JaK - it's okay brotha :/

JaK - it's okay brotha

i know, its fanfuckingtastic

next week (including monday the 28th) is gonna be great wooooooooooooooo :D :D :D

JaK - it's okay brotha

i know, its fanfuckingtastic

next week (including monday the 28th) is gonna be great wooooooooooooooo :D :D :D

 

 

great :P

-JaK- wrote:

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JaK - it's okay brotha

 

 

i know, its fanfuckingtastic

next week (including monday the 28th) is gonna be great wooooooooooooooo

 

 

 

great

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeexaclty (and i wonder why the hell im posting happy thoughts in a venting thread so i better even it out)

damn fucking illnesses, why did i have the flu around now, infact why did the flu even be created, its not useful, its annoying :angry:

aaw *hug* if he came upto you why didnt you tell him you thought it was the other way around.

 

I did, he has some mental issues that limit his ability to understand taht kind of thing. In his mind he did nothing wrong but thats because he can't physically understand any differently, thats why it can be hard. I don't know I am taking him out to this really posh coffe place for his birthday so hopefully we will talk then. but thanks

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

 

WRITERS BLOCK SHALL DIE. I have the coolest music for a song, but I cant write anything.

what a bitch!! You did the right thing Laura... fuck her! :angry:

 

my rant...

 

 

my job! BIG surprise I know..... it goes to show you that 'cliques' just arent in HS.. they continue into the 'real world of corp. America"!! So I happen to work in a place that is filled with a lot of 'older' women... the average age there is about 50-55, so you guessed it... I am one of the youngest ones there. Anyhoo.. in my office, we are a staff of 5 (2 payroll managers.. one of which is cool.. she's 35 and the other is an idiot..she's 52) the other two women are I believe 56 and 51... but thats where the click lies.. They set up little evil tricks and leave all the heavy paperwork load for me to do. Why?? Because I play on the internet and get my work done... they complained that they wanted to 'rotate' job responsibilities in the office which includes running the weekly checks.. (we alternate) and I now have been given the boring jobs.... filing, and doin all the mail work.. which leave me little time for the net... but as you may have notice.. it hasnt changed one bit.. lol but my work is suffering.. I need to get back and do what I need to do.. but my deep rant... is that who do these ladies think they are.... I TRAINED THEM!! I dont know.. I guess I'm just tired of their little games.. they 'conveniently leave the most ppwk for me to do.... they whisper to each other in a corner.. they slyly walk by my desk to see what I'm doing... :rolleyes: Today its my turn to do the checks.... I'll be out of the office most of the day... but thank goodness... I dont want to see any of theie faces anyways... but I hate this.. I really need a new job... :embarrased:

 

all my coworkers are older than me too. at least by 10 years. it's interesting. kinda sucky, but ok nontheless. at least they're nice. have you ever tried asking your coworkers to help share the load - the paperwork?

well where i work i am the manager...adn on top of that, my dad is the owner...lol maybe i shouldnt be saying this...

venting eh?

here's a little one :P

i have soo much homework! i have to do fridays homework because i had a volleyball tournament (i barely understand it, i missed the lesson duh) then today's homework, then tomorrow's homework because i have another volleyball tournament.

joy. 3 days of work in one. :rolleyes:

 

 

on top of that i need to clean the basement and my room. :dozey: yeah i think i'll put that off....what am i doing on here if i need to do so much?

that's a good question. i was trying to get help....now i can't find it. oh well.

plus i feel like i'm going to fall asleep doing my work.

so tired. :snore:

I hate playing phone tag with people. I am looking for another apartment for May. The lease is expiring and the rent is going up at my place, and I cant afford it anymore. So i've been phoning around inquiring about other apartments, well this one place does not call back!!! And its 2 min away from where I live now. I think I'll just go over and knock on their door.

BUMP

 

okkk venting time. i've literally been pulling on my hair from frustration.

i'm in a tight group of 4 friends, me and my twin and 2 others. so let's give them new names. lauren is emotionally unstable. she always has been and even more so since she broke up with her boyfriend who she actually was completly in love with. so right now she's not being herself and my other friend syd hasn't really been spending time with any of us, but lauren says she's ignoreing us, mostly her though. so i called up syd and told her EVERYTHING since lauren will never do anythign about it..

 

so syd is completly oblivious and said that it's in her nature that if people are not themselves thigns just happen kind of making syd ignore lauren. so now lauren was complely miserable but syd actually picked up her phone now. and she was so happy that she picked up. because i told her to make sure she does. but lauren still doesnt know that syd knows everything. yeah...we need to have a huge talk to work everything out.

