Technicolor Sparks

It sort of hurts my feelings when everyone is having secretive talks and stuff. I know I wasn't involved, but I'd still like to know what was going on. :(

Ahhh you are just SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE :bomb::bomb::bomb:

-16C, feels like -25C. Classic dorm, though - my air conditioning has been running all afternoon. I'm dying.

Haha, this was from the night before! But yeah, I had a good time at the club too. :) Omg I don't want to study :bigcry:

He's so out of my league. I promised myself I wouldn't fall this hard...too late.

Ok, I'm back! It was pretty fun. I was really shy and self-conscious for a while, but it wasn't too bad. My friend Felix kept telling me that I should just relax (not in a mean way), so I hope it wasn't really noticeable :( There were a lot of creepy guys too, and three of them were particularily gropey. There was one guy who wouldn't leave me alone, so I ended up dancing with him for like 30 minutes. My friends were across the dance floor so they couldn't come rescue me! So that was a little uncomfortable... Overall it was okay though. I'm glad I had the experience, and at least now I know that it is something I will only do occasionally haha!

Really? Whoa! That kind of thing really scares me, so I'm sure I will guard my drink with my life!

Haha my fifth grade teacher told us about three times a day that we had to watch our drinks at parties. We weren't even old enough to go to parties! But his horror stories have pretty much scarred for me life, so I will be careful. :P

I hope there are cocktails at this club. I'm not really a fan of beer or shots.

Ok. I'm going to do it. :bigcry:

Most of them have been to clubs before. Three of the guys in particular are pretty big party-goers. A few of my friends aren't big into drinking and partying, but they are all very confident and outgoing and seem really excited about tonight, whereas I'm a complete introvert!

I don't really drink alcohol and I don't really like the type of music they play in clubs, but I guess you're all right - I should probably go for the experience. Aaah I'm super nervous now! :uhoh:

Ok, so I have never been to a nightclub before, but a group of my friends here at school are renting a limo and going to a club tonight. When they asked me to go with them last week, I made up an excuse so that I wouldn't have to go. But now I'm starting to feel left out because everyone is so excited about it. This morning they were trying to convince me to cancel my (fake) plans, and I told them that I would think about it. Well, I'm thinking about it and I just can't decide! I've been to one social at my university, and it wasn't very fun. Mind you, I went with only one friend and she is a bitch so it was bound to be a bad night. But she told me that I "seemed awkward", so now I'm terrified that I will be awkward if I go tonight. I'm a terrible dancer, I could definitely be more attractive, and I'm so self-conscious that I know I'm going to be worried about seeming ugly and awkward all night. Also I'm prone to anxiety so it intensifies everything. Anyways if you are still reading, could you give me some advice? Should I just try to overcome my fears and go? Or should I be safe and stay in my dorm tonight. Thanks!

I will consider this as something that made me happy today because it was 2 am :P ...having a massive pillow fight with three of my friends last night when practically everyone else in the dorm was at a social :awesome: And it made me even happier that one of the friends is a guy that I really really like, and he wanted to be on my team so that he could protect me :blush:

That was such a great night :)

Why can't I just be carefree and confident? My life would be so much better :bomb:

June :awesome:

I hope I get my tracklisting soon. :bomb:

-21C, with the windchill feels like -32C. It actually feels like winter now :P

Youth - Foxes :heart:

9:24 am and wasting time before I leave for class.

I wish I was prettier. I wish I had more confidence. Basically, I just wish I was someone else.

[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6veyzC2Mi2I]Foxes - Youth - YouTube[/ame] :heart:

What the Water Gave Me - Florence + the Machine :heart:

What kind of book are you writing?