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In my last morgue class of 1st semester, the doctor (amazing teacher btw) used a pig's heart to show us the heart anatomy :nice: and yes haha, it really stinks. He also used a cow's heart, so fucking big, I used the scalpel on it <3 It has to be, medicine is so beautiful.. SOOO BEAUTIFUL DAMMIT. Is your school linked to some hospital? Mine is. But they have blood :P So I gave some blood today (again) and the person who took the sample did it wrong :stunned: broke my vein. I didn't see how much they took, cause I can see blood, touch it, and take samples, but not see my own blood go out of my body :( I dissected a fish for zoology :awesome: The lab stinked so much.. Anatomy is wonderful, probably the subject I love the most.

I feel repressed.

A pig's heart? :wacko: Or.. human :uhoh:

^<3 Time to do some school shit..

I understood today :nice: She was really careful explaining it, and I got it. I changed the title cause I used to feel amazing by the fact that I'm a med student and I'm studying to have one of the best jobs in the world, but I dunno, maybe it isn't special at all. Maybe I'm still common like the rest of the world. Yay for me.. Blood for what? Biochem? :wacko: I'm giving blood again tomorrow, for glucose test. Did you take some blood? :D I had an anatomy test today, easy :heart: And I started doing some problems in biochemistry, pH.

God this is annoying. I cried all night, and I've been crying for the past 20 mins. Weird cause I never cry.

Thanks. Yes, shit life is shit.

Don't worry. I'll stop crying eventually.

Probably never. All I know is that I have to cry all the shit I didn't cry these past few months.

Specially Nude.

Sorry Eddie, but right now it's impossible for me to feel anything remotely similar to happiness.

Fake plastic trees isn't helping now that I'm miserably depressed..

Night Nick. Good luck with those tests.

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Then I'd kill them viciously with my set of scalpels and electric chainsaws.

If I become a lead forensics investigator (or LFI as Vince Masuka calls it) maybe I'll be happier since dead people can't die.

Adidas is better..

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This empathy or perception thing or whatever it is scares me.

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I'm sorry but, who is Richey?

That's very good :P

Night Perrine :nice: Yeah, I remember that too. But again, too complex, I hope the doctor can explain that tomorrow. You did great, thank you very much :heart: