thank you Lauren, I know I have to decide soon!

I don't know what to do now, on hand it would be really great if you could come,

on the other it doesn't feel right, I don't want to offend you in anyway so please don't feel that way, but I just don't know you at all, and I know it sounds stupid cause I don't know chavi at all either, but I'll have things in my own hands when I don't trust any of it I can just turn around and go back, plus since the van is from my boss I don't think she would appreciate it if I jus let anyone drive, hell I have trouble letting My boyfriend drive it...

 

Oh god what am I going to do!

the descicion is all mine now! :bomb:

 

Its definitely your decision. Im sure that it will be right one. (you have to look out for you job, its important).

 

I know when I saw that Coldplay will be on tour I beg my parents to let me go, to buy me a ticket, and I would pay them back. But they both said that they dont have money for it cause its in Italy or Austria. It would coast just too much. So I had to get with the fact that once more I wont be able to see them. It was sad, and I hated it. But I just said to myself that I hope that its not my last chance to see them. And if it is. Like Chris said, maybe one day he'll be playing piano on some cruise ship somewhere and Ill be there and come to tell him that I loved his band more than anything, and when someone spoke about music I was thinking about Coldplay.

Oh then why quote me? hahahaha

good to meet you too! now in person

i don't know, I just don't know, I can't loos my job over this, and I can't kill myself while driving so I shoudl take Lauren but I would want to meet her first and my boyfriend is like: I don't want a stranger staying in my house, and I can't blame him for that... it's his house too!

ohh help me what's the rational thing to do?!

Its definitely your decision. Im sure that it will be right one. (you have to look out for you job, its important).

 

I know when I saw that Coldplay will be on tour I beg my parents to let me go, to buy me a ticket, and I would pay them back. But they both said that they dont have money for it cause its in Italy or Austria. It would coast just too much. So I had to get with the fact that once more I wont be able to see them. It was sad, and I hated it. But I just said to myself that I hope that its not my last chance to see them. And if it is. Like Chris said, maybe one day he'll be playing piano on some cruise ship somewhere and Ill be there and come to tell him that I loved his band more than anything, and when someone spoke about music I was thinking about Coldplay.

 

I was there when he said that :D

 

and there's always october but dangnit I just wanna do this tooo! it's all so coincidental that I feel like I have to be there! I have the day off, there's a ticket!

can you believe my boss even tried to get me the next day off? it's so sweet!

Oh then why quote me? hahahaha

good to meet you too! now in person

i don't know, I just don't know, I can't loos my job over this, and I can't kill myself while driving so I shoudl take Lauren but I would want to meet her first and my boyfriend is like: I don't want a stranger staying in my house, and I can't blame him for that... it's his house too!

ohh help me what's the rational thing to do?!

 

haha I dont know.. i just like multi-quoting :P

 

I cant help you, I'm not being rational at the moment, really not, Because I seriously want you to come ! :(

Oh then why quote me? hahahaha

good to meet you too! now in person

i don't know, I just don't know, I can't loos my job over this, and I can't kill myself while driving so I shoudl take Lauren but I would want to meet her first and my boyfriend is like: I don't want a stranger staying in my house, and I can't blame him for that... it's his house too!

ohh help me what's the rational thing to do?!

 

You're the only person who can decide what to do.

and this is already wayyy beyond rational!!!

 

Lauren did you leave? where'd you go?

JEEEEEZZZ !! why doesnt he text me back !!??!!... dammit ! :bigcry:

Carla, if I offered it is because I think it better you don't do it alone. I don't need to drive no problem. You will not want to go back, and if you might, of course I will follow.

No need to make things more complicated than they are : catch what life is giving you, it is all handed to you by friends !

That's my philosophy although I am not a buddhist, not yet at least.

You have a couple of hours to decide anyway.

Don't panic! :)

ps my computer is very slow girls :D

JEEEEEZZZ !! why doesnt he text me back !!??!!... dammit ! :bigcry:

 

He's enjoying paris!!! he will don't worry

 

Carla, if I offered it is because I think it better you don't do it alone. I don't need to drive no problem. You will not want to go back, and if you might, of course I will follow.

