I'm insecure about my hair. :|

 

I know I just said that out loud.

Wait but wouldn't you have to grow out your hair in the front?

Shopping for insurance is hard work :(

Never done that before :P

I'm insecure about my hair. :|

 

I know I just said that out loud.

 

YOUR HAIR LOOKS FINE.

You need to colour your hair bright purple.

YOUR HAIR LOOKS FINE.

 

I know, but I'm just insecure about it...

Or even bright green, something to stand out from the crowd.

 

You are not a number.

No...I have bangs. They're extremely long, though, so I tuck them behind my ear. :|

You need to colour your hair bright purple.

Dress code at my school includes "no unusual/unnatural hair colors or styles are permitted."

 

Additionally, I don't like bright purple very much. :|

A shame about the dress code (do you still have to wear uniforms or is it free choice?)

 

Random but I've been reading the Maximum Ride Manga recently

Well, we have to wear a polo shirt with the school logo on it (any color, thank goodness), but, in terms of pants, it's much more open - any pants/bottoms aside from jeans, yoga pants, basketball shorts, and skirts more than four inches above the knee are fine.

 

There's one day out of dress code on the last Friday of every month, too.

 

I haven't even read the last two books of the Maximum Ride series, much less the manga. :uhoh2:

A shame about the dress code (do you still have to wear uniforms or is it free choice?)

 

Random but I've been reading the Maximum Ride Manga recently

Whoa.. I've never read the books but I feel like I must judge the manga.

Dress code at my school includes "no unusual/unnatural hair colors or styles are permitted."

 

Additionally, I don't like bright purple very much. :|

Pfft. Not in my school.

FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION FO LYFE YO

 

Actually wait, there's a loophole in that. What exactly is unusual or unnatural?

No...I have bangs. They're extremely long, though, so I tuck them behind my ear. :|

 

Oh... well then... I say 2 looks artsy.

Don't worry guys, I'm not dead :P

NOW GO AND BLESS FRANATHOMEEN

"unnatural" as in anything that could not occur in nature. So I could have blond highlights, but not pink hair....because no one naturally has pink hair. :|

How are you guys?

EMMAAA

 

I'm well, but I still need to do some of my homework. :|

It's early on sunday morning, give your brain sometime to wake up. I'm stressed about stuff I shouldn't be that stressed about D; i need to talk but I don't want to annoy people.

I woke up at 5:15. :| Also, I tend to work more effectively in the morning, for whatever reason.

 

That sounds a lot like me [sometimes], actually.

Tie up your thoughts and lay them down on me :hug:

 

[That was a Keane lyric]

So basically

 

First off, I'm on the pill to control these really bad depressive mood swings I have. Annoyingly I have to take a break from taking them for this week. So I'm not feeling the best and basically all I want is my boyfriend.

But he is just so stressed out, his problems just seems to be piling up on him. He hates being around me when he's like that. He doesn't want me to see him like that. I want to help but I can't do anything.

 

Then he needs money, not for just petty shit but proper stuff. Like he has to pay his college registration fee, his rent, the doctors but doesn't have the money. I have money, like a good bit of money I won't be using in the next few months. Like he could pay me back. But he just won't take it. Like he got slightly angry because I even offered.

Basically he's getting stressed because he has problems. And I'm now getting frustrated cause I see him like this and he won't let me do anything to help.

 

Sounds petty idk. The break from the pill and my depressive mood swings are not helping D;

Do his parents have enough money to support him with his rent/necessary bills? :thinking: If they do, I guess you could ask them if they can help him out [obviously, he's stressed], and, if they're really unwilling to, you could pay them the same amount of money that he needs in the near future. If they're not well-off, then, well...maybe you could give them the money to your boyfriend through them? He might be more willing to accept the money that way. :shrug:

 

(I'm assuming for the sake of this that he doesn't have a job)

 

/bad at relationship advice

Oh accepting the money is out of the question. He would rather I punch him in the face. He usually helps his mom with the bills and such. Even if I did that, if he found out afterwards that it was from me he wouldn't be happy at all D: like it would cause serious problems between us.

He's in bands and teaches guitar so he has an income. He just needs to get through the next few weeks, not have any extra expenditure and not let the stress get to him.

