todo bien iris, ocupada con la uni pero la semana que entra no hay clase asi que

 

jajaja!!! Yo tampoco tendré clases!!! :)

I Misss u ari .... hope you OK my sis.... I will never forget you !

Hey Ari :kiss: :kiss: Missing you too. Hope you are well :kiss:

I will leave forum for a very long time, it was a pleasure to be here but i gotta leave it.

Nice to see you her Beatriz :)

Nice to meet you here Charlie, are you charlie (steppenwolf) am i right?

 

I have to leave forum for some months, I hope i'll can come back soon and with better news.

 

When I come back next i hope i have more time to explain you what happened.

 

See you all.

 

Happy new year. :kiss:

hey Ari...

 

we miss you a lot...

 

 

wish you the best..

 

 

good luck girl!!!!!

 

 

:kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

I miss you loads Ari, loads and loads stay well sister and I hope you are OK

Thanks a lot friends, i miss you all too.

 

Please daryl check your pm.

 

Happy new year to all of you friends. :kiss:

Ari loves you all.... and she will be back soon........... !

She needs all your prayers.................. and positive thoughts....... !

Ari! How are you? :)

Happy new year and all the best for 2006 :kiss:

First of all i want to wish you a happy new year.

 

Is not easy for me to explain it but i'll try.

 

I wasn't here because my mum is ill. When i and my dad came back home from a uni talk we couldn't get in home because my mum locked the door as she use to do when she is alone at home. We phoned her because we thought she was sleeping, but she didn't asnwer, but i heard her caught. So we called the police and fire fighters (112) and they get in home from my balcony.

 

My mum is in ICU in Murcia, since the 12th dec. She had aneurisma (a vein in her brain explode) so she had to had surgery. Doctors told us that it could had happened in any moment when she was younger or when she'll be older.

 

Doctors told us that it will be slow but she is ok, althought they make she sleep yet, they are trying to get she breath by herself again slowly.

 

But soon will be 12th jan, that's a month since it happened. :(

 

A neighbourg had something similar 2 months and a half ago, and he was in hospital a month and a half, now he is at home and he walks and talks correctly so his family is helping us to keep the faith but i feel that my dad is not as ok as me.

 

Well that's why i wasn't here all this time.

 

I missed you all loads. I hope my mum will be better soon. I pray for her everyday i ask God to help us, to make she get better, and he is doing it, slowly as i told him but all is going ok, slowler than my dad and i want to but i prefer that is goes too slow and good than too fast and bad, you know.

 

When my dad came back home today after visit her in hospital, he told me that she can breath by herself, that's a very good news, but she have to wake up yet. I hope it'll be soon, because until she don't wake up we won't know how is the damage that it caused her. :/

Ari! rezo porque todo salga bien!!!! no te preocupes!!

Ari... lo siento mucho!!!!!!!!! Espero que todo se solucione... y pronto!!!!!

muchas gracias mafe. :kiss:

 

muchas gracias iris, eso espero. :)

por cierto... Daryl te añora mucho!!!!!

ya sé, le mandé un pm hoy contandole lo ocurrido.

 

con todo este no estuve en casa esta navidad y no tenia tiempo ni animo (no queria entristeceros) para entrar al foro. :/

ya me lo imagino.... d verdad que lo siento muchísimo!!!! :cry:

 

Espero que las cosas mejoren!!! por cierto.. que tal la uni???

Hi Ari and everybody

 

That was a long time since i last posted here...

And here i see that the news are not so good... But don't worry Ari, i'm sure everything will be ok for your mother ;)

 

I wish you a happy new year, hope that'll be better after

Take care ! :kiss:

 

(sorry for not answering your last pm some time ago, i've been busy with the uni...)

thanks a lot, don't worry about the pm.

 

happy new year for you too. how's uni going?

 

my mum is getting better slowly.

 

she's in a hospital room (not at icu) and she open her eyes by herself, she listen to us, and today she even try to speak. she move her feets and her hands (some finger, but she is moving a new finger everyday) so that's a good news. she identify us. :)

I'm glad to hear you're mum is getting better and I hope she makes a full recovery soon :kiss:

my mum finally death on 16th jan in the morning. doctors lied us, they told us that she was getting better when she wasn't ok. :(

 

i think that she left us calm i mean the night before she tried to said me 'i love you goodbye', and she'll be always in my heart. :cry: But i don't have to cry, because i know that she was happy when she saw me happy so i must keep being happy.

 

Probably we are going to rent our house and buy a new one in my mum's city (lorca) or my grandma house in my dad's city (valladolid) we didn't decide it yet.

 

I'm going to buy a dog my preference is a syberian husky.

all what had happened is making me think to leave writing poetry and stuff because i'm afraid that them will be sad at least the first ones i'll write. :/ i don't know what to do. :/

awwww ari, i dont really know u but u kindda know how u feel excuse but i feel helpless cause i dont know wt to write her for u to make u feel even a BIT better... i just cant :( just know that my heart and prayers are with u and with ur family and if u need anything just PM me or tell me here :) my name is Will by the way :) im sorry hunnie :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:

aww... i'm so sorry Ari...

I don't know what to say... I hope you feel a bit better now.

I don't know if you should stop writing poetry. Maybe you should keep on writing even if your poems are sad. It will maybe help you to feel better when writing them, even if you don't read them anymore... See what I mean ? It could be a way to make your pain go away ...

But only you can decide what's good for you ;)

Take care Ari :kiss: