I see it more as a phenomen I want to get behind.....seriously!

 

you wanna get behind Reilly? Wouldn't it work better the other way round? :wink3:

 

Hahahaha! Your imagination needs some soap Felix :smug:

Ok..........then think whatever you want...........it is really like I'd said and that's it!

ah........and I wanted to show you that I changed my opinion about you....but maybe my topics were just too........don't know.........to easy to understand it wrong....and ah....hmmmmmmmmmmmm..............but it's ok......

 

*edit*:And I base my opinion on facts like when people say:

 

"They did this or that with reilly!How can they do that....?" or something like that..I read this in several threads....I'm considering this as a phenomen.......

OK I guess I'm not done.

 

It's little comments you make about me, they build up. I mean, on the last page, you being shocked that I won the funniest user award, thats how un-funny you think I am, would you really say that to someone you didnt dislike? If so, then thats weird.

 

And I also read one topic where you said your topics are better then mine, and nobody needs to say it because you KNOW it.

 

These stupid little comments build up, and they do effect me, maybe you say these things because you dont think they matter to me, but they do.

 

I think I'm done, but I aint sure. :smug:

*edit*:And I base my opinion on facts like when people say:

 

"They did this or that with reilly!How can they do that....?" or something like that..I read this in several threads....I'm considering this as a phenomen.......

 

They are just humbling me, they are friends, but they know I dont like lots of kissy's or hugs. Then again I dont really care for this form of humbling, but I appreciate the sentiment.

"They did this or that with reilly!How can they do that....?"

 

what? i didn't get this one.explain?

"They did this or that with reilly!How can they do that....?"

 

what? i didn't get this one.explain?

 

I think she means something like when I was nominated for eviction for Big Brother, and people like Camu and Nelen were like: "How could they nominate Reilly?"

 

Hehehe maybe I'm completely wrong.

well,maybe i got wrong,but you didn't nominate...that's why BB nominated you

 

but what if all people who were there would nominate you? :shock:

 

nothing...i would nominate you as well,because you're a big opponent to win the bling :laugh1: money talks,Reilly :pimp2:

well,maybe i got wrong,but you didn't nominate...that's why BB nominated you

 

but what if all people who were there would nominate you? :shock:

 

nothing...i would nominate you as well,because you're a big opponent to win the bling :laugh1: money talks,Reilly :pimp2:

 

Hahahahaha. Well yes I was nominated because I forgot to nominate, but still, it appeared people had nominated me and thats why Camille reacted like that (She was just saying she likes me I guess)

Haha........STOP!

 

Then I think you don't get my sarcasm..........well.......I don't say this now to justify myself or something like that..............I'm exactly the same in real life....if somebody says "I won this or that"..............I use to say "hahah...You?Omg.....I can't believe that".....exactly like with the comment with the funniest user..........but in real lif eit is easier to make those comments because people see my face then etc...........I don't know why I always make this..........surely people understand me wrong then..I think I make it because I don#t think that good about myself or something like that....because I have a real problem with my slef confidence........maybe I want to express HOW I WANT to be......but I actually not am...........and then I use this sarcasm.I swear it was sarcasm.......I know it gives an arrogant impression there....but I anything else than that..people who really know me know that............but I have to admit that it is hard to understand that here because this is no real life.............and I'm sorry because of that...........I NEVER wanted to offend yu with things like that the last time......honestly!

"They did this or that with reilly!How can they do that....?"

 

what? i didn't get this one.explain?

 

I think she means something like when I was nominated for eviction for Big Brother, and people like Camu and Nelen were like: "How could they nominate Reilly?"

 

Hehehe maybe I'm completely wrong.

 

And yes I was referring to examples like that!

Haha........STOP!

 

Then I think you don't get my sarcasm..........well.......I don't say this now to justify myself or something like that..............I'm exactly the same in real life....if somebody says "I won this or that"..............I use to say "hahah...You?Omg.....I can't believe that".....exactly like with the comment with the funniest user..........but in real lif eit is easier to make those comments because people see my face then etc...........I don't know why I always make this..........surely people understand me wrong then..I think I make it because I don#t think that good about myself or something like that....because I have a real problem with my slef confidence........maybe I want to express HOW I WANT to be......but I actually not am...........and then I use this sarcasm.I swear it was sarcasm.......I know it gives an arrogant impression there....but I anything else than that..people who really know me know that............but I have to admit that it is hard to understand that here because this is no real life.............and I'm sorry because of that...........I NEVER wanted to offend yu with things like that the last time......honestly!

 

I'm trying to stop but I cant!

 

OK, I think its a good thing I've said everything I needed to say, because you've answered my questions (Especially with that last post) and I'm not so paranoid about you disliking me, but I still think you see me as different somehow, I just dont see you acting with the same form of sarcasm to anyone else (You seem incredibly nice to everyone, except for me).

