no....

:( I just dont know what to say now.. i dont want to seem like a total selfish bitch and say you're wrong to say no, because I completely understand your situation, I seriously do. But I think you got our hopes very high, even until THIS MORNING, when you told us about what your boss said.. and now, you're just saying 'no' or completely rethinking the whole thing.. I dont want to make you feel bad, not at all, it's really not my intention. But.. ooh anyway.. if you think it's the best for you, I'm sure it is :)

:bigcry:

 

 

for the fun and the thrill I really want to do this... but I decided it can't interfere with my work, that isn't fair. If I could get tuesday off I would soooo do it in an instant i wouldn't doubt anymore!

I understand Carla, thanks for the PM.

 

I have another position in life and towards life, but I admit if it did bring me loads of adventure and meeting thousands of people, it did not help my carriere.

 

I guess each one their one path.

 

And good point for making your close ones happy with your decision !

Obviously you will make Chavi happy on another occasion !

And dont skip that drink with me when you come towards old A*dam now girl !:D

the thing is not to make me happy or something like that, it's really for her ! that's what matters :)

Carla, dont be sad :kiss:

If it were easier for me to just get another job like this one, for instance if I worked in let's say a call centre I wouldn't have as much doubts, but I don't work in a call centre.. this job is actually pretty close to my dream job (if they payed more) So I;m not willing to ruin that with just a day of fun.

 

sometimes i hate rationality... grrrr! :angry:

 

and I just know that chavi and I are meant to stalk together so there will be another, and better opportunity!

Paris ouwl maybe even easier, I could just take the train I think...

strassbourg is just a far dark corner of france!

 

edit: I am a little sad! (and you'd better be too! :P) but I feel better and I know your going to have an awesome time there!

and I know you'll let me know things form over there so that makes me feel better...

plus now I have a day off! yay :dance:

ps lauren I;m sorry I kept you on this board all day when you could have been outside....

Me too, I have a day off ;)

 

ps I was half of the time outside in the garden, no worries.

my head is about to explode.. too much stress for nothing :dozey: jk ! I wuv you Carla Paulussen :P

you'll be the first to know about everything, you'll get updates all day. So you'll be able to let the rest of the board know in the live section ! :dance:

i know i feel like this: :bomb: :bigcry: :confused:

 

I was sooo close to actually getting in that car and going untill my bos called, but I don't blame her..

 

no I feel .... empty....

you shouldn't though Chavi! you're going to see coldplay TOMORROW!!! AHHHH :dance:

 

 

ooh edit: I wuv you too :kiss: Chavivanna

i know i feel like this: :bomb: :bigcry: :confused:

 

I was sooo close to actually getting in that car and going untill my bos called, but I don't blame her..

 

no I feel .... empty....

you shouldn't though Chavi! you're going to see coldplay TOMORROW!!! AHHHH :dance:

 

 

ooh edit: I wuv you too :kiss: Chavivanna

 

haha it's weird to see my whole name written here... dont do that again :P

 

I was really gutted when you came back from the shower.. and disappointed (not at you, but at the whole situation).

but yeah you're right. I cant feel bad or anything else. I'll probably have one of the best days of my life so far tomorrow.. :)

okay don;t do that to me either then!

 

I'm checking my mail every 5 seconds hoping for a miracle, that my boss says you know what you're off on tuesday.

I'm still gutted and proably will be untill october 3rd hahah or maybe untill after I finish a couple of beers hahaha.

 

no seriously, I don;t like my descision but i think i have to do it this way

Lauren do you feel like getting together tomorow? so I'll have a little bit of adventure...

Hey adventure at last !

Sounds good your place your mine ? I mean a terrace but where? Beach ?

ooh ! can I come ? :P

 

id gladly have a couple of booze right now !

oh yeah beah is good! but the weather is not going to be that great tomorow...

you live near the beach right?

sure F*** coldplay just get here!

Yes of course but only after you have been to the concert and report :)

fuck Coldplay :sneaky: hmm suuuuuure ! :wink3: :P

Shall we meet in Haarlem ? It's lovely and easy for me to get to. And maybe easier for you than Amsterdam.

Depending on how we feel we can then go to a beach or else do some (window) shopping ?

hold on lauren... i'm just checking some things...

I'm off ladies ! I'll be back on TUESDAY !!!!!!!!! :D

:kiss::kiss:

See you guys !!!!

Hola people!!! :D

 

Oh Chavi! are you going to see coldplay tomorrow????

you're lucky!

have fun! ;P

Shall we meet in Haarlem ? It's lovely and easy for me to get to. And maybe easier for you than Amsterdam.

Depending on how we feel we can then go to a beach or else do some (window) shopping ?

 

I may want to go for a swim in the morning with my friend and her baby, but after I could be all yours! I like Haarlem, it's a nice city... can I just let you know about time and stuff? I 'll just wait what my friend says, she may not have time at all...\

we are definitly on for tomorrow! I won't take that back!

 

I'm off ladies ! I'll be back on TUESDAY !!!!!!!!! :D

:kiss::kiss:

See you guys !!!!

 

OMG chavi have so much fun! I am thinking of you the entire time!!!! gahhhh sooo jealous!

ENJOY! and GIve Guy a kiss for me ahahaha

:kiss:

remember fuck coldplay :sneaky:

Bye Chavi ! Enjoy for 3 !

Give Chris a kiss for me (on the head).