ANNE YOU ARE ONE LUCKY DOG

*stares forever*

u're killing me here

 

 

NOW THAT YOU SAID IT. ANNE. O.M.G.

I KNOW RIGHT, she's one damn lucky women D:

 

I have to go now, I won't come back today *cough*math*cough*

hope to see you tomorrow :shy:

byeee <3

^DON'T LEAVE US HERE!!!

the other day at uni:

me and a friend decided to get some coffee from a coffee machine. it costs 2lt. i put 5lt so i need to take a 3lt change from this little pocket or whatever. i put my hand in it and i got...shocked.

me: *looks at friend in puppy eyes* ...it shocked me...:stunned:

friend: what? no way.

me: seriously! :|

 

and when you get shocked once, you dont want to put your hand again. i was not shocked hard, but it's so scary!

i was brave (not really) and tried again. AND IT DID IT AGAIN!!!

 

but there was line to the machine so i had to hurry up. someone told me to put on a glove so maybe then i wouldnt get shocked. third time was a lucky one. my superduperawesome glove saved me some money.

 

and today, again, same coffee machine. at first i didnt want to buy anything from it after the last "incident" but i had exactly 2lt, so i didnt need any change. YAY coffee. first friend put the money in it and got the coffee. then my turn. i put 2lt. and the machine decided there was somethin wrong with that coin so it went down to the "change pocket"

me: are you fucking kidding me???

and my friend was just laughing xDD

but i was being brave again....and nuffin happened this time. i got the money back and bought the coffee :|

 

WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND THAT COFFEE MACHINE??

drink less coffe :dozey:

 

 

 

No but seriouly , LOL ! :laugh3:

never!! xDD

 

from now on, Im scared of all coffee machines :|

:lol:

the other day at uni:

me and a friend decided to get some coffee from a coffee machine. it costs 2lt. i put 5lt so i need to take a 3lt change from this little pocket or whatever. i put my hand in it and i got...shocked.

me: *looks at friend in puppy eyes* ...it shocked me...:stunned:

friend: what? no way.

me: seriously! :|

 

and when you get shocked once, you dont want to put your hand again. i was not shocked hard, but it's so scary!

i was brave (not really) and tried again. AND IT DID IT AGAIN!!!

 

but there was line to the machine so i had to hurry up. someone told me to put on a glove so maybe then i wouldnt get shocked. third time was a lucky one. my superduperawesome glove saved me some money.

 

and today, again, same coffee machine. at first i didnt want to buy anything from it after the last "incident" but i had exactly 2lt, so i didnt need any change. YAY coffee. first friend put the money in it and got the coffee. then my turn. i put 2lt. and the machine decided there was somethin wrong with that coin so it went down to the "change pocket"

me: are you fucking kidding me???

and my friend was just laughing xDD

but i was being brave again....and nuffin happened this time. i got the money back and bought the coffee :|

 

WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND THAT COFFEE MACHINE??

 

TROLOLOLOLOLOLOO xDD

 

BAD COFFEE MACHINE :whip:

hello :P

:blank:

TRALALALLALALA

this is a post

 

:|

NO THIS IS ONE :snobby:

CUT THE AWSUM KITTEH CWAP !!!!

^OMG SARA THAT IS AWESOME!!!! :awesome:

:dance:

RAMBLINGPOSTISRAMBLING ignore if you don't want to read about my feeling but ugh, I have to let this out.

 

 

Okay so I don't know, I miss you guys so much. It's not that I don't have time to be here (I sleep 4-7 hours, I'm at school 5-8 hours and the rest of the day I'm on computer sooo...) but you know, I don't want to lose you all. That's why I don't really talk to you that much anymore. I already lost the most important person of my life and I can't take it anymore. I'm so scared that I'll lose Laura too (since she's the only one I talk to nowadays really, though even we don't talk that much anymore...) because she's become so close to me. Every fucking time we talk I'm so scared that I fuck things up or something.

