i also think that people who are naturally emotional are drawn to certain types of music

 

Coldplay, Radiohead et al. is emotional music :nice:

i suffer from light depression

 

which is rediculous because my life is great and i have so few worries but i think it's just part of my personality. once a week or so i'll go through 24 or 48 hours or so of feeling moody, wanting to be alone and not being social. normally it's triggered by an event but sometimes it just happens

 

i've learned to live with it, and music is a massive part of dealing with those sorts of feelings - if i'm feeling angsty you'll quite often find me playing guitar or singing loudly to music :D

 

Fuck, I've lived with you for nigh on 4 years and I never knew that :o

 

Explains a lot tho :P

 

I rarely feel down, usually it's when I leave jessy or vice versa...other times it's when I worry about money, as Simon can atest to, I worry about it a lot, tho I start my new job on wednesday, so when I get a regular income for a while I should chill out...hehe

Christ! This topic just keeps going down, lower and lower, to the depths...

 

Twix, Im pretty sure feeling down all the time IS actual depression. You should get that checked up. I had it, they gave me pills but I dont like pills so I didnt take them. I felt better naturally, after about a year or so. Horrible time, truely.

 

Simon, once a week you go through that? Maybe Im visualising the moody day or two as much more extreme then it is (Simon wailing on the guitar and crying blood and stuff) but once a week is enough mon. For wanting to be completely alone and all that.

 

Daryl, of course I'll be insensitive to people in the future, especially if theyre a jerkoff like you or Gordon. That kids a spamming asshole. You must think this is the first time I've ever experienced being sad or something.

 

Tom, yeah you got pills too. I'd never take them. But this wasnt human nature down, I was really, really sad. I've felt the emptyness before, but yesterday I felt so sad I could've nearly passed out (This was after I wrote the topic) which was strange because I was beginning to feel better and then something just hit me like a brick wall.

 

I woke up, feeling crap, did a grueling 3 hour test, felt like shit the whole way through, but just as I was going home I guess I kinda felt happier. Whats the weirdest thing is that my girlfriend who I really like so much is just not cheering me up at all, strange. She usually does so easily.

 

And thanks people, test went good. Im feeling okay again. :wink3:

I don't need to be checked up, and I don't take pills.

Aiiiight. I just re-call that knowing for sure that I was depressed helped me get through it, is all.

I'll admit that sometimes I do find that having to take pills to make life bearable is very disturbing to me sometimes (especially when they raised my dosage and perscribed a second pill), but I think they really do help me. I still feel like hell a lot of the time, but it's not 24/7 like it was for... well, for the first 18 years of my life. I really wish I'd told a doctor about it earlier.

Damn! More pills would freak me out.

 

Do you know that in America they are crazy with pills?

 

This girl on a Real Life documentary (Not MTV, but it was called Real Life) got breast implants, the silicone mixed badly with her titty fat (Thats the medical term for it) and it made her like really ill, nearly half paralysed, all the time. To feel better, she needed to take like 10 or 15 different tablets, twice each, two or three times a day. It showed her gulping them down, just once out of the 2/3 times a day, it was freaky-

 

Aaaanyways, they sent her to Canada, she came back knowing she only needed 3 pills, she went to Britain, exact same prescription. The pills are costing her lots in America, because Americas messed up sometimes.

 

Even if I agreed to take pills in the first place, increased dosages and an extra pill would definately freak me out.

Aiiiight. I just re-call that knowing for sure that I was depressed helped me get through it' date=' is all.[/quote']

 

I don't mean like, allll the time actually. More of just occasionally. I don't really need a doctor to tell me whether I'm depressed for sure or not if I'm actually feeling down/depressed though.

I was feeling down for a while a couple months ago when my parents split up but I'm better now. :cool:

Oh yah, how did that go??

its called PMS.

 

lol yeah i do. it sucks, because you cant really do much about it....just wait til it goes away. for me at least....hope you feel better soon :)

I hate PMS!