart:

g'night.

that's a hard question because sometimes it changes.. but i think its in my place. are you ever upset about your age?

life in technicolor ii - coldplay

10. :D

of course. :P will you celebrate when i get 50K posts? :lol:

^:D:thumbsup: the scientist | coldplay

shut up.

aww :( bye zoo :hug:

sorta like this? aah. i swear jonny's making :wink3: <-- that face in that picture

hey guys we almost have 500 pages :dance::dance:

i wish i looked that good sick :P :lol:

haha julie's comment just made my life complete :P

:D:D:D:D:wacky: thanks guys :) you're the best.

there are a ton of starbucks here too! :uhoh: there are like 5 of them within walking distance of my house

:wacky: thank you so much twinplet :heart: :hug: i love you!

thanks zoo. i think maybe ill just hold on to it for a couple days. you're right about being ready/old enough and stuff. i don't want to be immature about it. maybe i'll open it on my birthday or something. if i feel like it.

thanks :nice: it feels better just to get it out a little. he's just never been there and its only tough when i see my friends who are so close with their dads. :\. and i don't know why i've had an urge to talk to him lately. he's an ass who doesn't recognize what he doesn't have. i think he's just so immature that in his mind he's saying something like "oh, well they haven't called me so why should i ever call them?" about my sister and i. but the thing is, we couldn't have done anything about keeping in touch when we were 8, 9, 10 etc. because we didn't know better. my sister just came in the room and told me to open the card because it probably has money in it :rolleyes:

did you get wawa zoe???! your dream.. haha :lol:

if there's anyone still here... honestly. i don't care if anyone reads this. its just been in me since i was old enough to recognize what loving and caring is and i want to clear my system a little. so if this is the wrong place, then please just ignore me. i just got a birthday card from brian, my father. i haven't talked to him for a year, and i'm not sure when the last time i saw him was. my parents got divorced when i was 5 months old because my father is an immature ass hole who can't even take care of himself. he was a small part of my childhood, but we really stopped being in touch when i was in third grade. he called my sister on her birthday, and i think they talked. when i was younger, i used to pretend that my father was dead so i didn't have to deal with the fact that he didn't care about me. and it hurts a little when i get something like this card from him because it just reminds me that he, in fact, is still alive having a jolly ol' time. here's my dilemma: do i open the card and thank him to be the bigger person, or do i mark the letter for a return to sender? all the cards i've gotten from him are usually just stupid things with standardized messages and he writes "love dad" on it. so it may not be as big of a deal as it is the way i'm seeing it right now, i'm just surprised he remembered my birthday. and almost a week early. sometimes i miss having him as that sorta-there father that he was when i was a child. on the outside everyone thinks i have this aggressive anger towards him and im furious about all the stress that he had caused my mom. but really i'm just upset. so. do i open the letter? or return to sender?

aaww, jonny! :heart: :blush: amazing picspam :wacky: thanks :D