 

One year ago I was so happy. I didn't seem to be as I whined about everything, but now that I've read some old texts I've been writing last year, I realise that I really was happy. I had seen one of my favourite bands (Mew) live and I was going to see my other favourite band (Muse) live three times. School was whatever, but I didn't care, all I wanted to do was to talk with you all. I had a person who I cared about in my life, and what's most important, she cared back. Family things were okay (well as okay as they could be back then, and when you think about my family situation now), everything was okay.

Then again, now I'm so fucked up with school, I've fucked all of the friendships I've ever had, family things aren't that great, I'm scared because of my dog, I'm scared because of my grandpa. I miss people, but at the same time I hate people. I want to fly somewhere because there's always opportunity that the plane crashes. I don't have any motivation towards school, I don't even have an inspiration to photograph. With my camera I used to be able to let all the stress out. Now I haven't photographed since I came back from London in September. I haven't looked through my London pics either. The only thing that's right is music.

 

And well, congrats if you read this whole thing because I think it didn't make any sense. But you know, when you lose something you can't replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse? But yeah, it's not your fault, it's mine. I can't keep friendships together, I always end up ruining them. I'm sorry. And okay I stop now.

 

 

Man, feels good. I'm just going to delete this later.

ouch Annika that souns :sick:

 

but I don't hate you :nice:

I ruin friendships also sometimes and I hate it when I see that person again

 

it looks like you needed to say this so I hope you feel better now :hug:

Annika, you should come here more often. :disappointed:

CUT THE AWSUM KITTEH CWAP !!!!

 

 

 

RAMBLINGPOSTISRAMBLING ignore if you don't want to read about my feeling but ugh, I have to let this out.

 

 

Okay so I don't know, I miss you guys so much. It's not that I don't have time to be here (I sleep 4-7 hours, I'm at school 5-8 hours and the rest of the day I'm on computer sooo...) but you know, I don't want to lose you all. That's why I don't really talk to you that much anymore. I already lost the most important person of my life and I can't take it anymore. I'm so scared that I'll lose Laura too (since she's the only one I talk to nowadays really, though even we don't talk that much anymore...) because she's become so close to me. Every fucking time we talk I'm so scared that I fuck things up or something.

 

One year ago I was so happy. I didn't seem to be as I whined about everything, but now that I've read some old texts I've been writing last year, I realise that I really was happy. I had seen one of my favourite bands (Mew) live and I was going to see my other favourite band (Muse) live three times. School was whatever, but I didn't care, all I wanted to do was to talk with you all. I had a person who I cared about in my life, and what's most important, she cared back. Family things were okay (well as okay as they could be back then, and when you think about my family situation now), everything was okay.

Then again, now I'm so fucked up with school, I've fucked all of the friendships I've ever had, family things aren't that great, I'm scared because of my dog, I'm scared because of my grandpa. I miss people, but at the same time I hate people. I want to fly somewhere because there's always opportunity that the plane crashes. I don't have any motivation towards school, I don't even have an inspiration to photograph. With my camera I used to be able to let all the stress out. Now I haven't photographed since I came back from London in September. I haven't looked through my London pics either. The only thing that's right is music.

 

And well, congrats if you read this whole thing because I think it didn't make any sense. But you know, when you lose something you can't replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse? But yeah, it's not your fault, it's mine. I can't keep friendships together, I always end up ruining them. I'm sorry. And okay I stop now.

 

 

Man, feels good. I'm just going to delete this later.

 

D'aaaw Annika <3

don't feel like you shouldn't talk here 'cause ur affraid to lose us 'cause you won't !!!

really we all love you no matter what, and you know we're always here to help you :hug:

 

(I suck at cheering people up I know D: )

 

but maybe this post hepls in a way :wacky:

point is WE LOVE YOU !!! :heart:

 

:shy:

good Lord my neighbours are loud. just stop laughing.

or dont. it's better than screaming which i usually hear

D'aaaw Annika <3

don't feel like you shouldn't talk here 'cause ur affraid to lose us 'cause you won't !!!

really we all love you no matter what, and you know we're always here to help you :hug:

 

(I suck at cheering people up I know D: )

 

but maybe this post hepls in a way :wacky:

point is WE LOVE YOU !!! :heart:

 

:shy:

 

all the way across the sky :heart: