Ren, my main bumper. :kiss:
peeps....I'm just for short on here, just need "a shoulder to cry on" till I leave.
It's my bro's 19th bday today, and in 1 1/2 hrs his friends will come there. One of them is - really - the worst asshole I've ever met. One half year ago he fell in love with him, but first I wasn't sure about my feelings, then I decided against him (Ari knows most of the story - you know, christian). He never understood, still kept saying he loves me blah blah etc. At the same time, one of his friends & me fell in love with each other. That was the other Christian, short: Chris. He's still my boyfriend. But the other guy could never bear that we are together. He said such terrible things about me, he uses to be very depressive all the time, always pities himself to get other ppl's attention.
Once, I felt really sorry for him. For long time we couldn't really talk to each other, he even sometimes tried to forbid to come with my b/f to parties :angry: (sometimes successfully :confused: ) He's really a damn sensible guy.
But by then, these are no excuses. On a party at the beginning of may, we finally had the first good conversation. He said he know has beared that he can't have me, and after long requesting if I can really trust him, I decided to make it up with him.
But what did I have to hear a few days later? He said SUCH bad things about me! About my bro, and even my mom! So this was the end. :angry: I told him everything that I thought about him in his face and swore to avoid every contact with him. But he doesn't leave me alone! He started writing SMS like he doesn't know I HATE him, and tonight he's at my house :( argh. And also his other stupid friend who anyway only talks nonsense and never stops running someone down.
I just wanted to live in peace tonight man :(