mandymcnabb

Annd Chris Granger. :smug: <3 Chris. Don't forget about him.

Hand in glooveee, the sun shines out of our behinds....:nice:

it's love. :nice:

Damn it. This ad shit sux.

I reckon there hasn't been enough Muse around here lately. I threw in some Shia to mix it up. :laugh4:

I know that, but anything can happen in the future. I know it doesn't make sense to all of you, it makes sense in my head though.

I'm afraid of falling in love and getting married, when I feel so strongly against it.

Things I'm afraid of are, religion and marriage. Religion because its so risky believing in one thing, because there are so many other things to believe in and when you really sit and think about it, its quite immense, because who knows if they are really believing in the right God/way. Whatever. I think religion in general is pretentious, particularly the Christian religion. I could never distinguish if I only believed and "loved" God because I truly did, or because I feared hell. I guess thats one of the reasons I don't follow a religion. It seems though that with most or any religion you are avoiding an unhappy afterlife, therefor your not genuinely believing in something. If I'm believing in a God, I want to love that God, and be able to worship and feel genuine love for a God, and not have to question why I believe/love. I guess if I had to say I was most comfortable in a religion, it would have to be Atheism. Only because I would rather nothing happen when I die, then have to face Hell or some kind of punishment. Re-incarnation sounds comforting to me also for some reason. I would honestly be reincarnated and have more lives till I reach Nirvana then get into Heaven or any of that. Hard to explain. I fear marriage because I kind of see it as a weakness. I don't want to have to depend on a spouse for me to be happy or live a full, exciting life. When I picture my ideal life 10 or 15 years from now, I picture me, with my own house, or apt, whatever, working as a Promotions Director for radio, being successful in my own terms, getting to travel, travel for culture and for music. I feel like marriage would hold me back on what I want to do. Another factor is that I don't want to compromise with another person, to have things the way I want them, such as the home I live in, or how its decorated, to little things like how I clean my house. Its pretty odd I know. Maybe as I grow older, I will see the light. I don't know. I'm not naive enough to think my outlook won't change, but as of now, thats how I want things to go. The whole dependency complex is weird to me, as I kind of am needy with friends.

gahagagaagaghhhh. Its fucking summer. Why the fuck don't my friends call me? Especially my best friend who leaves for State in August. gasdfhka;hdfrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Yeah, I usually like to verbalize the desire to put artist whom I really don't care for in a blender also.

Damn girls that makes 3 graduates here:cool: How have you ladies been?

Best work shirt everrrrr. Who doesn't like Queen, or pizza crust for that matter? :laugh4:

When I hear beautiful music it's always from another time Old friends I never visit, I remember what they're like Standing on a doorstep full of nervous butterflies Waiting to be asked to come inside :cry: I feel like I'm not close to anyone anymore. DADAM WORKAHOLICS.:cry:

:laugh4::laugh4:

My friend is going back to Russia, he was a foreign exchange student this year. Awe, I didn't think I was going to be this sad. :bigcry:

Yes ma'am. Anyway, how the hell have you been Therese, Its been forever!!!!!

:shocked3: I don't the song would just go like this: Those t*** are way to fuckin big. repeat 4x. :P

Ok people, no more on the knee jokes..:laugh4:

I wish it were true.:laugh4:

Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. I hate Animals. :P Nice.

I didn't know Ian was into that sort of thing...:shocked3: Or Frozen for that matter...:shocked2:

Damn, thank you for that link. I will definitely be using that in the future. :D

Working.:smug: To pay for all the concerts I want to go to.:smug: and for a new car.:shifty: I'm thinking a Ford Focus or something small, and good on gas.

He's hot regardless. :laugh4:

I don't know if I like the new performances of New Born as much as the old one, that one seemed to be draggin a little..:shifty: Heres a powerful one:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2v82gfJIZmM