 

sigh. sorry if its confusing or whatever.......and i'll vent about my family problems when they really piss me off....

my mom wants my brother to start paying rent :stunned:

my supposed mate whom i know from primary constantly fell out with me for fucking noting. i stood up to her for a change and she ended up trying to fuckign hit me. i wish she would just fucking grow up and realise other people have feelings and the world doesnt revolve around her. that or she would just fuck right off out my life. now i have to pretend its fucking ok for the sake of the group. what!

 

now guys. dave loved me for a long time and i loved him back but neither of us ever said it or admitted it till it was too late. he has a girlfriend and im alone. drunk at a party we talked about it and i told him how much i had liked him. on livejournal he says hes confused and he comments on mine saying he was confused because of me. then he goes and talks to his girlfriend... :confused: im talking to him about it and he says he's decided to stay with her. i kissed someone at the end of the night pissed out my face, he heard. he says to me that helped him decided.(god do i feel cheap!) so he still with her whom he doesnt have much affection for and they barely socialise or talk. all the time we share these secret glances but nothing more but its killing me. i dont want to do anything though because his gf is a really nice person and pre this we were passing friends. we were so open with each other during it all too and now were not and we dont talk in school because i dont want her friends to see and get him into bother. i want him to be happy...just with me. god i wish i knew certain things for certain.

now would be a good time to vent AGAIN. twice in one day. god. my mom and dad were arguing, i walked upstairs and he asked if i would rather live with him and i said yes. i think it's the first time my mom actually heard it from my mouth that i don't want to live with her if they seperate. so because i said "yes" i get punished by her. so i can't watch tv or anything, plus she took something of mine...she tried taking my discman, god she's immature.

she usually doesn't tell me to move out, we help her the most and follow most of the rules. so now i'm expecting to hear the words "don't like it? move out!" ahh, the solution to everything...not.

my brother wants me to help build a case against my mom. sigh. now she's all like "oh the house will be so much better with all of you gone" pfft i doubt it. no one to take care of her, do her work, no one for her to yell at, no one to clean her room for her, no one to do the dishes and clean the house. and it's not like she'd get child support money if she doesn't have the kids and she doesn't have a full-time job. my mom is crazy.

So my best friend and I were close, and did everything together. Then in december he got himself a girlfriend, all three of us hung out but I felt like a third wheel. So we drifted apart, but still kept in contact. I called him in febuary to wish him a happy birthday, he pretty much told me to fuck off and hung up. The next week he told me he never wanted to see me again. It broke my heart and I was crushed. His girlfriend still talked to me and that was fine. He was in teh same social class as a friend and would often go up to her and be like "so what did Bonnie tell you" and just dwell on her, he was sure i was bad mouthing him or something, but i wasn't. Mid March I finally got over it because I realised I wasn't a good person aroudn him, I gave up so much to protect him (he was involved with the police often and I pretty much saved him from going to a mental institution), I realised that I just gave up so much to keep him happy and it was ripping me apart. So the other day i was on the bus going to meet a friend downtown, when suddenly his ex-girlfriend (a girl whom I hate very much and she is a wee bit crazy, went as far as to threaten me at work because we work in the same mall) gets up gives me the finger, glares and gets off the bus followed by none other than my friend who does the same. It's absolutely ridiculous because I'm over it, he hurt me but now I'm better, I'm happy and everytime I take teh same bus he goes out of his way to be a pillock. Today at work I smiled at the bitch ex girlfriend and she flipped out at e and called me a whore. What the hell is wrong with these people.

I'm not looking forward to going to school tomorrow because I have to catch up because I skipped two Thursdays ago and I hate my Outcasts In Lit teacher because she's super pregnant and she's such a bitch! There's only 5 kids in my class and she's like, "spread out" while we watch a movie. How can we see the movie if we spread out?! She's so stupid and I hate her soo much! I wish she would just have her damn child and take maturnity leave!!!

 

*takes a deep breath* :stunned:

i wish i could just spend forever pissed out of my face. fuck dave. fuck the fact that he never replied to me and hasnt even bothered to try and talk to me about it. now if he asked i would just go out with him to hurt him, because thats what he expected!! fuck him he he doesnt even know me :cry: they all think they know soo much but only my friends see how much i hurt :cry:

damn crappy ebay sellers, listing items and then claiming they no longer work after ive won the item, damn crappy crappy sellers, need a cheapish laptop arrggg, need to get a cheap laptop, must have wireless connecton so i can sit in the garden and surf the net, need wireless net and laptop to be a wireless nerd instead of a plain desktop nerd, must have a laptop!

*deep breathing* must refrain from taking axe and chopping a tree down to release my anger. so much damn school work to get done, my plan of getting it done during 2 weeks of school hols dint work, spent all 2 weeks doing my room up, damn DIY. need to mae quick cash, get work done, get good grades and chill, arrgghh