You're gonna ruin my life.:blank:

I want a cupcake.

that walk was nice, sad news at that shop though.

ugh the anestesia is yet kicking. :|

yesterday was so :awesome: roll on.

sitting here obsessing and worrying that maybe i don't actually have ocd and i'm making it up or pretending or have subconsciously convinced myself, and also that maybe i'm not actually worrying about this and i'm just doing this on purpose and lying and also that maybe that i'm not actually worrying that i'm not actually worrying about that and hfjdhsgkjhfdsg

 

well you def. have something :|

:heart:

Ow my brain

I wonder if he uploaded anything...

I'm sick of people arguing over things that aren't important in the slightest. Life's too short.

My view of time is selfishly based around me.

the bravest thing i have is hope

i think it's moved! how come? how i fix it?

:| :bigcry: when it seemed to had gone very well.

I'm not as moral as I believe. Servant of all, no lower place to fall? One year seems too short, but quick deadlines move me to action. Always did better for some reason when the clock was ticking down.

Well there go my plans :angry:

Aww its not raining that hard anymore..

you´re lucky lucky lucky

I have to read a lot!!!!!! And I'm being so SSSSSSSSSLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they better reply

I have actually done nothing today.

Well not literally nothing, because that would be impossible.

even if you're dead you're doing something, you're being dead :nod:

This is probably my favourite day (or night I guess, that seems to be the indicator of whether a day sucks or not haha) I've had in months.

 

Also, I have never been so thankful for blankets. :|

THIS SONG IS NICE

at least i am going to college...at least if you leave, you'll transfer...at least i can start again, except no one would ever. maybe i'm ready to be alone again. but this isn't my fault. do i even care? maybe something is keeping from caring. breaking. is this worth saving? i want to go home. how can you even do this? just leave, or tell me you want to be here, anything less means you're done. anything less means you're tired of this and can't take it anymore, or don't want to.

I love you, and will do whatever it takes to make this work, but I'm still grieving the end of my last relationship. Please be patient with me?

 

Oh, and I'm also thinking MX is some veiled reference to Miley Cyrus,lol. :wink2:

My is my hand asleep?

 

Oh. I'm sitting on it.