I don´t know what to do today

I wish that the weekend isn't going to end. :shame:

I love this movie

Grr hungry.

I should get decided on whether I am gonna warm up my frozen pizza or prepare something from scratch. Also I might revise stuff for my driving exam. And what should I watch while I eat? *so many thoughts*

Pizza it is and I am gonna watch Thor: I hope it´s good

Mmmm so productive.

8 hours of retail, here I come.

I realized she doesn't have everything going for her, that makes me happy, does that make me a bad person?

No. You don't. This is how I was raised, and how my Mother still acts and believes. I wish I could email this to her, but she'd only tear it apart and say you were too 'liberal'. CLosed hearts, closed minds, closed doors. Then they wonder why people don't listen.

 

It's sad. What really bothers me about it is that they claim to be so "Christlike," but then someone not up to their standards comes and they're turned away. That's what happened to a relative of mine who was trying to get his life on track, they wouldn't even let him in a church building. First of all, haven't they ever read who Jesus spent all his time with?

Bedtime for me. I have to get up early, shower and go to my driving lesson. Enjoyed my time on the forum today. I am really happy to be talking to all the nice people here. Thinking Good Night to you all :)

I'm currently having an interesting conversation with myself about free will and people questioning why God let someone do something to them or just do something and didn't stop them. It's fun times.

It's sad. What really bothers me about it is that they claim to be so "Christlike," but then someone not up to their standards comes and they're turned away. That's what happened to a relative of mine who was trying to get his life on track, they wouldn't even let him in a church building. First of all, haven't they ever read who Jesus spent all his time with?

 

Same thing happened to a friend of my family. Exactly the type Jesus would hang around with. "Sick people need a doctor." he said. So many of them don't realize they're 'sicker' inside than those they judge.

 

 

I'm thinking I lost my trust and I never should have.

Too excited to be tomorrow.

I wish I could bring my laptop with me to the park to type on when I go there every night to swing, or maybe I can. I doubt it though. It's just annoying that every time I'm there I think so much about these things and I feel the need to like write a freaking essay on the topic I was thinking about so I have to go home early. I could always write, but typing is so much better plus it's always really dark out. I wish I could start a blog, I just have so many ideas and so much to say.

 

 

I can never forget how my mother told me about everything trying to keep her and my father apart, things that both of them saw and heard to know they were real. How she or both of them were convinced it was because one of their children would do something very great and important for the kingdom of God or whatever. How when my sister was born she said that she wasn't the one. That was a long sentence I just wrote there. But yeah, it's interesting.

maybe i should try my lucky next year.. but im so lazy to study :\

no

i should watch the anime after i finish the manga.

My throat hurts so much. D;

 

Oh, school tomorrow. Did I have math to do?

I should be getting my MX shirt AND a check tomorrow. Hurry up, tomorrow! :)

I love being a World Vision volunteer.

^I did that when I was younger. And a few 30-hour famines. It WAS rewarding!

i might be the laziest person in the planet, like REALLY :|

i'd love to sleep under the himalayan sky tonight. dogs barking and indian pop songs all around but in the distance. no monkey attacks when it's dark. just the two of us on the rooftop. 3 hundred billion stars. stale sourdough bread and selfmade chocolate from the old sikh.

THIS KETCHUP TASTES LIKE VINEGAR