i'maveryneatMonster.'

I thought you were 16.

I'm 20 :(

^<3 Well, I know it gets harder, but being in college isn't the easiest moment of a life.

Ok :nice:

Ha, no one supports me. It's ok, it's not like I was expecting some miraculous affective attitude from anyone. God gave me shit, shit I'll take.

Don't worry, no more redbulls for me. Well, I know it's worth the try, it's just scary sometimes..

Yeah, but my ego tells me to try to be the best. I could handle a crappy schedule, I just need determination. My limits are just health things. That's why I'm in doubt, but I'm getting closer and closer to pick the crappy schedule. Then crappy schedule- I think that's what I'll do. Haha, YES! That's what I was thinking about all day, dealing with my residency will be easier if I get to deal with hard stuff right now.. And hard people too. My group got (again) really difficult doctors, so that's a big challenge, intellectually and about dealing with assholes.

I think it's best too, also, I think I want to be as busy as I can.. And it can be really frustrating being there, but I've been able to handle it. Or test myself and pick the shitty. If you mean how long they last, depends on how many times I have the class per week, so, if it's 5 days a week, it's usually a 1 hr thing.

I thought about it all morning, something tells me to stay with my schedule.. Well, I managed to pass all my subjects last semester, having a crappy schedule as well, I was there from 7 am to 6-6:30 pm everyday, so I'm used to the "pressure". My doubts are many, me organizing myself to have the right amount of time to study, and also my health is playing an important role here.

*PROBLEM SOLVED* So, this morning I went to college to make my first payment, and went to request my schedule. Well, it's absolute shit. Even worse than the one I had the first semester. And to make it worse, I have 3-4 days (I still dunno) where I get out at 8:00 p.m. and have to go on Saturdays. So, here's my dilemma, what should I do? Get in another group and be all comfy and semi relaxed, coming home early but having low chances of learning? Or, stay with my schedule and deal with cruel but brilliant doctors and get used to the pressure? It's a demanding career.. So? any thoughts? edit: If you're wondering what's the biggest problem, it's that I don't know if I'll keep up with this, and be able to study since my shitty schedule has well.. many blank spots between classes, I won't have too much time to study at home, my sleep hours becoming less and less, and I practically have to memorize every fucking book. I almost fucked up last semester.

NOOOOOOOTHING.

^Wilsoooon! <3

Haha, yes, I love it. I loved the way he looked before, but he definitely needed a different haircut.

Or she got mad cause Cameron was cut. Ahhh... CAMEROOOOOOON :(

AHH :cheesy: LOVE THEM! CAMEROOOOOON :( I don't really understand why she didn't go, I mean, she was a cast regular this season.. Maybe she's mad :mean:

SHE WASN'T? :stunned: I want to see :mean: CAMEROOOOOOOON :(

CAMEROOOOOOON :(

Love you too :heart: :whip:

Well, I know you have school :rolleyes: But if you want to stay, :heart:

Go to sleep :nice:

^Ok.

I'm so annoyed..

I love him.

"Nobody is born with a mind full of medicine knowledge." Did you come up with that now? Did that take a lot of effort? Do you really think that you're admirable because you kissed every doctor's ass? You're pathetic, you're far from being brilliant, smart, or in love with this. I'll kick my ass like last semester, and you'll see brilliant, not kiss ass.

He should cut his hair..