Technicolor Sparks

I logged on two days ago, and Avast popped up saying that there was a trojan trying to get into my computer...so I blocked it. But it's been fine since.

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A Message - Coldplay

Tired.

Yeah. Do you like Tuesdays?

Coldplay's cover of Hunting High and Low

Gravity - Coldplay

I'm good at giving advice to others, but I can't seem to give myself advice.

Nope. Straight as a pin haha! (I'm a tad boy crazy.) Have you ever stalked someone (even a little)?

I'm shy, quiet (unless I'm around my closest friends), I have zero self-confidence, I feel lonely and worthless most of the time, and I keep a lot of things to myself. I constantly worry about what others think, and I'm always eager to please or be the best at something.

Fix You - Coldplay

it's not so bad...is it?

:lol: It sounds weird, but I personally know someone whose name is Emily who is gay, and I've read or heard about books where a gay character was called Emily. AND I've seen a few movies and tv shows like that too.

A Ghost - Coldplay

And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. </3

I don't really like it. It's alright I guess, but it's soooo common. Plus I've noticed that Emily is a common name for lesbians...and I'm not. So it just feels inaccurate.

She Came Home For Christmas - Mew

I wish I knew what to do.

Last night I had a dream that I woke up standing beside my desk, and everything started going black and I knew I was going to pass out, and then I did. And I woke up on the floor, and was afraid that my parents would have heard me fall (cause a couple months ago I actually did pass out for no apparent reason, and my doctor made me do all these tests and if I pass out again I was supposed to go to emergency). ANYWAY when I woke up, I quickly stood up, and dizzily made it back to my bed and blacked out again. The weirdest part is that I'm not sure it was a dream...I think it might have actually happened.

^ Two years younger than me. Sooo...15. :dozey: Life's not fair.

The Scientist (Glastonbury 2005) - Coldplay

worthless and slightly suicidal