Carolyn Marie

2:59 a.m. and I am working on an annotated bibliography for a research paper.

I've woken myself up laughing before, too. It seems to happen when I am really overtired, overstressed, or overserved.

Two interviews today and have two more set up for Thursday!

Day one of my quit is almost over. I have spent a good portion of the day thinking about how I'm not smoking, so I am going to have to work on that. Otherwise, I am very happy with my decision to quit and am determined to stay quit. Thanks for all the good luck and vibes from you all! :D

9:47 pm Cleaning for the impending arrival of my best friend this weekend.

Well, I guess you could always just say that to her if she ever complains about the relationship to you. Good luck! :)

Indeed. My boyfriend (who is also quitting) and I set up a savings account at our bank to put in weekly what we would have spent on cigarettes. If my calculations on THAT are correct, we would be able to go on a weeklong cruise with the money we save in one year. It's a compelling motive, I would say!

1:45 am Talking to Jay on messenger, one of my favorite people to talk to whom I have never met but have some serious conversations with.

Rebellion, really. It was "cool" to smoke, and I will admit, I wanted to be "cool." Now, 16 years later, I realize that I have been enslaved by these things. My health has drastically deteriorated because of them and if my calculations are correct, I have spent well over $32,120.00 dollars on this habit in my lifetime. Scary, eh?

15 years old is when I had my first cigarette.

I have smoked regularly for the past 16 years. Last week I started Chantix to help me quit. Tomorrow is my first day of my quit. Wish me luck!

I have to disagree with you, Jay. While it definitely is a burden knowing that type of thing about a friend, sometimes you just have to keep it to yourself. Yes, it sucks, but I think it comes down to a loyalty thing. EDIT: I do think the friend needs to tell her boyfriend what she did, though.

the cap to my pen

I feel like sleeping. God, it would be so nice to get a full night's sleep for once.

a very fun weekend

12:43 am listening to music and just finished reading for class.

I'm not saying what you may think I am saying because what you think I am saying is not what I am saying at all. You see what I'm saying? Say you see what I'm saying.

I'm not saying anything at all.

Pissing contests only lead to piss all over everything. I'm not sayin', I'm just sayin' is all...

That's what the gender symbols are for, darling. 11.1 because Chris is hawt!

It is 3:40 a.m. CST and I am going to bed. Goodnight all!

:backsoutofthreadslowly

It's all making sense now. ;)

Well we already have YouPorn.com...I don't know how that would work out legally, though.

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