 

MORE SLIGHT PROBLEMS WHICH AREN'T THAT BIG THAT WILL PASS SOON

 

 

I was so annoyed and slightly upset last night. This rather new friend of mine, well he likes me. He saw me and my two friends dancing and came over to say hello. (He knows one of my friends the same amount time as he knows me, and he knows my other friend a bit longer I think).

He comes up and just says hello to my friends, but with me it's all shouting calling me "franks" (his nickname for me) and he picks me up and gives me a massive hug. Then we went dancing in a group, but him and I were kind of dancing and messing together. Like nothing bad at all. There's nothing behind it (from me anyways)

 

My 2 close friends were joking about him being in love with me. It was grand because it's nothing, but it was just a joke between the 3 of us.

 

Then one of them told my boyfriend about us dancing, messing and him being in "love" with me. Like it didn't come off as a joke when she told him. He just went all straight faced and asking me if there was anything behind it.

I talked to my boyfriend afterwards and he knows it's not anything at all. But she shouldn't have told him ;___;

 

 

 

 

 

Okay I'm done now.

Phew!

 

 

 

Would you like to get anything off your chest?

Tell him to not spend any money on anything other than necessities, then. (food and those bills) :|

 

Nah, not really...I mean, I'm a little bit annoyed with the fact that I have a bit of stomach flab (and I can only do 10 pushups ;_; ), but other than that, there isn't much. My mom says I get upset at the smallest things, but that's me being, as my math teacher puts it, a "hormonal dysfunctional unit." :P

 

 

..but I still eat lunch at school in the bathroom. :|

 

He is quite good for saving money. The only extra he would spend is on drink and weed. Like he wouldn't binge drink or smoke often, but it gives him a break from the worrying.

 

You're skinny, from what you've said on here. Stomach "flab" is nothing to worry about! (mainly cause it probably doesn't exist). Do a bit of weight lifting with tinned food. BUILD UP THOSE MUSCLES!

 

Please please please try to ... i don't even know how to word it... stop eating by yourself D; it's easier said than done, I know! I spent the first half of my first year of high school unable to make friends at all.

I actually owe all my friends now, even my boyfriend, to this one friend of mine. She was the first person who helped me, introduced me to people and of course was an awesome friend herself.

 

Join clubs and societies if you have them, find people with the same likes.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ALSO BATHROOMS ARE UNHYGIENIC AND FOOD SHOULD NOT BE CONSUMED IN THEM.

...how about relaxing activities that don't cost money? :thinking: Like, I don't know, reading a book from the library/listening to music that he already has?

 

*note to self: lift soup cans*

 

Mostly, the fact that I eat *cough* alone is because I can't handle all of the talking/yelling in the cafeteria. There is a certain point at which I can handle noise; after there is more sound than that level, I start to feel like the world is pressing down on me, and I become extremely stressed out. :freak: Bathrooms, at the very least, are quiet (and they actually aren't too unhygienic, compared to the cafeteria :|).

 

Oh, there are plenty of clubs at my school [at least 30, I believe], and I'm planning to be in the fencing club (where I already know most of the fencers anyway, since they take lessons with me), Math League (if I get in...they have tryouts at my high school :uhoh:), and maybe the GSA and Art Club. My school has a 30-minute activity period during the day; otherwise, I wouldn't be able to do any clubs outside of math league, since I already have fencing, taekwondo, and piano lessons outside of school. :|

He reads a load and music is a big part of his life. I gave him two new albums yesterday and i have to give him Florence and the Machine's one when I see him again :nice: That might help a bit :shrug: haha

I'm not a major fan of his drinking and such, but I wouldn't take it away from him. I don't know. The relaxing and bonding with friends or family I think is good for him.

 

Can ye not like eat in other places? or are ye confined to there? like besides hiding in the bathroom. In our school we were allowed to have lunch anywhere (besides the locked rooms like the computer rooms, the labs and the kitchens). So there was just girls sitting all over the corridors and in random rooms. SO MANY PEOPLE x___x

 

I hated going to the canteen (cafeteria with lack of food basically) because you do get stressed. There's just so many people and it's loud. People pushing and everything. JUST NO D:

 

Do fencing! I did fencing for like 3 weeks, haha. I just learned that I have a very good ear. Did you ever do the exercise where you close your eyes, hold up your sword, someone else hits it and you have to tell where they've hit it by the sound?

Well I was class at that. The instructor was talking to me afterwards asking me if I play music.

 

 

That was the only thing was good at

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