Cyan Kat

I was crying at that last episode it was too painful to see will so ill and shaking and hannibal all like chill it's just a miiild seizure </3 and gosh darn it i left a mentally unstable will with a gun and some car keys my bad... mads is great, it took me a while to remember that he was le chiffre and i saw him in A Royal Affair a few months back and yeah you should check that out :wacky: I want to see Move on and Valhalla Rising when I get plenty of free time.

try vhsconverter.com :)

i am ashamed i mean twitter is so mainstream also i prefer reillo

that was meant to be a ~ now i look dumb

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Another Year - 6/10 nice emotional film with jimmy b and it was just a bit boring in parts. Sightseers - 8/10 dark comedy about a couple of serial killers traveling around my area. :cool:

I have watched them all multiple times and they have me cackling like a cray cray with floods of tears this one is perfection. :dazzled:

I live in a small town where barely anything much happens a part from the odd robbery, mistaking bb guns for actual guns, the worst crime was last year an old lady was attacked in the head with a hammer and it was hard to believe because that has never happened before.

I thought this would be about research into stuff like tumor supressor genes and monoclonal antibodies but nope. I feel sceptical when I read that page.

it was kind of inevitable that hannibal is going to turn nasty towards will, having him hallucinate keeps himself safe from being caught plus his illness probs makes him like a cannibal delicacy or something.

I agree with you pretty much it's hard to imagine it, so like having no recollection of events before you are born and then you decompose and all your atoms become plants and worms and shit and they are constantly recycled and made up into other things. Even within your own body cells are broken down and built up again and everything's a cycle, the chance that your atoms become part of another human being must be so tiny when you think of how big the universe is and to me that's pretty cool. I don't believe there's any afterlife, I like to think there are other dimensions and alternate realities which are every possibility that could ever happen with your life and could mean that you are an entirely different person. I hate thinking about death though because it's just like everything you ever feel or thought or saw in the world is gone and when everyone you knew dies, memories of you are also lost so it's like you never even existed. Then i just get annoyed and feel like i should stop contemplating this and get on with my life while i still have it </3

happy birthday anette :heart: i am sorry i laughed at the fart thing that is just too funny and i have done that one before and godammit dee breaking up the band </3 cool vid though.

nah the avi its is from thin white duke era unless you mean that's your fave right now idk?? i'm more into his 90's stuff and soul/funk stuff atm

WAT NO I AM BOWIE... but also blue nyan cat but mostly bowie :angry:

hi i am nyan cat, however i am feeling blue :(

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6siuZChminw]David Bowie The Heart's Filthy Lesson (50th Birthday Live) - YouTube[/ame]

they are pretty pointless my tactic was mostly having sharp nails and if somebody started on me or grabbed hold of me i'd dig them into their wrist until they let me go and they'd be all like "ow im bleeding" but it's their own goddamn fault so yeah i never apologised about that.

U :heart:

pushing, shoving and name calling it was primary school though

it was a girl actually and i think we did have a fight once but over something really dumb.

i stupidly said that this girl was acting like a blackbird because she was dancing around in the playground and had this really puffy black coat on and this kid went and told her completely out of context that i was being racist because she did have slightly dark skin and ughh she wouldn't believe me.

everyone seems to be busting their ass at part time jobs to earn money for their cars which they need to do or they can't pay for it, i could do the same but i don't want to even more stressed than i already am. i do have a part time job but i don't really work that many hours and it is fine for me as i don't really spend that much. i have quite a bit of money saved up and i'll spend it on days out and new clothes occasionally but i hate to buy expensive things, the most expensive thing i've bought is my ipod and i'm not allowing myself to buy an iphone or android because i already spend enough time on the internet without having it in my pocket. i'm happiest when i have a really good conversation with a friend, going for a walk with my ipod and long car journeys, good conversations are pretty rare tbh but i always feel so much better after them.

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OgvomfVVwBM]The Mary Onettes - Can't Stop The Aching - YouTube[/ame] reminds me so much of Robert Smith :heart:

same thing happened to me, I spent years wondering what this beautiful song that brought me to tears was and one day i checked them out because people mentioned them a lot on here, i listened to hoppipolla on repeat for several hours and it was a great day.:heart:

One time when i was like 3 i hit my brother on the head with this broken toy chair leg because he was being extremely annoying and it was bleeding a little bit and i didn't even hit him that hard but yeah that was really horrible of me i didn't understand that his head was sensitive because he had a brain op when he was a baby and my mum was so angry with me. I've been mean to a kid as well before mostly because i just thought it was normal as everyone seemed to talk to me like that and after i kind of realised i'd been pretty harsh. The worst accident was this time that i hadn't quite put the barrier up properly where the pet lambs were and i came back 5 minutes later and the lamp had fallen in and started a fire in the box and i was rushing about trying to save all the lambs but one got burned and had to be put down. They manage to drown themselves, get wedged under the caravan, have their insides explode out like a balloon, you can guarantee that by the end of lambing time they won't all survive but I always feel guilty when they die :(