I like hello kitty

I cant swim

my girlfriend is with me :3

I take seriously what John Burroughs conveyed about nature, what Jerry Manders says about meaningfulness in life at a human scale, what John Denver made us all feel about nature through his music, what Jocque Custo brought to light about the oceans, the planet, the intricate and sometimes delicate web of life.

I live on an island with a total population of 275, 000 people

I'm bi

my best friend is bi

the other day a friend of mine asked me if i was bi :wacky:

I'm so not in the mood to work.

I'm so not in the mood to work.

 

we are two :disappointed:

I got an A+ in Sociology!

I don't give a shit about most things in my life.

My family and I are all spending Christmas at a very, very close friend's house back in my old home... Boston, Massachussetts. :dance:

I was at work today (actually I am now :shame:..there are no customers atm), and someone called looking for a certain book. So I looked it up in our computer system, and it said we had one in stock so she said she would come and get it. But when by the time she got here, I had realized that it was already on hold for someone else.

 

So I had to tell this girl that, and she got really really mad at me, and was like "Well you know I just came from work and I was expecting to go home with this book. It's for a Christmas gift, why can't you give it to me?" So I had to explain to her that I couldn't sell her a book that was on hold for someone, and she totally bitched me out. :bigcry:

I was at work today (actually I am now :shame:..there are no customers atm), and someone called looking for a certain book. So I looked it up in our computer system, and it said we had one in stock so she said she would come and get it. But when by the time she got here, I had realized that it was already on hold for someone else.

 

So I had to tell this girl that, and she got really really mad at me, and was like "Well you know I just came from work and I was expecting to go home with this book. It's for a Christmas gift, why can't you give it to me?" So I had to explain to her that I couldn't sell her a book that was on hold for someone, and she totally bitched me out. :bigcry:

that kind of shit happens a lot.. I feel sorry :uhoh:

 

well....... maybe I'm terribly wrong but....... I think I'm finding my best friend extremely sexy lately and I feel quite nervous near him, though we're friends for loads of years :confused: I've always been so ok and relaxed with him, almost like he's just one of my girl friends.......

....and I suddenly feel happy and it's like the whole cosmos goes right when he compliements me or says something sweet, but if he puts me down he really puts me very down and blue..... and I kind of get very jealous of the girls that stalk him around.... yeahh.... :uhoh:

And i just smile whenever he talks about something to me

And I just love when he invites me to have some tea and then we're like 1, 2 hours just talking and talking and laughing, just both of us... it's the best evening I can ever have!

I dunno whether I must feel happy or sorrowful or worried

:confused:

 

maybe I'm a stupid girl and I must stop dreaming away :bomb:

 

I just know that I don't want anything or anyone to break our good friendship... ever :)

Adriana your text made me teary eyes :sad: i miss my best friend so fuckin much.. we used to be like that until we start to date and he break up with me.. and i dont have any news from him its been months and i dont think ill talk to him anymore pff .. anyway :) thats beautifull

 

I never know how to react and i feel really embarassed when someone gives me a present, in special when its from someone im not expecting to.. :shy:

My boyfriend and I finished an entire packet of Tim Tams last night while watching a movie, and this morning, we went to the park to jog it off. :P

I was making cinnamon rolls, and then I closed the oven and I thought about the Pokémon theme song and then I did some spastical movement.

I don't know if I'll have time to work.:blank:

I'm always hungry

Adriana your text made me teary eyes :sad: i miss my best friend so fuckin much.. we used to be like that until we start to date and he break up with me.. and i dont have any news from him its been months and i dont think ill talk to him anymore pff .. anyway :) thats beautifull

 

I never know how to react and i feel really embarassed when someone gives me a present, in special when its from someone im not expecting to.. :shy:

oh it's a pity that happened.... I hate when this stuff can ruin such friendships :\

I used to have a big friend too, like, 3 years ago or something, we didn't date but I really fancied him (he was the fisrt guy i fell in love with) and we used to be close and I really had the hope that one day we could date :) but then he changed to other school and I had never seen him again, or heard of him... well, none of my friends either. :( it's a crap.... I just saw him again on an old mates dinner out some time ago, but he treated me as I was just another girl, he just said hello and didn't talk to me at all the whole evening. He was not giving a fuck for me and I'd been thinking of him all that time. I felt so broken........

oh it's a pity that happened.... I hate when this stuff can ruin such friendships :\

I used to have a big friend too, like, 3 years ago or something, we didn't date but I really fancied him (he was the fisrt guy i fell in love with) and we used to be close and I really had the hope that one day we could date :) but then he changed to other school and I had never seen him again, or heard of him... well, none of my friends either. :( it's a crap.... I just saw him again on an old mates dinner out some time ago, but he treated me as I was just another girl, he just said hello and didn't talk to me at all the whole evening. He was not giving a fuck for me and I'd been thinking of him all that time. I felt so broken........

 

 

oh thats really bad :\ i can imagine what you felt, sometimes i wonder whats in their minds, you know, i only wish to know if they also feel like us, i want to believe in that :( but.. i doubt it ..we better move on and forget it :) now i always tell people to not date with their best friends..i refuse to regret my relationship with him, cause it were the happiest days of my life.. but it hurts

 

My new hobby here is to check who are banned users of the board :sneaky::laugh4:

I still wake up early like a little kid on Christmas Day

im in love :heart:

I'm unhygienic. :|