No need to make things more complicated than they are : catch what life is giving you, it is all handed to you by friends !

That's my philosophy although I am not a buddhist, not yet at least.

You have a couple of hours to decide anyway.

Don't panic! :)

 

 

thank you, you are so the best! I know that's why you offerd, and it probably would be best if I didn't do it alone! which is why I;m so torn! arrgghhh

I want you to come but I';m scared i'll just admit, but then again I;m scared for this entire thing!

 

the more I think about it now the weirder it's sounds to me i'm putting myself in a very difficult situation!

Lauren, I wish I had a ticket for you.. :sad:

you're really the sweetest !

Ahhhh I have to go.

Carla please let me know what you decided? (pm me, or anything)

 

I really want to know...

Bye Antonia ! :nice: Have a nice afternoon !

 

He's enjoying paris!!! he will don't worry

 

thank you, you are so the best! I know that's why you offerd, and it probably would be best if I didn't do it alone! which is why I;m so torn! arrgghhh

I want you to come but I';m scared i'll just admit, but then again I;m scared for this entire thing!

 

the more I think about it now the weirder it's sounds to me i'm putting myself in a very difficult situation!

 

Fuck Paris ! 'an answer now is what I neeeed !' :D

 

here's my advice : flip a coin :P

I will let you know antonia! I promise...

 

hmmm flip a coin I could what would you call it?

 

Lauren just called me... she's so nice, she wants to meet me... she's just the sweetest!

If I just go and take a quick shower. will you two bith be here when I get back? just so I can think a little

Well I am no ordinary girl but I am no weirdo... if that helps:whistle:

Hey jus found this nice smiley that had been requested :whistle:

I'll be there :kiss:

 

hmm.. and tails : you come, heads : you still come ! :D

I'll be here. Take it easy. :kiss:

:kiss: i'll be back soon!

Okay i;m back and I;m sad! :bigcry:

 

I think it's best if I didn't do itI'll regret I didn't go, but it'll be fine in a while but ...here's why:

 

I'l regret towards my boyfriend who will let me go but still doesn't agree

I'll regret That I'll feel lik hell on tuesday

I'll regret towards my collegue that I will fuck up and be shitty that day

I'll regret cause I will let my boss down

Okay i;m back and I;m sad! :bigcry:

 

I think it's best if I didn't do itI'll regret I didn't go, but it'll be fine in a while but ...here's why:

 

I'l regret towards my boyfriend who will let me go but still doesn't agree

I'll regret That I'll feel lik hell on tuesday

I'll regret towards my collegue that I will fuck up and be shitty that day

I'll regret cause I will let my boss down

 

:confused: I'm sorry you feel that way now..

 

the boyfriend argument is not a valide one for me .. you shouldnt feel bad about the fact that he obviously doesnt understand that this is something important for you. Not only because it's a Coldplay concert, and you'll have fun and everything, but because earlier you brought up the freedom, and adventure argument. Life opportunity.. you said so yourself..

 

and then the job/boss/collegue point is very understandable but.. I think (and i try my best to be as rational as possible) you're being too negative. I know you'll feel shit on tuesday, being tired and everything. But man, i'm sure you'll be overall excited with what you'd just lived, and being thankful to your boss (and Coldplay obviously) you'll do your best and be creative and everything ! I'm not only saying all this because I'm involved in the story but because i'm pretty sure it's true, and I wouldve said the same thing to someone else in the same situation !

 

now, the decision is up to you, and I will understand and accept whatever you decide. :)

 

plus, I might not have that spare ticket anymore :lol: just kidding.... :P

woppps posted at the same time...

so your back!

yeah I am :bigcry: :P

I'm really sorry!

I feel the way you feel about these things, but I have to be mature, there's no way I can be sure and towards the others it's just not fair! It's just one day of fun compared to my life at work and I will lose respect if I do this and then fuck up the next day.

I feel really gutted now, and a little nausious... :\

so you're sure?