really not happy

I REALLY love Absolute Radio now. They play the England matches, they play a LOT of my favorite British music, they play LOTS of Coldplay and now they're playing sets from Isle Of Wight! :heart:

I wanna sleep, but I just can't close my laptop...

This concert is amazing!! I really underestimated Elbow!

I'm lonely

^me too :( :hug:

 

feeling strange

^me too :( :hug:

 

feeling strange

 

 

:hug:

:(

 

sucks doesn't it

a lot ... :(

I really miss my other half. 2 weeks left til I see him. This month sucks.

Ugh! Three hours til show time. Wish it would pass more s lowly. I really don't want to play tonight. I'd rather hang out in the Dallas thread!

Going to go to bed. I think. :(

every time I eat, I feel like I'm losing.

Stupid distance : (

every time I eat, I feel like I'm losing.

 

losing against what? :\

losing against what? :\

 

 

I've been struggling with a eating habit.

God, i find myself annoying when i post too many things about coldplay on fb, but this guy is way worse than me and his madonna :dead: my news feed is full of madonna and i HATE her so much, UGH :bomb:

^ I remove people like that from showing on my feed

^ Oh :wacky: why i can never remember that i can do that?lol just did it :awesome:

the truth is, I'm lonely. I'm scared that he's going to come home from this month and not want me any more. That terrifies me every single night that I try and sleep. When I finally get to sleep, the nightmares start again, and with him not here, its hard to cope. I have been trying to make some plans with Gemma. But the lack of money has been hard to just let go and enjoy myself. I want all my money saved. So that I can move out of here asap. We should have our own place. It should be perfect.

i feel like crap right now...but i don't think it will last long...man i wanna cry!!!!

Yeah...I feel like crap too...hhhhhh....I'm so tired.

I'm glad I have my computer back. It felt like I lost a friend. :P

 

CD drives hate me... :devil:

feeling sooooo lonely!!!

Pancakes tomorrow! :nice:

GOAL!!!!