Technicolor Sparks

I really want to go with you all, but I'm too shy and self-conscious. I would just end up feeling terrible about myself. :(

I love The Bravery :awesome:

Ok, so MAJOR drama amongst my group of friends. After James was so awful and rude on Saturday night at my friend's dinner party, two of us are absolutely furious at him. James is trying to make everyone promise not to eat with the two who are furious. I didn't eat dinner with everyone last night, so I'm not sure what happened. But today at lunch James asked me if I thought he had been rude on Saturday. I'm hate conflict and confrontation, so I told him that I didn't want to get involved. He was soooo mad. And he was like "___ says I can't hang out with the rest of you anymore". I didn't say anything haha. But yeaahh. Everyone is having "secret talks" behind each other's backs. This only me and one other friend who have decided not to get involved. It's so awkward, but at least it is looking like james won't be around anymore.

Still obsessed with Never Let Me Go. I've lost count of how many times I've listened to it in the past two days. :heart: Also I'm loving Where I Belong by Switchfoot.

Ahhh I didn't know there was Switchfoot thread!!! :love:

Hey Deirdre! I'm Emily, your mixtape maker. I'm glad you enjoyed it :) Sorry about the track 7 and 9 thing...I think those were in itunes format and I had trouble trying to convert them. Anyway, I'll put some comments in red! :) So here is the final tracklisting: 1) Dead Hearts - Stars 2) Furr - Blitzen Trapper 3) Almost Everything - Wakey!Wakey! 4) Before I'm Old - Fictionist 5) The Water - Johnny Flynn ft. Laura Marling 6) Point Me At Lost Islands - Tired Pony 7) Your Biggest Mistake - Ellie Goulding 8) Pulling On A Line - Great Lake Swimmers 9) Holy Ghost - White Lies 10) I'm Good, I'm Gone - Lykke Li 11) Believe - The Bravery 12) Oh No - Andrew Bird 13) You're A Wolf - Sea Wolf 14) The King And All of His Men - Wolf Gang 15) Hello Hurricane - Switchfoot And a link in case others want it: http://www.mediafire.com/?bkhhspkzum6k6bk Glad you enjoyed it. :) Oh, and I called it "Watching the Skies" after the lyrics in "Hello Hurricane" where he sings "I've been watching the skies, they've been turning blood red..."

Never Let Me Go - Florence + the Machine Just perfect.

I'm 19 and my favourite tv show is Gilmore Girls! But if you need a current show, then I would go with 30 Rock.

I know. I can't help it though. :shame: It's just automatic for me to be nice to people!! I try not to talk to him, except when he asks me a direct question.

Ahhh I'm so embarassed :cry: Why does this kind of thing ALWAYS happen to me?!

I had to go because my closest friend here was having a party at the house her boyfriend is renting for the next four months...it was kind of like a joint celebration for James's birthday, another of our friend's birthday, and to meet her boyfriend. I didn't get him a present though (I don't think anyone did?) He was being so awkward all night...first he made my friend cook him something else than the lasagna she made for everyone else, and then he said he hated it and ate the lasagna after all. And he only drinks hot water, so he kept handing my friend his glass and saying "Water". Like wtf!!! He's 24 today, he should have some manners by now!! Anyway we just got home, and since we are both on the top floor of our building, we were last to get off. He said "Sweet Dreams" when I went into my room. :facepalm:

I'm looking forward to when Snow Patrol's Fallen Empires is released in Canada!

Oh god, I'm going to his birthday party today.

-2C with a windchill of -9C, and light snow. Still feels more like March than January.

Ok, I will try this again and hope I don't accidentally delete it all. Here is my review: Overall, I really enjoyed this tape. It was really well done. I can't wait to get the tracklisting! Thank you mixtape maker! :)

Oh. my. god. I just had two songs left to type in my review, and I accidentally clicked the advertisement and deleted it all. NOOOOO :bigcry:

10:52 pm and just got back from playing poker with friends. But now I'm wallowing in misery.

Dead Hearts - Stars :heart:

I wish I could change everything about myself.

I lent him money for the bus today. Whyyyyy did I do that??!! I'm too nice. :shame:

Righty.

I learned that the guy I really like, who I thought liked me too, is interested in someone else. At least I think so. Nothing ever works out for me. I'm going to die alone. :disappointed:

1. I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons 2. I'd Lie - Taylor Swift 3. American Nomad - The Apache Relay 4. Romeo and Juliet - The Killers 5. Gravity - Coldplay 6. Chasing Cars (Live) - Snow Patrol 7. The Limit to Your Love - Feist 8. Snow Crystals - Apparatjik 9. The Phantom of the Opera - Andrew Lloyd Webber 10. Hymn to the Sea - James Horner (from Titanic)

8.7 GB on my iPod, but 10.4 GB if you count what I haven't synced yet, as well as music that I don't really want on my iPod anymore, but kept just in case I have the urge to listen to it sometime. :P

haha clearly! But I meant that if I accepted the gift, he might think that maybe I actually do like him back now. Which I don't. And never will. :P