 

So maybe you dont dislike me, and I'll believe that, but only just, because I still think you act different with me, and it's not in a positive way.

 

Yeah, done.

Haha........STOP!

 

Then I think you don't get my sarcasm..........well.......I don't say this now to justify myself or something like that..............I'm exactly the same in real life....if somebody says "I won this or that"..............I use to say "hahah...You?Omg.....I can't believe that".....exactly like with the comment with the funniest user..........but in real lif eit is easier to make those comments because people see my face then etc...........I don't know why I always make this..........surely people understand me wrong then..I think I make it because I don#t think that good about myself or something like that....because I have a real problem with my slef confidence........maybe I want to express HOW I WANT to be......but I actually not am...........and then I use this sarcasm.I swear it was sarcasm.......I know it gives an arrogant impression there....but I anything else than that..people who really know me know that............but I have to admit that it is hard to understand that here because this is no real life.............and I'm sorry because of that...........I NEVER wanted to offend yu with things like that the last time......honestly!

 

I'm trying to stop but I cant!

 

OK, I think its a good thing I've said everything I needed to say, because you've answered my questions (Especially with that last post) and I'm not so paranoid about you disliking me, but I still think you see me as different somehow, I just dont see you acting with the same form of sarcasm to anyone else (You seem incredibly nice to everyone, except for me).

 

So maybe you dont dislike me, and I'll believe that, but only just, because I still think you act different with me, and it's not in a positive way.

 

Yeah, done.

 

Then...........well.......I use to do this with everyone..............really.........I don't do this with people who I think are weak or something like that....I think then they could understand it wrong........I thought you would understand it.........and I'm not incredibly nice to everyone..no......and maybe I act different towards you...........yeah....but maybe that is because most of the people see you (for me it seems like that) as a god....without really knowing you.........they see you and think maybe "Oh his name is reilly......I've heard that....everyone respects him."..........and I don't want to behave like that towards you.........because I don't think so...maybe you make those serious topics etc...........yeah.true.......but for me there is nothing more special about you than about some others here.......but that shouldn't mean I don't like you........

And one thing:

 

You think I treat you in a different way!Well..............you also treat me diffrent that's another point!I remember you saying something nice to me once...which was "Good topic Julia" and that's it.....so why should I treat you in another way than you do to me?

 

And sometimes I get the impression that you think I'm a bit dumb.............yeah you are a clever guy..........and I get the impression that some people here think I'm not that clever because I have sometimes problems to express myself in english............because I don't think about myself that I'm clever........

ok what about to change theme? :idea2:

Well......I can change it..but somehow things like that piss me.............because I have fucking problems with myself and I always want to be liked which is impossible and dumb!

it's not impossible and dumb,just be yourself...

btw i have the feeling that you feel we don't like you :thinking:

if this thread is going to get to 9027 replies we're gonna hafta talk about a lot of crap..

:rolleyes: should i remind you about your SUCK thread?

Nik.........this is just me...........now I'm at a moment I could cry..........like it happens so often..I always think people don't like me........even my friends.......but then I know it is not like that...........well......I know this is stupid now....but I thought some days ago that you don't like me anymore........I'm sorry now...really........but I seem to have serious problems........in some hours I'll think that everything is ok.but it isn't!

:rolleyes: should i remind you about your SUCK thread?

:D I'm not saying we don't talk about a lot of crap elsewhere. I'm just saying we need a theme :D maybe... a perverted one? :idea2:

Nik.........this is just me...........now I'm at a moment I could cry..........like it happens so often..I always think people don't like me........even my friends.......but then I know it is not like that...........well......I know this is stupid now....but I thought some days ago that you don't like me anymore........I'm sorry now...really........but I seem to have serious problems........in some hours I'll think that everything is ok.but it isn't!

 

well,me and around 10 people from this board will always support you,love you,like you...call however you like it...i had problems as well some months ago (girls,girls,girls... :sick: )...i thaught that was MY DEEPEST POINT,but now i forgot everything,and i'm ok,enjoying and wasting life...so be strong and everything will gone...we are always here,don't forget :wink:

Nik.........this is just me...........now I'm at a moment I could cry..........like it happens so often..I always think people don't like me........even my friends.......but then I know it is not like that...........well......I know this is stupid now....but I thought some days ago that you don't like me anymore........I'm sorry now...really........but I seem to have serious problems........in some hours I'll think that everything is ok.but it isn't!

NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! JULIA!!! you're one of the coolest people I know. You're so... how do you say.. ambivalent? Seriously.. you're an awesome person. Don't make me embarrass myself again by saying these things :P

:shocked: perverted?

 

:thinking: let's talk about...hmmm...Jessica Alba....no!!! :sick: i can't!!! it's too perverted!!! :cry:

I feel, Julia, that you can trust Nik and I because we genuinely care about you.