thanks a lot for your words Will and Olive, I really appreciate them.

ARI!

WOW! You were here! cool, how are ya, sis? I miss ya so much!

write me a pm if ya want ;)

 

and I'm really sorry to hear about what happened to your mum :cry: :cry: be strong, sis. :embarrased: I'm with you... :kiss:

Oh Ari.....I read what happened.......it is really sad.......I hope everything will be better one day.......I don't know what to say.........and I can tell you that keeping on writing poetry maybe is better.....because you can express your feelings.....maybe you don't realise that it helps you at the beginning but I think from time to time it'll help you! :kiss:

yes i was here Ivi sis. how are you doing? i miss you too sis. :/ I guess you are doing ok, just busy with uni, right?

 

how's the weather in Czech Republic? Here is very cold, even had snowed in some hills in my city. :D

 

Julia: I hope all goes better soon, but oh well sometimes i think 'why i will do that, she's not here i can't celebrate that success with her', but i knos that she'll be always in my heart so she will be always with me.

 

I'm thinking to keep writing, i always wanted to be a writer and oh well i'm just afraid that from now on all my writings will be too sad and dark sometimes, but in life there are good moments too and i know they will come one day. :)

 

Btw how are you doing friends? :kiss:

Ari... mucha fuerza para ti y tu familia..

 

besos

 

 

bye!!

I am so so sorry to hear about your mum, Ari :embarrased:

I hope you and your family are alright and it's nice how she died happily and peacefully :kiss: :kiss:

If you want to talk, just pm me :) :kiss:

Btw how are you doing friends? kiss.gif

 

I'm fine.....I passed my drivers licence test last week........and all in all everything is ok!

 

I'm thinking to keep writing, i always wanted to be a writer and oh well i'm just afraid that from now on all my writings will be too sad and dark sometimes, but in life there are good moments too and i know they will come one day. smiley2.gif

 

I think it will help you that you see a better life in future......don't give up! :kiss:

awwwwwwwww driver licence :D Congrats Julia :kiss: :kiss: which reminds me that i should start taking lessons :embarrased: im so lazy :dozey:

Thanks Will........ :kiss:

Yeah start it.......it is really cool to be able to drive!

im sure it is :D well i can drive but not legally :P

yes i was here Ivi sis. how are you doing? i miss you too sis. :/ I guess you are doing ok, just busy with uni, right?

 

how's the weather in Czech Republic? Here is very cold, even had snowed in some hills in my city. :D

 

I'm doing great, I passed my last exam last monday, so now I have a little "uni's holiday" :)

 

here's a big cold too, temperatures are sometimes -12 degrees during a day, I don't remeber such a cold winter :( . But it seems better now. We should be glad that we don't live in Russia!

I like winter - eh, but these temperatures are too low

 

And keep writing the poems, you're good in it, there's no reason to doubt ;) :)

 

write me if you want :kiss: :)

Ari I am really sorry to hear that.......... I dont know what to say... I hoped everything would be OK

********** HUGS....................

 

I am sorry for you and your dad............

thanks a lot friends, i really appreciate your words, really. Is not easy to wake up somedays, sometimes even i think that she'll come and watch tv with me or that she'll hug me again as she used to do, but she won't come back, but i know she's with me, she's looking after me, and she gives me the help i need to go on everyday that's why i don't want to be sad, at least not all the day, i know she was happy just seeing that i'm happy, that's what makes me feel guilty, but i can't change anything. I'm generally calm about it but sometimes i'm not sure if things are like i thing or if my imagination built it for not to hurt me thinking about that i don't know.

 

Oh well i don't want to sound sad, i want to be happy for her, i want to make her feel proud of myself that's why i must be strong everyday and go on with my life, keep studying, get a job, keep writing and get a nice guy.

 

A part of me said me time ago that something wasn't ok with her, but i'm right about it, she didn't want to alarm us or may be even she didn't want to know that she wasn't ok and she decided to go on, and simply give us some warn sentences, like once i tried to help her to carry some shopping bags and she take them and said me 'let me do it, i'll do everything i'll can for you'. I agreed everything she said even if i thought she was not right, i just gave her some advice but she was free to take it or not, so if she knew what it was going to happend and didn't want to tell us i respect it, that's what makes me feel ok, know that she was calm about it, so if she accepted it why i must disagree and be sad about it?.

 

btw conrgats for your driving license julia.

redundancy don't be lazy and get your driving license soon, and do you have any way of contact with your greek friend yanni? the last i know about him is that he is moving to another place.

 

yes Ivi here is a bit too cold too, a night even my city was under 5 degrees. :stunned:

did you get your uni results? i'm sure you get very good marks.

I'm on exams now, i hope i'll do them ok.

Hey Ari, I only just read about your mum. I'm very sorry for you, my condolonces.Hope your doing well now..

thanks a lot burningmonk.

Ari................... ! :)

hiya daryl how are you doing?

 

I'm sorry i can't answered your pm yet but i read it, and i'm happy for you,, if that's what you want to do, do it. ;)

Good luck with your exams Ari! :) And thanks for the congrats!

did you get your uni results? i'm sure you get very good marks.

I'm on exams now, i hope i'll do them ok.

 

you're right, my marks really satisfied me :)

 

good luck with your exams!!!!!!

 

and don't forget - you're not alone..this isn't an empty phrase!!!!

 

Be as strong as you can, sis! Your life goes on...

Your mum can be proud of you ;)

Ari, my dear! Oh gosh, I'm so sorry about ur mum. Your last post there about her really made tears well up in my eyes.

You're such an admirably strong person.

 

*hugs* :kiss:

donde estas Ari!?

 

Ari si lees esto...como has estado!?...vente a postear auqnue sea un ratito!

 

se te extraña amiguita!

hoooola joyce y ari!!! hace mucho que no hablamos, como van las cosas?

saludos a todos

Ari, really hope you're okay. :)

hello

hello

 

do you normally say hello in every thread on the board,it's kinda dumb...:confused: