So.. I got accepted to my college 4 or 5 months ago and ever since I've been sorta kinda excited, except not at the same time (if that makes sense..). But anyways, I got to the college, went on the tour, did the orientation activites and etc. I'm usually a very depressed/moody person, so I don't really go out of my way to talk to people and make friends but.. it just seemed like everyone else around me was having so much fun and I was the only one REALLY depressed. Just thinking about all the memories of childhood and how nothing is ever going to be the same again made me sick to my stomache. Also, the dorms at college are so fricking gross, I don't know if I'm going to be able to take it..
Did anyone else feel like this at all before they went to college? It felt like I was the only one not happy to go at orientation and the only one dreading it :( Didn't anyone else feel like this too? :/